happy long (walk)end!

yesterday, i was so excited to get home but when i reached the loading area, the line of passengers for the mrt jeepney is so frakking long... so i decided to just walk until mrt using the bridge at rufino which snakes all the waaaaaaaaay to greenbelt! i enjoyed the walk because it was my first time to explore that part of the bridge, i've only been up to the paseo segment so discovering that it goes all the way to rufino was a pretty cool thing! i wasn't really in a rush plus i'm in quite a dora mood so i was all around the bridge looking over the buildings (k. hahaha) and you see, what set up the mood was actually Rooftop Prince OST, i feel really really good listening to OSTs during long walks, every instrumental suddenly changes the scenery.

speaking of music, ever since i listened to an album using my motorola phone (the one i'm selling! moto defy mini xt321 dual sim hahaha), i felt like my samsung phone fell off the standards when it comes to rendering music. moto sound quality is really brilliant! however though, who cares! walking along that unknown bridge with the scenery slowly fading to Jeoson era with every track, ang sarap ng feeling. tas biglang may tumawag. lol

the walk was super amazing... until i started closing in on greenbelt where the people are pouring and slowly getting stuck at a bottleneck which is the landmark entrance. i lost my mojo there, i hate crowded malls but what do you expect on a friday haha. mall to mall i crossed... glorietta was worst! ely buendia thing going on, a thick layer of people clogging the way. hayyy then as usual, mobs of people are heading the same way so the other bottlenecks i squeezed through are... the escalator from glorietta to bridge crossing sm makati, and the escalator from sm makati to mrt station. puro escalator hahahaha and theeeen the usual terrible pila at mrt. yoko na i-explain, it's too horrible hahaha i got by with the OST and rebisco crackers >:D

blah blah blah i'm home! HAHAHAHA

oyun lang! naglakad lang ako! 3 non-standard paragraphs! 'exteme waste of words' achievement unlocked!

oh PS i sort of hate bumping into people (like schoolmates hahaha) i know whenever i'm out on a commute. why? why? because i always look sooooo haggard and i don't like schoolmates looking down on their previous president because she lacks some freshness (powder and lipgloss), smells like ming's shaolin oil and carries a school bag!  HAHAHAHA k.

city hunter mode! to count, i've cried twice! the more tears i shed, the more awesome the series is!

there's no place like home!

i've never felt so strongly attached with our home until i started working. hahahaha eh kasi naman, i have to go through a lot of hassles in life (in life talaga eh) just to get home FAST. yaknow, jeep then mrt then jeep then tryke plus lot's of walking and lining up. makes my daily journey back home every bit rewarding.

also, ever since i started working, i've never been this morally challenged! HAHAHA it's because of commuting parin eh, kasi naman... i always meet annoying people! people who singit in pilas, people who snidely comments on the space my backpack is consuming at the train (kasya pa raw sana isang tao? sige te, saksak kita sa bag ko!), people who force their butts on ultra compressed jeepneys, people, people, people!  Lord, it's so hard to be nice to your creatures!!!

but of course, i really really really try my best to understand them. after all, they're just like me who's always in a rush to get to work/home/wherever, and i believe it's not in their sincerest intentions to cause any one a hassle. much like how i can't reduce the space my backpack consumes. kasi my lunch box is there, and apart from the reason that i don't like to carry extra stuff, i also can't afford to misplace it cos it's more monetarily valuable than my entire backpack and its other contents combined! HAHAHA yeah yeah yeah. but seriously, they are just times when i can't control my brain from mentally bashing these annoying people. pero  at least naman mentally lang! mabait bait naman talaga ako in public yeyyy but shempre, i still feel guilty being judgmental that way. >XS

oh yesterday was funny. when the train moved, i got out of balance and accidentally stepped on someone's foot. and when i tried to get some support, i forgot i was carrying my wet umbrella and accidentally smacked it on someone's face (nose, specifically). i felt extremely sorry for it but deep inside i was laughing so hard at how funny the scene may have looked. HAHAHAHAHA laftreep talaga. kawawa naman si kuya, basa pa naman yung payong ko, madumi pa WAHAHAHAHAHA. >XS

okaaaaay city hunter mode! <3 <3 <3

monday's draft

i almost hated this day if not for city hunter! haha seriously, i'm getting kindoff "stressed out" with my task. or maybe it was because i slacked off too long, knowing i can't afford to rush something my mind can't comprehend hahaha.

this day was every bit annoying.

// my back pain, which i thought was in the process of healing, got worse this morning. i dunno why. maybe because i curled on my knees for long minutes while in the sauna yesterday. or maybe because of sweat. hay.  the pain is back.. yes, back pain WAHAHAHAHA. sorry sorry...

// my allergies kicked in again. and i'm pretty sure it's because i ate too much cold yesterday. 2 servings of bonchon's blueberry froyo! the craving just kicked in eh! i ate one before working out, then after dinner. HAHAHA now my nose is frakking itchy, my head is starting to hurt from excessive wheezing and i'm running out of tissue soon.

// i just wanted to go home in peace, hopeful that city hunter will relieve my disappointments. so i took the train to taft avenue for a round trip. unfortunately the train was so packed, i wasn't able to get a seat. so much for a round trip! frakking waste of time. huhu

mahabag ka naman habagat

// i didn't notice it's already past 9pm! we don't usually get flooded at this part of the subdivision but yesterday, the drainage from the rooftop got clogged with leaves so water at the deck flowed inside the house and down to the second floor... and into my room! yey haha good thing i never witnessed the wreck, i arrived from work just when they had finished cleaning up.

// yesterday, the commute home was every bit slow. when i came out of the building i was contemplating on whether to take the MRT (fast but tiring and full of hassles) or just ride the bus (super cold and slow but relatively safer). but my right foot was starting to ache, like pre-pilay ache, so i just opted for the bus to get a rest. pero grabe, it was so cooooold and the travel from makati to fairview took 3 hours! then again, it's better than having to risk a pilay and go through hell fighting for a space at the train. thank you Lord!

// i thank God we're safe. it's during times like these when we realize how blessed we are that we don't need rescuers, we're not out of food, we're situated at a high place in the subdivision and our only problem is to keep the perimeters of our house shut and the drainages open to avoid rain water from seeping in.

// i thank God cos eventually, work got suspended even before i could convince myself that it's dangerous to go out. i thank God cos i was able to catch up on sleep today... and had pancakes too! yeyy

// i hope this rain will end. hopefully sana wala paring pasok bukas! though sana wala ng ulan. >:S

// keep safe everyone and don't forget to pray!

// and why the heck is Genesis 8:7-12 trending. yeah that part is still about the flood but the rain started a chapter ago and didn't God promise we'll never experience that again? and it's just the Philippines yknow. grr

hola!

// long time to blog! and it's not like i've ran out of whatnots to tell, i'm just particularly "busy" tryna make a "bare" living out of a job i'm still "struggling" to love while watching my health decline due to commuter's stress. lol i dunno.

// last week was like one of the most physically painful moments of my life. i had to live with an annoying stiff neck and an alarming back pain, all while trying not to arrive late for work. grabe. grabe talaga. i can't bend without eliciting a painful sigh. and you know, bending is like uhm, a necessary movement for commuters hahaha. i have bend to get in and out of the tryke and the jeepney! haha

// i was wondering maybe God is punishing me for frequently jaywalking and passing through that "illegal hole" at the fence at Q.ave (it's a frkn shortcut kasi hayyy). guess what my dear father up above, i have long quit committing illegal ways to save time and arrive early at work so please please please reward me by removing the pain on my lower back. >XD thank you!

// oh look, in an attempt to discover more effective ways of easing the pain, i've switched from efficascent oil to MING'S SHAOLIN OIL. it smells better and is more uhm, powerful lol. also more expensive... but oh well, still better haha

// drama under the break!


i just don't feel the people around meeee! except for one. hay. hay. hay. psychological complications brew when you fail to identify someone on your level... of weakness. hahaha no really, i feel so week and dumb and useless. and hey, this isn't a call to increase my workload. more like a call for a companion that only i can find.

i just don't see myself excelling in this field. really. uhm. errr. maybe i'll just try my best to "learn".