extremely bored

you know what happens when i expose myself too much with my blog?

i get sick of it. it makes me want to change layouts over and over again.

while i didn't do a major revamp right at this moment, i did eliminate some sidebar elements like the larger than life icons and the forewarn, i moved them to the About page (check above links). i also got rid of the Feedjit live visitor log. i figured that i shouldn't be giving a major damn to people who visit this blog unless they COMMENT or actually told me that they came. i'm so tired of fishing for indirect flatteries (ie. checking my stats for repeating visitors and wanting to track their location via IP add) hahahaha. maybe i should just... err blog away! blogabooo! whatever. hehehehe oh, something's telling me that if i were a celebrity or just someone who writes really sensible and insightful entries, i could be drowning in traffic right now. but guess what, i'm not.

one thing i added that might actually prove useful, Feeds. Blogger has an automated feeds page for each account, usually it's at the bottom of the page which says 'Subscribe to Posts (Atom)'. not at all noticeable. when i imported the haloscan thingamajig in this blog, the Posts Feed was replaced with a Comments feed instead, and who the heck needs a Comments feed? so i looked for the atom feed of this blog and gave it a spot right there on the top of the sidebar. :)

iwannaswearaloudreally! i was searching for feed icons like what you see with the feed link tuyeryt, and i believe i sort of sacked another imbecile bug or something more harmful. damnitall. and you know, watdapak, i hated what happened afterwards. i couldn't (for some stupid tight asshole) simultaneously access photoshop and internet explorer. damn it for ruining my multitasking jigs. what more, i couldn't open 'blending properties' at photoshop. wtfck. really really ruined my day.

and so i shall turn over this computer to my sister in her quest for a feasible thesis topic.

totally pissed me off like hell in a bullcrap.

back to haloscan :)

i brought back my old comment moderator, haloscan! hehehe :)
that's all. hahahaha

please comment and make me happy! i don't care if the entry is a super old one hahaha

probable schedule

i haven't finalized it yet. though i didn't have much problems enlisting even though i was given an initial load of just 5 units a month ago. oh anyway, i like it. though some breaks are too small to go loitering around. i would have preferred a continuous schedule without breaks. at least i don't have to worry about finding someone and someplace to spend the break with. i realized going back to the apartment in between short breaks can be lethal (like what i did last sem), i can just be lulled to sleep before i even considered walking to my next class.

anyhooow. i'm scared. freakin scared of failing again and again. but look, the worst that i could get for this sem is a probationary status ohyeah, i'm being a pessimist again. it could be math36 or chem32 (agaaaain, those two) or both. i guess i could handle physics and stat with enough sweat and grime to toil with.

and hum2. i'm so looking forward to it. why do i only have 1 (to none) fun subject every sem? last last sem, i had no fun subjects, even GEs can prove to be a prick in the ass with just the most stupid professors. last sem, i only had 1 fun subject... hum1 because i had crush there bwahaha. oh, when i was a new freshman, almost every subject is worth looking forward to because i share most of my subjects with a crush. hahahaha anyway, those were the days. >___>; i'm getting older and it's not fun flailing over crushes still.

for some odd reason

i'm excited to go to school. maybe because i'm thrilled to 'get a life' or something, to fix what i've broken for the past 2 semesters. not that it guarantees a better life, but at least i actually felt 'cheerful' about facing another impending doom.

i'm very pessismistic when it comes to writing acad stuff (if you notice), it's all part of a facade i'm playing. i'm not really pesimistic (hth do you spell that?) with it in reality, i'm trying to balance things out. i'm not expectant of anything marvelous to unfold during my university days, either way, i don't want to put up with so much drama telling you guys how pathetic my scholastic life is. i don't understand what i just wrote. hahaha

hello.hello.hello. this is crazy.

last night I watched Ikaw Pa Rin (Bongga Ka Boy) at SMF with my family. we went out because my sister kind of pissed my parents off with their broken promises of going to the mall to watch... so she got mad and shit and whatever. how childish, immature and ultimately spank-worthy... if i only were a kuya who is at least 3 years older than she is, i'll spank her to death and make her do pushups for ever speaking ill of our parents. anyway, we cooled down... she cooled down after i sort of reprimanded my mom for making promises she doesn't fulfill... then i talked to her and said we're going out and i made her take back all the harsh things she said and blah blah blah, she gave me a donut! ohyessss!!! :) now that's out of the question, i know. hehehe

I'M BORED. i really am. i'm keying for a DVD of Romantic Princess. hehehe ♥ ♥

forbidden kingdom

i told you i love Jackie Chan to bits! all of his movies are great! i watched FK with my sister awhile ago (deebeedee) and i was entirely amused the whole time it was playing!! hahahaha, I'm really happy right now! JC made me happy! :) and the deebeedee, which is a pirated single movie disc worth 35, is really worth 35 for a single track. it was sooo CLEAAAAR! the clearest in my entire pirated-dvd-watching-life. although it was confusing having crappy subtitles even when the language is already english. you can't just ignore that you know, and the audio's quite a goof in some parts. but's those are very minor things to endure, what's important is that it isn't jumpy and pixelized. :) that alone makes me want to patronize more pirated dvds.

justkiddingbro.

and now...


May taga CALAMBA ba dito? or LAGUNA? Let me know! Let me know! hehe :)

it's not crack, it's weed!

i'm feeling a bit cranky right now. i have a, err, mild headache, prolly due to the weather which is at a disagreeable state. and well, i'm hungry. there's no enough food to satiate me, which is why i got out awhile ago carrying what coins i had to search for some 'food' which roughly translated to chips and candies and some biscuits. waaaaaaah. i only got 3 tomi's, 3 hany's and a strawberry rebisco cracker. it's not enough!!!! barely!

so i just kept quiet, sliced some apple and ate it with caesar dressing. hehe, that quite made it. hahahaha

ate theresa finally brought some dvds! ohyeah, i'm gonna watch prince caspian, ironman and forbidden kingdom...FINALLY!!!

the first that i watched was The Hottie and the Nottie. crappy title, yeah? it's a Paris Hilton film... which isn't really fun to watch, but i was able to endure it for the most part. then my sister joined in and we watched Narnia (lion, witch, wardrobe) together... err, in preparation to Prince Caspian. hehehe

that's about it, i guess. >___>;

still unsure of my college life as usual but i'll try setting my mind on it.
whew. i wish.

i want

i feel like i need to get rich already. and make that soon. i feel like i have to make it a point to maintain whatever luxuries i have right now, and indulge on more when i finally get a nice high-paying job. you know what they are, i want my coffee nice and well-worth it, my gadgets unique and branded and my bathroom essentials of high quality.

now i want to get a gift card from The Spa, certificates from Yellow Cab and lots of complimentary hotel accomodations. i want to live a life of luxury. and yes, it all boils down to my greediness to indulge in these marvelous things.

i really really want to have those things.
but you know, i don't want to look rich... AT ALL. i just want to look decent enough to pass for a regular citizen, but still indulge in such expensive treats. i want my life to be like that.

i want to live in a small home enough only for myself. i want to be simple looking but dmn RICH. i don't want to live an exclusive life you know. like those rich people who shop only at shang and other well-secluded ayala shopping malls.

nonono, SM is still the best. :) even if i get ultra rich i won't spend a shopping spree at an ayala mall.

quite simply, i just want to have the money right when i need it... for some selfish treats. :)