A very personal blog

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feeling mo yata masyado na kong maraming naitutulong sayo. pwede na bang sagot yung, wala yon? kaya wag kang mahiya. kasi mahihiya rin akong tumulong. chaka sana malaman mong hindi lang ikaw ang tinutulungan ko. ano ba yan, letters lang e. yun lang! yun lang! err, chaka oras ko na rin. pero duh anobanamanyan? mahirap ba yon? i wouldn’t think i’m helping enough with just thaaaaat. nyeee. I’VE DONE BIGGER FAVORS so don’t think i’m putting too much effort on this play. AND, i’m doing this kasi nahihiya rin ako sayo. bakit ba whenever you come to me for something, feeling ko feeling mo ako lang makakagawa non. ng maayos?


i feel flattered every time people come to seek for my help. alam mo yung feeling na they’re looking for you not because wala silang mapasahan ng trabaho, but because they know you can do a decent job? and they trust you with it. yon. kaya ang sarap tumulong kapag alam mong may tiwala sila sayo. pag alam mong kailangan ka.

i don’t feel that way every time i do favors. but whenever i do, i feel driven.

and because i don’t think i’m needed every time, di na muna ako aattend?? LOL para di ka na rin mahiya sakin. call me when you need me na lang. haha

LOL ayoko lang na magmukang overrrr ang pagtulong ko baka ma-misunderstood e. O_O e kasi nga, fine! matulungin akong bata.

PS: HINDI AKO NAPIPILITAN. utang na loobbbb >8 muka lang, pero joke lang yon.

being awake for so long si sooo frakking tiring. gusto ko magsiesta pero di ko magawa! which is why the only day i look forward to right now is WEDNESDAY. no more PE!!!! i have the entire afternoon for myself! to sleeeeeeep!!! i miss you siestaaaaa >:(