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helper-less for almost a week now. my parents have work, terai has classes (which just ended yesterday so yehey!!!) so i'm kinda left to tend to the entire house. i don't like house chores, and i know everybody does. i don't like washing the dishes and doing the laundry because i'm allergic to the smell of detergent. i don't like cleaning the house because i'm allergic to dust. i don't hate cooking but i don't like preparing the ingredients and cleaning the mess afterwards. hahahaha i hate house chores, but not really in a spoiled brat kind of way. and i'm not really complaining hahaha ang arte arte e no. >:P it's part of life! one day i'm gonna be doing all these out of good will and pure concern for the household. right now i'm just being a good daughter by obeying my mother. >:)

andamidamidamidamidamidami talagang kelangan gawin! >XO


before i officially say goodbye to NGCP (not entirely though cos i still have to come back for my stipend hehe)! anyway, yes. i almost got late but thanks to my superdupermegacutiepatootie of a boyfriend, i woke up 45 minutes before my estimated departure time so yesss, i was able to take a bath hihihi. aaaand that means i only have to work until 12 noon today! hello vacation! i've been woiting like croizy!

anyhow! i have plans for the day! i kinda typed a line and recalled that this blog is kinda jinxed so i'll just update you whenever lolzzz >:D
yesterday i met with an ebay buyer at sm north the block. after the transaction, i went to fully booked to check for gifts for my baby this tuesday (bts christmas party at ding's). i was looking at the journals section when i heard someone say, "can i open this?" in quite a high pitched voice. i looked at her and instantly turned around and walked out of the store in fright. it was someone from highschool. someone i didn't want to see... me looking like... a girl. argh. i knew i looked okay, i knew i looked good! i just took a bath when i came there! lol but i was wearing a mini dress and a black jacket and i have eyeliner on too. i could've faced her in denims for some reason. hahaha i dunno but i didn't want people from highschool seeing me like that. like so much has changed. like i actually bloomed hahahaha. she wasn't even a close friend, she was part of what i would favorably call the mean girls faction at school. too engrossed in make-up and too busy criticizing people's faces. i dunno if she has changed. i couldn't care less? i was headed to the main building when i realized that she sounded different so i could be wrong. and i don't think she's into books either but of course, i saw her at the journals table so she could be a journal or planner person. uhm. hahaha. so i went back to check for real. and believe me, i was mentally laughing at myself. why the hell am i hiding from my higschool-mate?! but i really want to check out the journals so i took some courage to come back at the table. i took a glance at her and it was really her. though i was just looking at her left side and it was only a quick glance. it made me want to leave immediately again. hahahaha ewan. but her voice was really different, her voice was paosin eh not that trying hard high pitched a-list konyo voice. hahahaha

i don't know why things like this bother me. people change! she could be a saint now for all i know. college may have molded her into a kind and appreciative high-pitched angel. i shouldn't be worrying right? i'm entitled to change too! to wear dresses and make-up and all? HAHAHA ang arte arte lang hahahahah


10 minutes to go before we sign off for today's duty! i'm so excited to get over my OJT (read: STIPEND!) hahahaha real vacation for me starts on the 27th! >XD can't wait!

yesterday , i bought a lot of snacks... a pack of rebisco crackers (my favorite plain crackers!!!), a pack of sunflower pizza flavored crackers (trial mode!) and a pack of lemon square cheescake cupcakes. i dunno why but i thought i could use them for my eat-often-but-in-small-portions-diet i'm officially starting as soon as i receive this fat burning diet capsules from Nutrex called Lipo 6 Black Hers. HAHAHAHA Dear Lord, i may have posted my plans here so i'm putting a prayer to break off the jinx. >XD

countdown to 1 minute. i will be shutting down this pc now. >:D
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Good thing I googled this first before trying to call. i confirmed from this site that this is indeed a scam.
There you go, for your information! >:)
last night, my parents invited the homebuilder's ministry from church (where they're part of) to bless our house cos we're finally out of debt (for the house at least haha)! yehey! what they did after a short sermon was bless each part of the house with olive oil and blah blah blah so they went to all parts of our house then suddenly some the members felt chills at the rooftop so we prayed over it and arg i really don't know what's wrong but it was scary cos 3 of them felt err bad vibrations and pastor mike felt goosebumps too. we ended up surrendering suspicious items for inspection. by suspicious i mean occult looking stuff and blah.

items raided were:
1. pyramid hat - daddy bought this from ernie baron's store years back and told us to wear it every time we study cos it helps. lol idek know why, it's uncomfortable on the head. it has been stored upstairs for years too. hehe
2. pikachu pen holder - because pikachu is a symbol of the devil and all and yeah, it's a pocket monster. haha
3. quantum pendant - see? i told you i didn't want this piece of jewelry on my neck! but since my parents told me to wear it everyday cos there's nothing to lose anyway, i went for it out obedience lol. but lookitdaaat, it could be a stronghold of evil spirits at it makes you think you'd be stronger wearing it and blaaaah. bro. something (sry, i forgot his name) hammered it and it shattered to pieced, he got a headache and a super bad vibration. salfkhasldsalj scary scary night. then we prayed over him.

blah blah blah

4. most of our excel stuff (scalar energy stuff) got raided too. that's 10,000++ "lost" already.
5. paintings with chinese symbols and patterns on it.
6. essence oil burner with a bagua and yinyang symbol on it.

i don't know what else is in this house that we could destroy to prevent the evil from getting in or something. minsan nga naisip ko if they're being too paranoid. putting meaning on everything they see, but err, it's totally okay for me. hahahaha >:)
i  missed reading fanfics! this afternoon i was suddenly reminded that if i was too lazy to grab a real book, i could get my dose of words via reading fanfics. hahahaha >XD and i am right now! >XD yehey! yehey! for awhile i thought about resurrecting my long lost writing track at ff.net cos i have two years-unupdated considered-dead fics but i figured, i would be sinning writing M-rated stuff, and much more having 2 guys in it.

segway! terai just brought in a box of First Baker sylvannas. i was hyped up about it but errr, not as good as Red Ribbon's >;D

so there. it never fails to flatter me checking my profile and seeing the huge number of people who reviewed my works. waley lang! >XD hihihihihi but then, not enough for me to go back writing err stuff. like. that. haha

ETA: my stories have more traffic than this blog. lol >X))
i dunno if it was a nightmare or something but as soon as i lay down to sleep last night at around 4.30am, i immediately got super groggy and the noise around me became unpleasant. the sound of the ruffling leaves and the grass and dried leaves being stepped on became points of paranoia to me. i suddenly trembled with fear, there was a man trying to get on my window with a gun and i could sense it. grabe yung trauma. the first thing i thought was to get up and rescue terai from the other room, thinking that the bad guy would want to assault her too but dammit my limbs were glued to the bed. srsly. i was too scared to get up. i tried to wake up by opening my eyes but the atmosphere didn't change, it's as if the guy is still waiting for a chance to kill me. i wanted to run to terai's room and sleep there but my fear tied me down my bed. >:'( my prayers didn't work either. it's none of those dreams where you know it's from a bad spirit because any attempt to mention Jesus' name would render you speechless, you know they were trying to stop you from calling God for help. but this one is too different, i say 'in Jesus' name' and was surprised to have said it too easily, like no evil force is restraining me to do it. super scary. >:'(
high on toffee nut mocha latte!

one of the few times i'm actually looking forward TO STUDY! as in bend my head over my notes and meditate on them! however! with the way i'm blogging right now, i don't think i'm starting in a few! hehehe

anyhow, my thoughts on impeaching chief justice corona:

the media is crazy over this politics blah! and it's because of this that i learned to understand PNoy more, and his rather "low" productivity rating. you see, i hear a lot of people complaining that our president isn't doing anything about our slumping economy, or that ever since he sat down, nothing has changed, and that the best he can do to reduce the number of poor people in the country is to lower the poverty threshold. hahaha

when my parents heard the news about the impeachment thing, they were so happy! i couldn't see what's to be so happy about it but i realized, heyyyy it's big news aright and while i believe that there are other news out there that deserve as much public spectacle and sensationalism as such, news like this is pretty encouraging for us! his impeachment would mean one less evil official in the government and that's already a milestone for the Philippines. considering that you have to put your life on the line if you ever wanted to purge the government of corrupt people.

whenever i pass by articles and comments telling that PNOY isn't doing what a president ought to do, which is yknow focus dead on on the pressing economic issues our country's suffering from, and that all he ever did since the day he sat on the throne is chase gloria like crazy... i see it this way... he's just doing what's right for someone who just moved in to a new office! imagine tryna work on a desk that was left dirty by the one who used it before you, will you not clean it up before starting your work? no one wants to work on a desk full of clutter. roight?

so there, our president probably hasn't started "working" yet because he's still busy cleaning up his new desk. it's not even supposed to be given to him that way, but yeah, props to the previous admin. >;)

k. i kinda need to study now haha

high on hot peppermint mocha frappe! lucky day for me! this morning, our batch met up at starbucks for our teleperformance site tour. and well, i kind of took advantage of the opportunity to get stickers from those who are not really aiming to get the planner! i got 4! thank you soooo much jof, william, jeiel and alvin (whom i have convinced to buy a christmas flavor cos i've no more space for regular drinks lol). and also! during the site tour blah, jec won a hundred peso worth of starbucks GC and gave it to mehhh BWAHAHAHA! thank you boyfriend! hihihihi more more more! nino, out of his kindness, also gave me the GC he won hahaha! i just came to him and asked him that if he's gonna buy a drink, he might want to give me the receipt so i could claim the sticker for myself! LOL but owell, he offered me the GC instead, FOR FREE!  it was really surprising how he just gave it to me like he wasn't aware of the value of the thing he's holding (relative. i know. haha)!! >XD amen! lucky lucky day. i wonder what's gonna happen next! hahaha

now now now, 7 more christmas drinks before i could get my own planner (not that i really really want it). hehehe
planner planner planner. i'm not really a planner person, i even regretted buying a moleskine planner 2 yrs ago cos i was too lazy to jot down on it. i'm more of a paper fan than a planner fan. cos well, i'm not a 'planner' per se. haha

anyhow. hm. major major worry of the day, NUMMETH PROJECT! could anyone give me a source code of a STIRLING NUMBER GENERATOR (first kind)????? we're kind of dying in here trying to encode a million values in a database which is a bad practice for a programmer (but we're not. so...) arg

hey hey hey
my current cellphone bill is 750++!!! wtf?! i'm only subscribed to plan 350 and i get this crap?! my golly. i have to watch my free texts huhuhu


my batchmates and i spent the whole day nose bleeding tryna get signatures off of 8 BPO companies for the sake of our ADEPT grade. apparently, the school invited 8 call center companies to conduct their recruitment process at school, with us being their applicants of course. and yeah, we had to be interviewed by all of them so we could get their precious sigs on this precious sheet of paper that would complete our 10 blasted days of ADEPT training! >XD

the companies who came were...

Sykes Asia
Aegis People Support****
SiTel
Teleperformance
Teletech
Convergy's
IBM Daksh
ePerformax

it was a really really fun experience! i enjoyed being interviewed! yeah srsly, it's in these type of companies that i'm like 90% confident i'll get in because i only have to show off my english skills, not that i have an exemplary one but it's cool to be one of those regarded to have above average comm skills. hahaha this is one of the few days i'm actually proud of myself and extremely thankful to God cos i'm like, 'wew. it's cool to know that i won't be having a hard time looking for a job!'

but uhm, hmmmm. speaking of working in BPO's

working for a BPO company is fine. but i was reluctant with the idea of requiring us students to go through the application process FOR THE SAKE OF OUR GRADES. i mean, i completely understand the purpose of the activity and i know it's all for good. but i think even the HR reps of these companies were aware of why they were here and just probably came to (by order of importance):

1. help us put what we've learned with AdEPT into practice by engaging us in mock interviews. after all, they're BPAP members (if i'm not mistaken)
2. collect resumes for their resume banks
3. actually look for future employees

hahaha sorry but i don't think they're really gonna wait for us to graduate, THEN CALL US. hahaha

anyhow, with regards to my expectations with call centers, the only thing that excites me about it (next to the salary) is the english training! i'm a frustrated writer and yknow how i always want to better my english and blaaaah so yeah.

 **** my favorite stop cos the interviewer was pretty and engaging and asking stuff not just to check out my english. it seemed like she was interested with what i have to say (me thinks so). or maybe i just enjoyed it a lot cos i get to talk about my favorite book hahaha. she's unlike those with generic questions and generic follow-ups and generic responses and blaaah whose sole purpose is to measure your mastery of the spoken english language and blaaaahhh hehehehe

so yeah yeah, i had fun hehehe

this day i was informed via email that i won a movie ticket and a starbucks gift certificate from OpenRice.ph
apparently, i wasn't aware of this promo so it was a really cool surprise! jeckie and i came to their office at ortigas earlier to claim my prize. >:D

thanks OpenRice! >:D

i have so freaking muuuuuch to do! >XD maybe i should get started LOL

AdMU, FEU work together for social entrepreneurship by Ginny Villa-Real
oh look, we're on the newspaper! >:D
that's from this day's (as of writing that's November 27, 2011) issue of Manila Bulletin. >XD
i'm 3rd from left! >XD



every time i'm faced with this huge empty white block, i suddenly don't know what to write about. so many things has happened! and i always miss to blog about it. hahaha

haynaaako i want my good 'ol stressed body back! for one thing, it's thinner.
i also want my good 'ol healthy immune system back. my allergy is driving me crazy.

7 consecutive wheezes, an OJT homework that's of 0% progress, and well.. me eating junk every day!!! stuff i'm addicted with as of this period:

- breaded chicken neck (street food from outside FCM)
- kuya's lumpiang sariwa
- crepe galore's mango crepe because it's cheap and they have the best whipped cream
- el bonito's pepperoni pizza
- lugaw atbp's plain lugaw with egg. 20 pesos lang grabe the best lugaw i've ever tried! weekends and holidays on qc memorial circle >:D

whew. i am sooo freakin hungry right now.


weird. i dunno. i can't stop thinking. can't quit with the drama! >:\ e naman eh, i know it's wrong but that's how my mind works! i'm a mental masochist. pseudo realist. deviant conformist. weh.

hindi ko na rin trip magkwento dito tinatamad na ko. but i still want to write. i pretty much became more conscious nga lang cos uhm, not that anyone's actually reading, pero yun nga. in relation to one of my previous entries (or was that a draft?), i missed blogging candidly. HAHAHA

november 19 was probably the greatest part of last week. i enjoyed it more than my birthday srsly, and i didn't mean to sound so ungrateful at that but yeah. the birthday anticipation fades every year hahaha i know, it's part of the ageing process. ugh.

so 19 was Youth Hours 2011 day. it was an event organized by The Outstanding Students of the Philippines NCR Chapter (TOSP NCR). it was freakin cool, intimidating and inspiring at the same time. i thank the school so much for giving me opportunities like this. for the 2nd time (first was the 12th IYD) i was in a hall of noteworthy people. student leaders, honor students and highly philanthropic youth. how the hell am i gonna fare at that? so far, it was the best seminar workshop i've attended. all the speakers were effective. the TOSP alumni were in all ways outstanding. grabe lang. and people around me are all friggin impressive. whew.

akshadakdsad

Congrats UP AChES!!! bolded are my brods and sisses (that i know, i may have missed some people out)! >:)
Grabe jomuel, congrats! >XO
Ah wala lang, mga ka-batch ko to eh.. hahaha though i'm partly posting this just for hits. proud ex-sis. hahaha assuming my being a non-resident member still counts. hahaha

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UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES LOS BAÑOS
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UNIVERSITY OF SAINT LA SALLE
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UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES DILIMAN
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182 MALLARI, PAULINE JOY TAYAG
183 MANANSALA, ROSE ANN JOY MARTIN
184 MAQUIRANG, SHEIG PARPA
185 MARANAN, CARLO TALLADA
186 MARANAN, MARIE CHRISTELLE DE VILLA
187 MARIANO, JANICE CRUZ
188 MASCARIÑA, NICCOLO ANDRE VASQUEZ
189 MATIONG, HANSEL PAUL ERMAC
190 MAÑALAC, ARISTOTLE JAO
191 MEDIANA, DYNA ROSE BOJOS
192 MENDOZA, MIA JOY TUGUINAYO
193 MIÑANO, GIZZAN LOURDES DE LOS SANTOS
194 MONTEALEGRE, CHARLIMAGNE MONZON
195 MORAN, SARAH JANE BORABORA
196 MORILLO, JOHN LESTER LORION
197 MOSOT, RUBY MAE SALAPI
198 NATIBO-OC, DANILO PANISA
199 NISTAL, MARIO JR PEREZ
200 NOVILLAS, GAYLE CALLANGAN
201 OMAPAS, GRELOU MEA ALMEREZ
202 ORIAS, IARA TATIANA BALAZON
203 ORTIZ, LIAN CECILIA CHUA
204 OTANI, JEHAN KAY ATANACIO
205 OZYAZGAN, ALI DELA CRUZ
206 PABLO, JOSEPHINE ALMA TURINGAN
207 PADUA, JEFF PELONIO
208 PAGTANANAN, JOSEPH ARQUIZA
209 PALLEGA, PRINCESS CLAIRE ZAMORA
210 PANSOY, CLARINE DELA MAR
211 PANTOJA, AIRA MAE ESPEDIDO
212 PARACALE, WILAME NEUDA
213 PARAMI, JUAN MIGUEL KINILITAN
214 PARDUCHO, ETHEL VALENCIA
215 PARREÑAS, MA ALITA VILLARENTE
216 PASTOR, BRENT OWEN GARCIA
217 PEDRO, NICO PAULO MIGUEL
218 PERALTA, HENRY ADVINCULA
219 PERCIL, JAYSON BAJARO
220 PEREZ, JOSE FERNANDO OCAMPO
221 PESTIO, MANUEL JR REONDANGA
222 PEÑAMANTE, DONNA ANGELES
223 PILAPIL, KAY SALVADOR
224 PINEDA, LISAER CARLO ILAGAN
225 PONCE, JOHN JULIUS RATAC
226 PRIETO, ILKA VANIA CAMBA
227 PROCIANOS, MOZER ENOCH LEGO
228 QUIAMBAO, NATALIE HIZON
229 QUILANG, CHRIS BRYAN BAUTISTA
230 QUINTOS, MARIA TERESA BACCAY
231 QUIOCSON, SANTINI LICAS
232 QUIÑONES, EILEEN ROSS AMORIN
233 RACHO, CYHDAR GASING
234 RADOC, RAIZA ALEXIS DY
235 RAPANUT, PETER JOHN PALOLAN
236 RAYPAN, MIKE LESTER TANSIONGCO
237 RAZ, ALYSSA LEIGH ALQUIROS
238 RAZON, JERICA MARISE MANDOLADO
239 RESOL, JESSA ESTANDARTE
240 REYES, ATHALIE NATALYA MARQUEZ
241 RINGOR, MARDAVE CLEMENS LEAL
242 RINGOR, RONALD FANA-ANG
243 RIVERA, ARIES VIZCARRA
244 RIVERO, CAMILLE ALVAREZ
245 RIVERO, NER VILLEGAS
246 ROA, MA CORAZON SANCOVER
247 ROBLES, NIÑA KAREN MENESES
248 RODRIGUEZ, ROLAND MADRIAGA
249 ROMERO, BENJAMIN JEREMIAH CAJUCOM
250 RONQUILLO, ELRIA MENDOZA
251 ROSALES, HERLY JHUN LIRAZAN
252 ROSAS, LEO ANGELO GONZALES
253 SALAZAR, MA LOURDES STEFFANY SAEZ
254 SALEN, VINSON JEFF ANTHONY OFRANCIA
255 SALVAMANTE, CHRISTOPHER TURINGAN
256 SAMSON, NICO ANGELO VALLADOLID
257 SAN DIEGO, JERALDINE BAUTISTA
258 SANTILLANA, MICHAEL ALLEN DORMIDO
259 SATURNINO, MARK FLORENCE PILAR
260 SELIRIO, ALEXANDER RAQUEÑO
261 SHIEH, LOUIE CHUA
262 SISON, RACHEL-ANN BEA
263 SUMERA, LAWRENCE VENERACION
264 SZKORNIK, RAYMOND JOHN MISAJON
265 TABAO, ARBIN LAGARTO
266 TABARANGAO, JERSON NANTES
267 TABOCO, KENNETH JIREH GARGANTA
268 TAGAMOLILA, MA ROWENA TALIDANO
269 TAGAROMA, JAYSON GAUIRAN
270 TAMESIS, KATHERINE MAE BUYCO
271 TAN, WILSON YAO
272 TANJUATCO, JAHRA PRESTOZA
273 TATON, FAITH ESTREMADORA
274 TAYCO, ANN MARGARETTE MARASIGAN
275 TELADO, JOHN PAOLO PASAPORTE
276 TEODOSIO, JOHN PAUL RICO
277 TIMOL, ANDREY ACOSTA
278 TOLEDO, ARJAY SABANDO
279 TOLEDO, CHRISTINE FAE YASIS
280 TRINIDAD, LEONA GAY SALCEDO
281 TSAI, JEFFERSON ARQUIZA
282 TUAZON, LEASIEL GUIRIBA
283 TUMBAGAHAN, RIZA REPANI
284 TUSCANO, TANYA JILLYN JONTONGCO
285 URBINO, FELIX ADRIAN DEL ROSARIO
286 VALENZUELA, JOSE ADRIAN PAHATE
287 VASQUEZ, MARY CELINE FROILAN
288 VELANDRES, JOMUEL ADIQUE
289 VERANO, ILEA AVILA
290 VILLANUEVA, LOUIE ARELVI GOLE CRUZ
291 VILLARBA, CHARLIE JURAK
292 VILLORA, LIZA MAE CABAYA
293 VILORIA, TRISTAN CANTILLO
294 VIRAY, MICHAEL ANGELO MELO
295 VIVAS, LINDEY GUMISAD
296 YALONG, PEARL LYNNE LIMCO
297 YAO, JOHN SIEGFREED LEE
298 YAP, KENLIN ROBIN KING
299 YAZON, NICOLE ANDREA SAN AGUSTIN
300 YUBAL, LEDANE JOY MACOL


i've finally claimed my snickers chocolates from 7 Eleven's promo! >XD i've never had this much chocolates before! >XD 30 freakin pieces of snickers peanut 35g! thank you 7 Eleven Philippines!

this is in relation to the promo i mentioned here

>XD
it's entertaining to say the least but it lacks reason. what's the point with this shallow tv program aside from entertainment? to prove everyone you can survive months living in a house with strangers? to setup a social experiment that may validate a certain social theory? that you can win millions by being yourself? napaka-noble naman. haha i couldn't think of any reason aside from looking for possible talents and giving them preliminary exposure before they are launched into the real screen... and of course the more obvious, better off un-discussed general objective of earning lots of money. 

ewan. nakakainis kasi. puro kabobohan ang laman ng local channels. even the news.
with the Philippines being run by oligarchs pretending to have humanitarian goals, you can never rely on the media to deliver the truth.
hey blog, i miss you! >XD

such a tiring, tiring, tiring BUT rewarding week! >XD Thank you Looooord! >XD
my midterms were okay! but comparing it to my previous midterms, it's kinda errrr. >:\ i'm usually more serious with midterms so i could slack off during the finals period but right now, what the heck. i may have to double my effort starting today to optimize my grades loool. such a freakin freakin annoying uber grade-conscious girl no? edi sorry! >:P i have dreams. big dreams. >:)

i lost 400 yeah. and i think i mentioned that i'm not worrying about it too much because i was kindof expecting a just payback for it HAHAHAHA lakas mag-expect but oh well! can i just call it faith? since that fretful day,
i've been too expectant that everything that happens onwards must be GOOD because i deserve just retribution for losing my allowance! and i realized that... magandang habit pala yun! hahaha tamang optimism lang. by doing so, i kind of considered everything a blessing! from my exams, to my OJT, to my classes, to ICON, and whew! to this great opportunity that was offered to me just recently.

wow Lord. i can feel your blessings pouring in! November 19 is marked.

i.am.so.blessed.
thank you so much Lord.



draft: november 8, 2011

this day was cool. the ateneo school of government came to us to train youth leaders in becoming social entrepreneurs. it's funny how we were introduced in such a flattering manner, cream of the crop and best of the best? i nearly choked on it. come on.

the topic was great! for a while i actually thought about creating my own social enterprise instead of just being a plain profit oriented business person. the thought of earning lots of money alongside alleviating a pressing social issue sounds like a perfect cause. a great philanthropic move. if i weren't so selfish then sure. but i don't think i'm up to helping that much. yeah right. ang bait ko kasi. >:P

the best part was probably the FOOD. am and pm snacks plus buffet lunch... as in with tables set up cordially at the canteen. wow. i could feel that the admu school gov really believe in investing on the youth. and being someone who's more selfish than charitable, i feel guilty having to be spent on something i may not consider doing in ten years.

BUT WAIT. this isn't to say i didn't learn anything. the lecture was eeeeevery bit inspiring, promise! but when i go out, i realize i had to help myself first. ALOT. LOL. can't do anything without money, srsly. and i think, stuff like these are initiated by upperclass citizens who have so much time and money to spare. but of course, being part of it is sooo easy. it doesn't mean you have to be the capitalist. just getting involved is a good enough move e diba?

err. yeah

draft: november 9, 2011


the seminar-workshop has ended! we were tasked to create our own social enterprise by group and present it in front of the trainees who served as our panelists along with mam sison and mam ruiz. naiinis ako sa sarili ko cos all the while i had very little faith in our group. sa loob loob ko, huhu Lord, tinatamad ako magisip. >:( then after we've put together our drafts in a powerpoint presentation, sa loob loob ko... k bahala na. i could only wish at least one group is worse. lol

we came up with a social enterprise called SOSY, which stands for Striving Out-of-School-Youth. a for profit organization which blah blah blah blah blah. it's too long, but i think it's pretty decent to share naman! i'll get back with the details when i get the slides. hehehe

but waaait, our presentation was okay! and i had to thank the panelists for being so kind. nakakatuwa cos they always find something good to say about every presentation. i admire them so much because they seem to be individuals trained to see through the efforts of people around them and appreciate it with great fervor. they were warm and friendly and accommodating and blaaaaaahh. i was impressed. i suddenly want to become someone who sees everything in a positive light! then i thought maybe only those with highly philanthropic mindsets could be like that tas yun, ewan. feeling ko kasi hindi ako ganon ka-generous and humanitarian. haha
this day i lost 400+ worth of money. for the nth time grabe. i dunno what's up with me, why do i always lose cash? >XO i was a tad too depressed about it cos i couldn't imagine how much money i've lost this year because of carelessness! or maybe the world has just gotten eviler. >:| more to depression is pain, cos early this morning, i realized i'm in yet another of my monthly bloody craps. >XO haha moody mode hitting soon. i guess. >:) i've warned my boyfriend already hahaha >:D

i wonder what good is in store for me from this loss. not that i'm expecting but the thought of a just payback is pretty encouraging. 400 is a lot of money for me. it's what's left of my allowance and now i'm broke for the entire week! sucks to be jobless! >XO

hay Lord!
because of that, here goes my 21'st birthday/2011 christmas WISHLIST! >XD

1. white musk cologne/perfume from The Body Shop

2. red mesh hard case for samsung wave 525

3. microSD reader from CD-R King

4. corpo shoes! black pointed kitten heels for OJT and the occasional job interviews >:)

5. vouchers! gift checks! from useful stores like national bookstore, sm dep't store, sm supermarket. yeah >:D

6. wine and dine lipstick from avon

7. simply pretty face powder refill (natural) from avon

8. CASH CASH CASH CASH!!!!

9. DONATE on my Paypal using the donate button i put above! >:D

10. medium wacom intuos tablet! (or bamboo fun okay lang!) >XD

Orayt. just that, for now. >:D



namiss ko mag-blog for real! there are days when i would backtrack and read all my previous entries from years back and realize how much i've changed! back then, i used to blog everyday, exceedingly and with horrible detail, of how my day went. but now it's all about, err, i dunno condensed thoughts. maybe i'm just not at home most of the time that i fail to blog about stuff immediately. hehehe

i'm gonna post a birthday/christmas wishlist soon, so watch out. as if e no. bwahaha

// finally! saycee and i are going to start our OJT this wednesday at napocor. i call it napocor cos it's more popular but we're actually working under NGCP which is short for national grid corporation of the philippines. unfortunately though, chances are slim that we'll finish 200 hours before the trimester ends, or at least before mam samson submits our final practicum grades. which means that i'll possibly only have 12 units credited this term. consequently leading to my name dropping off the dean's list. argh. yeah. that's my biggest concern about this bullcrap. that's (well, assuming i'm still in the list by next tri) one certificate less. >:|

// nummeth midterms. major major crap! honestly, the items weren't so perplexing! but they aaaall require a painstaking amount of paper!!! it's so easy to get lost cos the solutions are so freaking long and tedious. we sat there for 4 hours with our necks bent down, our spines arched uncomfortably, and our brains bleeding and begging for the 11 torturous items to quit making us sick to the bones. to no avail! it was freakinnnn hardddd. Lord. huhuhu

// by the way! the above lines was supposed to be for last friday... but i kinda left it hanging with so many things butting off in the middle of my writing. hahahaha

// yesterday. i spent the entire day with my boyfriend's family! >XD came to their church, had lunch, met a "few" of his relatives (few pdaw un eh haha), and played badminton at night. kapagod! saya! hahahaha i'm learning badminton! yeaahh HAHAHA i thank God a lot because everyday he assures me that i'm with the right man! i love you jeckie chan! >XD

// and now. i think i have a lot of photoshopping to do. haay pero err... nuod muna ko vampire knight! bwahahaha tagal tagal na di ko parin to tapos! >XO

yey i believe this is the first time i'm gonna talk about my boyfriend for real! who would've thought i'd finally have a boyfriend! hahaha i thought i'd be one of those NBSB for life girls, forever frustrated and never noticed by the opposite sex. but owell, yehey yehey!

this was such a cool cool day! >XD after the ADEPT training, we went to church and spent the rest (well a few hours) of the night at RnB (Read n Brew) cafe near my place. 


first boyfriend!
first devotion together! 
tall mocha frappe for Php 70  >:)
super tall banana smoothie for Php 60

blueberry cheesecake for Php 55

ribs. Php 115. basta ribs yan. >:P

jec's gift! >XD photoshopped 23 peso bill! ♥ ♥ 
my gift! half long bong doodle >XD 
hihi
my jeckie chan! ♥



it feels great to be in love.
like srlsy! >XD
thank you Lord! >XD

thank you so much for making this day super duper special! yehey! >XD i love you jericho chanco dave! >XD
it's been a while since i last blogged about my dreams! i hardly remember any of them anymore because the alarms always disrupt them. anyhow!

I. i dreamt that i failed the interview with the starbucks store manager. that's like the last step before getting into barista training. the sm was kindof petite, fair skinned and sorta chinita girl. her hair was long and tied. i think she kinda said that the main office endorsed me too late that she already accepted 2 applicants. there was a small sheet of paper with the 2 names written on it, including their available working hours. i didn't get the names tho. hehe then i was crying and practically begging her to gimme a chance whatever. then my boyfriend came and asked the sm why she's making me cry. apparently, terai who was with me in the store texted him so he came and blah. bwahahahaha weird.

II. this was only awhile ago. but i already forgot most of it! >XO what i do remember is my school mate, olibs, ushering me somewhere to talk or something. cos i think she's consoling me about something bad that happened. something that led to so many people hating me or something. hehe puro something hahahaha. she was like, 'don't think about it too much. i've been hated by so many people too.' then i recalled how she was during highschool and thought, yeah maybe. i don't exactly hate her back then, but we were never close. the place was like holy corridors. or something. okay!!! something something something.

binondo mode! >:D


here's a supercool food stall that sells nachos at a very affordable and FULFILLING price (beats the hell outta Nacho King or even Taco Bell but i'm not one to say cos i don't usually dine at TB hehe). Say hello to MUCHO MUCHO NACHOS! currently at 2 locations, SM Fairview (annex building, in front of timezone) and SM North EDSA (main building, in front of Toby's. 1st floor i guess?).

The menu (from SM north)!


And my favorite, MUCHO WRAP! >:D at 55 pesos this is such a freaking steal! I call it nacho burritos cos it's really nacho burritos. bwahahaha it's like nacho salad on a pita bread. Look how it's done HAHAHAHA

ground beef, lettuce, salsa, nachos, onion, tomatoes, cheese!!!! >XD
yumminessss
the generous ate wrapping my mucho wrap! >:D
yeherrrzzz!
with that, i urge you guys to try out MUCHO MUCHO NACHOS! because it's very very very fulfilling and cheap considering the type of menu they offer.

Do you want to win FREE snickers bars at the least, and at most, a samsung galaxy tab?
Well 7-11, in partnership with mars chocolates, brewed this promo for us!!! >XD

so how do you win free snickers bars?
* essential prerequisite: a facebook account
* check your notifications if some of your friends have already given you invitations from Snickers Philippines (it has been going around the town recently, so chances are you've already got an invite)
* if there's none...then
* go to the snickers philippines facebook application at http://apps.facebook.com/snickersphilippines
* allow the application to pull some blah from your profile. or just click on 'allow' lol
* like their page as suggested by the following webpage
* and then... there, once the app loads. the instructions are aaaaall there.

@ get as much of your friends to like the Snickers Philippines page by sending them invites using the app
@ 5 likes = 1 snickers bar

thing is, you have to be the first one to invite your friend, otherwise even if he/she accepts YOUR invitation and liked the page on your account, the credit still goes to the FIRST one who gave the invite.

so some tips for immediate results, and this is how i usually do it too:
$ if you have a lot of friends, go online and send invites to your friends whom you know have only few friends. cos chances are, with the very few friends they have, an invitation hasn't reached them yet.
$ as soon as you've sent the invitation, chat with that friend before she logs out. haha give a generic copy-pasted message telling him/her to accept your Snickers Philippines invite on his/her notifications and blaaah
$ be nice and accommodating! chat like a human and not like a spambot hahahaha

application requests are easily ignored, so unless you tell the person something cool's up with the app request you just sent, he'll never look into it on his own.

anyway. currently on 16 bars! working for more! >XD

let's just hope this is as reaaal as it gets. lurking around the 7-11 fanpage, i haven't read a good feedback about their claiming procedures (even with the other promos). plus, a lot of people are complaining that some 711 stores are ignorant of the promo. LOL  i'm dang crossing my fingers on this. it better be real. >XD

oryt. now if you're up for the promo, edi go!
better tips (aside from creating fake accounts)? ping me!>:D
not cool. why do i feel like i have done so little for the organization's prosperity. >XO 
all the while i was only thinking of myself, of how my activities would spice up my resume. president of this and that, academic scholar and all. but then yknow, i wasn't really being a good pres and crap. i'm too lazy for my own good. my sense of urgency is way off. >:| all of these i have done for myself and myself alone. and also to ease my parent's disappointment (but that's only like a sickening 10%). sometimes i wonder about what was said about all these amounting to nothing when i die.

btw, quiz tomorrow. this time. i'm gonna read my notes. right now (orly? u beliv me?). for the record, if i do this now, it's gonna be the first time i studied at home this trimester. wow.

ah by the way, i don't understand why i've been too emotional lately. like every small thing that touches me makes me cry, every bout of insecurity, paranoia or jealousy tears me up, and every episode of Budoy (starring Gerald Anderson) brings me to tears. when did i ever become this soft and scared and crap. >:|

i haven't touched my notes! craaaappp >XO and nummeth still bums the hell out of me. plus i haven't been working on my OJT requirements. wth. >:| and the light in my room is broken. >:|



nummeth ruined my day. freakin quiz. careless mistakes and more whatnots. how do i get back on this? 2 remaining quizzes and the rest are freakin exams. i need to get my studying mojo back. i never study at home, and quizzes have a habit of surprising us and leaving us point blank dumbshickz. arg. i have no one else to blame but myself and my assumed poverty hahahaha.

i'm busy with another internet promo! this time, FREE CHOCOLATES my golly! i have 5 bars now! how big is 35grams of snickers? hmm... dear Lord. THANK YOU! >:D i am soooo excited like rebecca black on friday. you guys have no idea how i'm trying so hard not to sound like a spammer whenever i ask people to click on my wall ads or like some page and blah. i'm trying. thank you! and i will never scam you! >:D you mark my word on that. hahahahaha joke.

i'm not sure if it's still the menstrual syndrome kicking in or just the mere thought of free chocolates excites me like crazy. i dunno. just. don't ignore my invites LOL. it's for a good cause. it's for my chocolates. my snickers. not exactly my favorite chocs but it's FREE so yeah. >:)

binondo mode! >:D plus maybe if i start noticing these two fitness balls (aero and volley) beside me, i'd start burning some fats while watching. hahaha


there are days when i feel extra sensitive like every small thing affects me and makes me cry. like now. err. menstrual syndrome? i want selecta coffee crumble and pretty little liars season 1. i also want some tissue. huhu


// madungis daw! oh well, the texture breaks it. what exactly do they want anyway? hehe
HONESTLY. i'm trying to avoid office trips LOL if could only last there 15 minutes without adding anything to my to do list, that's kindofa miracle already. BWAHA sorry. tamad lang. >:)

// i'm getting fatterrrrrr, where has all the stress gone?! >XO i've been stuffing on sweets and junk the past few days, my throat is starting to hurt and i feel sick already. and why is it that i get headaches a lot recently? >:S

// i'm craving for kitkat aaaaarghh
// BWAHAHAHA like i have anything better to do right? see, i've finished designing the tarp, stubs and certificates for the coming dean's list awarding and heeeeey, i didn't have to post it HERE. which makes so much sense and confirms that this blog is really cursed. or something.

// steve jobs just died. rest in peace. my condolences go to everyone who's affected by this. hehe not an apple fan so. yeah. i wonder what microsoft thinks.

// economics. i don't understand why our prof is being too considerate of her students. i mean, i do understand why but i don't get why she's too bothered about it. it's not her fault. and the way i see it, it will never be. definitely. she's too kind! if only everyone would study! hehe anyway it's something to be thankful for. where would you find someone who'd let you retake the same exam just to let you pass? sucks that my score didn't change. lol. crap.

// i feel guilty with my campaign strategy #24312. the one where i say hi or hello first to the person, and if he/she replies, i paste the link asap. assuming that they have no reason to ignore my message. but then, i don't really want to get into a conversation so it's guilt-tripping when people actually ask me how i'm doing and all. haha. sorry. manager mode. >XO

// err. sjadjkjhkdf. i really want to get into multimedia arts someday.
draft from 10/04/2011

one of the rare days this trimester that i get home early and not plop myself on the bed immediately. i'm not sure what exactly i'm doing for the last few days (aside from manning the table at 302 for shirt orders) that i always end up really tired when i get home. i feel uhm, greatly unaccomplished! still no OJT! no remarkable progress on the field trip! no money to pay for org shirts! then my parents are becoming extra strict now that i have a boyfriend hahaha! then yknow it's so uncool how i'm so broke and back to being a major bum. even if i was earning so little back then, i'm proud because it gave me the independence i needed to decide on my own and buy the things i want, because it's my money! but right now i'm just argh like, okaaay never mind not having a usb for a while cos that's like 400 bucks. never mind not smelling of white musk for a while, cos that's 800something on a regular day. never mind the samsung earphones, i dunno how much they cost but it's definitely not within budget. never mind checking out for walking flats or clothes, i'm not in an urgent wardrobe update (never am) anyway. you see, the income effect in economics is so friggin true. your income is proportional to your expenses. you earn bigger, you spend bigger. you earn less, you spend less. now it's about cutting off on the luxes, the things i know i can live without for awhile (but will definitely get back to once i get some decent cash flow). >:D hahaha and since i don't want to exaggerate more on my self-proclaimed poverty, i'll see it as a way to, errr, kindof loosen my grip on material longings. LOL and as if. >:P and it's not like i'm being bitch poor. hahahaha

anyway. most of my money is going to food. i've been eating recklessly since the trimester started, a kindof just retribution for the amount of appetite i lost last tri for stressing myself voluntarily. blah.
draft from 9/30/2011

// since typhoon Pedring hit us, we've lost electricity for almost 4 days now. elec's still out so i just borrowed daddy's laptop to blog heheheehe

// still no luck with OJT.

// started re-reading All American Girl by Meg Cabot and realized how dumb it really is. but it served its purpose, it got me into books which is a huge favor! reading it now, the only thing i find interesting is the inclusion of art in it. somehow i think art classes won't necessarily cripple your creative freedom by bounding you to rules and all. it's actually needed if you really want to stick to being a non-conformist. how would you know you're being deviant if you don't know what the convention is? anyhow. other than that, it kept me rolling my eyes thinking how superficial and shallow teenage flicks are. and to think i considered this my favorite book? it's like looking back at your childhood crush 10 years after and wondering in fits of laughter how you even came to like the person. that. half-way done but yeah. i'll be bearing it. the lack of electricity helped me catch up on my reading list.

// it ardy october. bills payment time! and i thought i should be working by now. argh.
yesterday, I came with 11 others to the 9th Philippine Youth Congress in Information Technology. i super thank the school for sending us here. it's pretty unaffordable on our own so yeaaah, great sponsors! hahaha

keith, lica, michelle, karla, kevin
kj, edlaine, jen, patrick
 yeah yeah yeah. blah blah blah. and of course, the best part: TINY CACTUS!

they're the best thing about Y4IT day 5
yeah srsly! and in between the seminar, i met with my friends to foodtrip yet agaaaain at JP Laurel! yeyyy
entry soon! hehe


i realized i'm totally at fault here. for bringing things to this point where it's difficult to drop off. for being a slave of my feelings and tradition at the same time, and not knowing which one i should obey first. for falling too soon and agreeing too early, just because i was threatened and pressured. at this point, can i still quit and forget everything? and just bring it all back 8 months after? for the sake of what? my parent's trust that i have already been mishandling ever since i gave in? i don't know. i guess not. ako na lang naman pala problema e. isang matinding paalam kasabay ng pagtanggap na hindi ko natupad yung pangako ko sa mga magulang ko. na katulad lang ako ng ibang kolehiyala na sarili lang ang iniisip, madaling mahulog, madaling makuha, at hindi marunong makinig. nadidisappoint ako sa sarili ko.
This entry is supposed to be for September 11, 2011



After being featured on Jessica Soho last night, terai and i swore we had to try this out, and we did! Bwahahahaha! I did a bit of research and discovered that along with Cravings, The Coffee Beanery (TCB) also offers the same promo (prolly cos the pastry concessionaire is the same). Soooo, the promo is avaiable on the following branches and is running until December 2011:

Cravings Center Katipunan
CCA Kitchen Cravings Eastwood
Cravings Festival
Cravings Tomas Morato
TCB West Avenue
TCB Shangrila




We tried it out at TCB West Ave since it's Sunday and it's only walking distance from the church. From my research, they only offer 3-4 cakes for their unlimited promo. When we got there, there were 5 cakes on display but only 3 cakes are available: Choco Caramel Cake, Devil's Food Cake and Ube Sansrival Cake. The 2 other cakes were Carrot cake and Double Chocolate cake. For unlimited coffee, they offer three variants: Brewed coffee, Iced coffee and Cafe Americano. You can choose all of them hehehehe

And because terai and i kind of promised so make the most out of our 150 pesos, we tried everything. Uhm, I did! I forgot what she drank but we both had 7 slices of cake each and I tried all three coffees.

First slice, choco caramel cake


See? it's sooo freakin thinly sliced I wonder if it could stand upright. >:| I was disappointed when i was served this but then again, who cares about the serving? as long as it's unlimited I could get as much as I want! bwahahahaha and besides, it's a freakin dessert, small servings are acceptable hehe. Btw, this is my favorite!

Second slice, Devil's food cake

Terai's favorite!

Third slice, Ube Sansrival


Okay, we just made that name up, dunno how they call it there but it's ube and the base is sansrival so that's Ube Sansrival. K. Ah, we didn't like this. Hehehehe Maybe because we're starting to get really stuffed with the cake and coffee. But it's good! hahahaha

Fourth slice - another choco caramel for me! >:D

Our 5th slice should be choco caramel again (were kindof trying to finish the entire cake so they'd bring down the carrot cake haha) but it's ardy finished so they brought down a new cake. I was hoping it would be Carrot cake but they brought us Double Chocolate instead. At this point, I was starting to get a headache and terai is still busy reading Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho.

So there, the fifth slice goes to... Double chocolate!

yummynessssss >XD

HAHAHA in between the cakes we also tried their unli coffee,

Coffee 1, Brewed coffee

Pretty cool, not too strong, just yer regular brewed coffee >;)

Coffee 2, Iced coffee

I was thinking it's kindofa latte but no. It's just iced brewed coffee. not much difference. just. yknow. iced. hehehe and we enjoyed pouring creamer on it! lookit the effect! >8D



Coffee 3, Cafe Americano
Ah this, couldn't tell the difference between brewed coffee. I guess it's slightly stronger. no really. i don't know. hahahaha

Back to the cakes...
6th slice - back to Devil's Food Cake

at this point terai and i were really stuffed. my headache has gone worse and i could totally throw up anytime but bwahahahaha when we saw the other table being served CARROT CAKE, we were like, KUYAAA IS THE CARROT CAKE AVAILABLE FOR UNLI ALREADY?! >;D and because the nice kuya said yes...

7th slice goes to the most anticipated CARROT CAAAAAKE

what's new with the serving size?
i really wanted to try this out cos it looked good on display plus carrot cakes are topped with cream cheese or whatever cheesy icing they have and i love cheesy cakes... or something... hahaha... BUT you see, if i was in a better mood (no headache and not on the verge of barfing), i would've enjoyed this more! hehehehe but it's really good. it's like fruitcake without alcohol, topped with cream cheese or something. hahaha

so. yeahhhhh.

we're gluttons over eat-all-you-cans, i wouldn't even say it's worth my 150 (or terai's 150 to be exact cos she treated me bwahehehe) cos i have a tendency to really stuff myself like crazy just to experience the WHOOOLE THING. never mind barfing like an anorexic afterwards as long as i'm full, ooor as long as i could say it's worth 150 (which in the end is not. at all).

in this case, we were able to try all 5 cakes naman so. i'm still happy about the experience! BWAHAHAHAHA

sooo. GO TRY IT OUT! the cakes are really good, i'm no pastry connoisseur here, i'm simply someone who loves sweets. can't drop quality reviews about the cakes cos for me they're all good! if it's bad, i'd tell you guys it's bad... no other adjectives cos i'm no good at describing food hahaha. anyhow! just believe me when i say it's good! maybe i just went too berserk over the coffee that's why i got stuffed easily but it's really cool to have tried this out!

PS: Red Ribbon, please have the same promo! >:D

First of all, NEW LAYOUT! Still on the crappy side cos i wasn't able to fix those badass margins. nakaka-OC yung alignment HAHAHAHA and and and! the slideshow up there, it's not supposed to be like that by default. if you'd do me the honor, on the slideshow kindly click on the gear icon (that will bring you to the Settings) and check the 'Fancy Slidedow Effects' along with 'Crossfade Transitions' and 'Pan Images'. close it and yeaaahhh, that's the effect i want you guys to see by default. apparently, DeviantArt has been so conservative with their embed code, i don't know where to edit stuff like that. hahahaha

Sooooo, what's new? aside from the layout... the blog address also changed. i mean, i told you i changed my email so i also created a different blog. anyhow, the address remains YANBIROG.CO.NR so yeah. haha all my previous entries since way way back like 2004 have been imported here.

Thing is! As usual! the Search box doesn't weave through imported entries so it's kinda useless for now. hahahaha

What else, what else. hmmm
is the jump break working?
orayt. >:)
this week was full of crap. i don't know! everything that has happened since wednesday is major bullcrap.
my grades went down.
quit OJT to find something new.
applied everywhere and realized i'm wasting so much money for this.
enrolled and got overly pissed off with their new policy.

oh well, tears are in for me this september. >:| i don't know why. perhaps the only good thing that balances all of this is jec! for me he's a breather and.... oryt i'm trying not to be cheesy cos i'm saving it for next year so yeah. i'll stop the jec-talk here bwahaha. because of him i could say life is still good. God still loves me. >:D

yesterday, or last friday cos technically it's ardy sunday. i had a mini chika-slash-pep talk with jigger, the CBS secretary who's doing so much work and initative for the team. i owe him so much because i feel like i'm not doing anything at all. he should be president, not me, seriously... if for the amount of work he initiates for the student council. and you know what, i told him that. that i feel sorry for being useless and all. >XO hahaha it was cool talking to him, he lifted my spirits a bit! HAHA mega nega kasi ako, no amount of pep talk could probably lift me up from my depression. ako lang talaga.ewan. basta. i appreciate him!

btw, i dreamt of him one time. in my dream, i was packing my things. i had two back packs, mine and jec's. then he carried one of them. i don't remember which but he was waiting for me ekek and took the bag to help. the end!

i also remember dreaming about francis magalona. in my dream, i had a major crush on him and blah. i don't remember na! i should've written this earlier when it's still a bit intact in my memory. henako.

earlier was so fun! my cousins and nieces and nephews were here for mamay's death anniv. >:D >:D kapagod ampotek. aaaah, i actually consider my nieces and nephews as my cousins, and my cousins as my titos and titas because of the age gap. my cousins are all twice older, and their children are nearer my age so daryugow. >:)

i'm not sleepy though i'm very tired! >XO ewan ko ba.

terai and i are planning on trying Craving's unlimited coffee and cake for P150 tomorrow!!! i read a bad review about it knina lang e so... tsk nakakainis tuloy. takam na takam pa naman kami! sana magpa-ganun din yung RED RIBBON!!! gusto ko ng canteana cheescake. argggh chaka choco banana cake! huhuhu gutom na ko! >XO

Good mornight!
everything from here on is downhill! i knew it would eat me alive, the amount of load i so boastfully accepted. see now? nasa huli talaga ang pagsisisi. let's just hope i don't get myself into a mess with the higher-ups with the remaining months i have to endure at school. stop me, Lord. stop me. i'm always complaining! but fuck the system. really, fuck the system. it's probably only because i'm at the bottom that i get to point my finger at people and blame them for my demise. i know i have no one else to blame but myself... for getting entangled in so many things at once: icon, cbs, studies, love... it screwed me. and it screwed me real good. not to mention that i probably didn't even act like a decent president. hi pride.

but come on, i totally have no idea how to cheer myself up. i've been awfully depressed since i saw my grades and every day, it gets worse. i dun even know why. it just gets worse! too much nega vibes. and it doesn't help that i'm back to 0 hours with my OJT since i quit fandom hahaha. anyhow. i've shelled out so much money just applying for jobs. i just want to get somewhere near and with allowance LOL.

oh btw. when i posted this, "it's easy to fall in love when you have nothing to lose" on fb, i didn't mean it the romantic way. i meant it the other way around. it's hard for me to decide on this because so much will be affected. which is why i envy those who could love with no limits. but i wonder about the kind of lives they live and kindof concluded that, oh that explains it. kindof but not quite. hehe

hey. i told myself not to engage in trouble because this year is so crucial for me but awhile ago i was so freaking enraged. i almost cried. seriously. why? they suddenly abolished SPECIAL CLASSES and replaced it with something exponentially more expensive. immediately and without prior notice at that. i dunno. i bet the heads weren't even briefed properly about it. on what grounds is it legal to implement a policy amendment IMMEDIATELY like, after a trimester? can't it wait a schoolyear? where were the announcements? sorry but this is bullcrap. i am so affected, even if i'm least likely to suffer about this. thing is, loads of hopeful graduates will not be able to march this coming may just because they cannot afford to enroll in a class that requires them to pay 15 times more. someone shed some light on this issue. pero wait, trabaho ko yata to e.

sana man lang may student dialogue or student representation na nagaganap every time may iaammend silang major policy sa palakaran ng administrasyon. eto nanaman ako. puro reklamo sa blog. yoko mabadshot sa taas eh, may mga pangarap pa ko. >:|

Congrats to ate lisa and kuya christian! >:D the family's getting bigger, i can't believe we were just kids pestering our uncles for mint bills before. now everyone has grown up and is leaving singlehood one by one! >XD i almost cried at the ceremony. almost but not quite! ate lisa was sooooo stunning, so is kuya christian! hahaha i just realized how beautiful weddings are! the ceremony, the people, THE FOOD bwahahaha. everything is symbolic of love! sarap mabuhay pag may minamahal! >:D


anyway! this morning was stressful to the bones. there were so many things i forgot to do and delegate. then we lost our thesis stuff which basically contains our GRADESSS. then yesterday i lost my purse! there're 2 usbs there, 900 cash and my samsung earphones my goodness. and recently i just keep on forgetting important stuff. and i know it has something to do with my health deteriorating! sleeping late robs my brain of neurons i need to function rationally and intelligently.

hahaha Lord, i dunno if you're cool that i believe in karma or that universal balance of good and evil junk hahahaha. i think not?! hahaha but i can't help thinking if this is what it takes to have a love life! HAHAHAHA over e diba?! if this much bad is happening to me, THEN, i might be holding something really great right now that i'm being allowed to experience misfortunes like this hahahahahaha. you know, the universe demands balance! can't be unceasingly happy!

thank you Lord because i found two incredibly important things today! jec's nyan cat drawing and my samsung usb cord! >XO i've been looking for the drawing all over the place (or my room) since last month pa nga eh, flipping pages of the heaps of books and notebooks in my shelf in case i inserted it somewhere cos i remember i was actually hiding it cos daddy might barge into the room and boom! hahaha then i recalled that i brought it with me to iloilo and baaaam, i found it on the suitcase i used then! >:D then yknow i was decluttering my room and saw on the floor, a familiar sight... my samsung usb cord!!!! >XD whattttaaa blessing! HAHAHA and here i go again, thinking about the things i may have done right during the day enough for me find two lost things at once. HAHAHA wrong thinking, you think? haha

the only good deed i remember doing was when i accompanied an umbrella-less woman to her office at ortigas while crossing to robinsons yesterday cos the rain was pretty mad that night. and that's like a daily kebs deed duuuh cos everyone would do the same thing. anyhow. robinsons galeria is not cool, for the reason that i lost my purse there diba hahahaha and i'm never a fan of gale cos transportation to fairview is hellish! terai and i had to walk all the friggin way to megamall just to catch a decent bus without engaging in a stampede. haaay. mega's still the beeest!

i'm excited to go back to UP again just to food trip! >XO hope it doesn't rain on monday!!! choco-banana shake i miiiiisss you already!!!

ah! i'm worried cos recently i've been losing craploads of money and btw, smartbro just billed me for the month! how do i cope? i'm jobless for the entire year with no sidelines! unless they decide to still hire me after OJT but then i kinda want to rest the entire year off eh? but hello money! don't fly awaaaayyy.

oraaayt i'm sleepy! goood night fellas! >:D
chococat!!!

i'm gonna search sanrio all over for this BWAHAHAHA. it took me an hour to decide! hello kitty ba o keroppi or chococat but i picked him for the following reasons; it's cute! and it's black so it won't look obviously dirty over time hahahaha and mommy said i have to replace my bed mates already and donate my other stuffed toys. either that or she's throwing them away. huhu. this is all peachy's fault, she introduced me to sanrio! black cats are lucky pa nga daw eh. shemay na-excite ako hihihihi >XD goodbye baks!

so pwede na ko siguro mag-aral no? bwaha

BTW, blogger changed their interface! it's neater and very much like the Preview (Dense) theme from GMail. Obviously Google's aiming for 1 minimalist look haha and it's pretty cool! >:D
i feel like my mental capacity is deteriorating graaaavely over time, or most specially this trimester. sobrang. sabog. e. and for the nth time, i failed to remove the to-do curse from this blog. i was only able to accomplish 1 out of the many tasks i wrote previously. HAHA yoko na tuloy! look it's almost 1am and i haven't started anything! okay okay. eto na po.

me mga bagay na ano e. ewan parang di ako palagay. bakit ganun. hahaha. dami iniisip. paranoid kasi. dibale. disappointments are part of growing up. bat ganoooon!!! arg. kkkkkkk.
i still believe this blog is a bit cursed such that if i put a to-do list here, chances are none of them are getting done anytime soon HAHA. but in an effort to fight the, uhm, curse...

1. study for profeth

  • gather notes from people who has them and engage in a serious power memory session later

  • 2. study for opesys

  • survey people on what they think is the real COVERAGE for the exam tomorrow. no one knows legit shizzzz

  • 3. write 3 reaction papers

  • one about the socncul field trip


  • one about contraceptives


  • one about The Net starring Sandra bullock, which i am yet to research on

  • 4. pray that this crushing (not the happy crush) feeling will end like, NOW NA! arghhhh what. insecurity kills! assurance is all we need! but.

    5. write an intent letter for my last assignment as a student assistant. >XO

    okay! time to //study

    // i don't remember when this was but it's one of my favorite nights! >:D the entire family went to qc memorial circle to, ano ba, exercise? more like food trip! grabeeee the fountain and monument lights were so awesome, even my low def phone cam was able to capture it decently. that's how awesome it is. we haven't been to Circle for a looong time so it was surprising how it has changed so much and became more beautiful! yehey! and grabe the food, they're everywhere! terai and i totally marveled at it! ice cream! corn! isaw! lugaw! buko juice! it's a really super duper quality cheap place!

    // random plug: Papa John's will open on SM Fairview on August 31, 2011! YEHEY for a more accessible Pizza Margarita!!! >XD

    // by the way! i haven't been able to blog so much because uhm, nahihiya ako! WAHAHAHAHA for the past few days or weeks i only wanted to blog about one thing (plus a few street shots) but i can't. anyway. i'm in love! yun lang! and i'm happy! who's not when they are? it's cool when it's two-way! thank you Lord!

    // so far, with the way school is going, i have to double my effort on accounting and thesis! fuuuudge. tsk. whew. >XO

    // wow. ever since this semester started, i have lagged way toooo far behind my reading list that i'm actually considering (YET AGAIN) selling my books! i probably have like 10+ pending books to read and more than a hundred newsletters stacked in my inbox. my Paulo Coelho and Bo Sanchez labels on gmail are filled with unread mails when before, as soon as i receive em, i read em and file em! ugh. it sucks cos i know i'm not the most organized person and then suddenly i accept jobs like wonder woman.

    // my anime watch list hasn't grown since vampire knight cos i'm out of good hetero recommendations! hahaha

    // sometimes i wonder if i have to limit my happiness cos it may turn into bad karma in a snap and put me in sorrow next! Lord, wag naman! >XO

    // next problem, OJT! where to work? who to work with? i so badly want to work someplace i'll ACTUALLY LEARN and at the same time be with my friends! options Lord!

    // another problem, and it's the biggest. i'll be jobless for the entire year starting second tri!!! >XO which means i'm out of funds to pay the internet bill! >XO work work, i need to freaking wooooork! >XO
    wow i'm in such a pit. whoever among my multipolar consciences told me it's okay to handle this much load could die now. and i'm serious. i'm flunking like crazy. here's how and imma break it down per subject

    philhis - i could probably get a fairly high grade in this but definitely not a 4.00. too much memorization involved and my last quiz sucked, plus my attendance has already been tarnished with tardiness! argh. imma teacher's pet here but i don't think it's gonna pay off. too strict.

    socncul - my quizzes sucked but i managed to get exempted from the finals which is a good thing. but my freakin quizzes are a wreck. i'm also looking forward to my being a teacher's pet to pay off, hopefully!

    acctg1b - this is totally hopeless. my quizzes and exams are all faring below 90 in average. iyak nako.

    english4 - i'll do whatever it takes to ace this one. this isn't a very problematic subject but it's something i have to focus dead on into so as to make sure it'll help raise my average at least! huhu

    arintel - no problem. except for this ultra chever expert system we're asked to create as a project. freakin clueless!

    opesys - the project!!! c++ what?! 

    thesis1 - biggest hurdle of all hurdles in a track field. i'm preparing my eyes for saturday cos i know (as usual!!!) i'm gonna cry!!!! bwahahaha

    profeth - no problem? maintain!

    HAHAHAHAHA so after all, i'm exaggerating. but you see, in thesis1 and accounting, FOR SURE, i wouldn't get anything higher than 3. so Lord, let it be 2.75 at least. please? and socncul too, no greater than an already disappointing 3.25, promise.

    i swear i'm going to cry if i lose my full scholarship. and i'm gonna lock myself in my room and avoid my friends and everyone. i'm gonna live like a hermit and leave everything behind. imma leave ICON, CBS, FCLC and SAship. and. just. die.

    weh joke lang. arte arte kasi e no. me pa blog blog pa, pwede naman kasi gawin yung project muna diba? HAHAHAHA

    wanna bet pakbet? it's joketime bwahahahaha.

    hindi ako si darna.