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Sunday, December 27, 2009

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i promise to finish The Graveyard Book before tuesday which is Mika's birthday, because i feel guilty not being able to give time to read it! i figured that in a week, if i actually spent my facebook hours reading instead, i'd be able to finish 2 books. which is sad because, as much as i love books, it's hardly ever as addictive as facebook. and i'm maarte when i read, i want to be in a really comfortable position with instrumental music in the background. in this house, i can only read peacefully on one specific couch, and that couch is on the basement so nevermind. i'll convince mom to transfer it to my room wahaha. ang arte!

i'm thinking of ways to cut off on expenses without missing out on barkada activities. you always need money for that, money for fare (the tricycle sucks up most of my fare budget) or for dinner outside. which is why i think it's better to just spend it at someone's place than go malling for movies, food and arcade. same fun for a lesser cost. LOL and it's 2010 already! i need to get serious with saving.

oh, i was typing a paragraph about how i'm confused with the YEAR you enter when you input your college, cos basically there are two significant Years in your college life, the year you entered, and the year you graduated. so which is which?

uhm, and while typing that i also came into a conclusion. when you're asked for Class Year (like in facebook), you're asked for the year you graduated. when you're asked for batch, it's the year you entered. i mean, Class of 2010 means the batch of people graduating on 2010. Batch 2006 is the batch of students who entered on 2006. then again it could mean the same thing. i'm confused again. but i see Class as the graduating year more often so i guess i have to stick with my conclusion... or hypothesis since i'm still unsure. so what if i come across an input field that asks for just YEAR (not Class Year, not Batch)? damn, i'll keep it blank.

right, in real life or when you're finally out of school, who cares on when you entered college? class year is more significant right? you only need your batch year to meet old friends.

lol, why do trivial things sap my braincells out?

Saturday, December 26, 2009

I Love You, Goodbye - Juris

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I’ll always stay with you
But baby that’s not me

You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that’s something I can’t do
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I’m only doing this for you
I don’t really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You’ll need someone who’ll be the one that I could never be
Who’ll give you something better
Than the love you’ll find with me
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don’t wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I’ll never be the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye
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saddest OPM lyrics i've ever heard so far. >:"(

Wishlist nanaman???

here's my wishlist for the coming year hehehe >:D


#1. Red Dell Inspiron 14" laptop

#2. Bike

#3. red long kipling wallet (i prefer immitation hehe, unless you can shell out 3k for it shoooorrr)

#4. book: Train Man by Hitori Nakano

#5. books: Harry Potter Box Set

#6. Harry Potter 1-6 dvd (pirated, shoooor)

#7. Samsung Corby

#8. Philips Aria mp3 player, or just a new mp3 player. 8gigs up.

#9. Sony digicam. rechargeable lithium-ion bat

#10. drawing tablet

#11. new rubbershoes

#12. red low-rise chucks

#13. faster internet connection. uhm, My Destiny broadband + cabled TV? shoooorrr

#14. office chair with wheels >:D

#15. red altis || vios || jazz || getz >:D

#16. sofa for my room.

#17. square wooden table

Friday, December 25, 2009

hohoho

would you believe i didn't eat a lot this day considering we had so many food?! our relatives came earlier by the way and it was really fun! well, the fun part went to entertaining my little nephews and nieces, i was physically drained but everything was worth it because everyone was happy! yeeeey! >:)

so now, i'm back to slimming tea, gym, and saving up for the following Christmas parties and meetings to come! i really wanted to save for a divisoria spree but everytime i reach, say, 1 thousand, i always end up buying something (like a jacket, or a book). so it turns out that i buy one item at a time, when in fact i wanted to really saaaaaave, and go on a one time big time shopping spree... at divisoria, when the season is over so i wouldn't have to worry about dying of suffocation and stampede.

anyway. i'm back to reading teen flicks. they're the first books i've read and even though people say chick flicks are books for the dumb, i don't really care because i owe my blogging history to it. :)

hehe, right! it's never late for a wishlist so i'm making a material wishlist right after this entry. haha >:D

Merry Christmas Everyone!



Hi guys! Merry Christmas! i hope you enjoy your day! i'm using this e-card i made last year hahaha recyled, yes because i lost my christmas brushes so i couldn't do anything haha. >:D

my greeting goes to everyone who reads this! Godbless and enjoy this daaay! >:D

Let's all eat heartily! >:D

who's vainer?

narcissus, who drowned in the lake because he kept looking at his reflection on the water? or the lake, who mourned for his death for all it ever saw in his eyes when he died was the beauty of its own reflection?

think.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

ano nga kaya?

ano na kaya mangyayari sakin kung lahat ng manliligaw ko ay pawang mga mr. paramdam lang? e ako pa naman si ms. unassuming (sometimes manhid). hahaha


Lord, i'm always praying na sana sya na. kasi sya si mr. ideal man ko. nasa kanya na lahat ng gusto ko! matangkad, matalino, nakasalamin at higit sa lahat, Christian. uhm, and our signs match! hehehe pero deeeeym, alam kong malabo dahil.. hmm... dahil hindi kami close, and we never really talk. T_T; uhm, Lord, in love na ba me? well, it's deeper than a crush. kasi if you ask me, crush ko parin si majorcrush at gusto ko parin magtago pag malapit sya kasi naa-alter ang blood flow ko, sa muka ko lahat pumupunta. eto namang si ideal man, kebs lang kung magkatabi kami. mas komportable nga eh, pero lagi akong masaya, as in masayaaaaa. parang... friend (well, hindi rin)? HAHA so in the end, maybe i'm just fascinated by him because of his qualities (because he took me by surprise when he said he'll help me rule the world over a handshake which seemed like a seal of alliance). pero hindi pa yun love kasi nga hindi ko pa sya kilala. diba diba? oks. fine. hindi ako in love. hindi pa ko in love. hindi parin ako naiinlove. haaaaaay. when kaya? hehe

sometimes, i think ideals are just meant to be that way forever, never realized. wala lang. kasi, ideals are our personal perception of perfection and perfection can never be achieved. kinda?

k, goodnight. :)