but you know it gets really frustrating at times. i feel like i’m lagging too far behind my generation now. whenever my friends talk about it, i just keep wondering to myself. what do i lack to merit some sort of admiration? then i end up not caring, since i wouldn’t be able to do anything about it anyway. so what if you like me now? if you can still say that after two years, i’d go for you. but at least it’s good to know right? everyone needs assurance that despite everything, someone out there likes you for who you are. but friendship is my only freaking gauge, i can’t do without it.
i’m supposed to be doing a project right now. haha