what the.

and for some reason, parang si boysen21 lang si state u 20 ah!

something for my notebook

uhm, dati pa to e. e i was bored awhile ago so i recopied the black and white original version tapos ayan. kulay lang naman ang ma-effort dyan e, chka ung black background. kasi pinentel pen ko yan lahat! bobo lang kasi wala pala akong black paper. haha oha tapos, inisa-isa ko pa yung mga butas wahaha. ganon ako ka bored.

wheeeew!

eto nanaman kami!!!! kelangan talaga ng matinding career orientation at comprehensive aptitude test netong ate kong maganda. hay!

whatever happens

// i can never genuinely hate my sister. shempre nagiisa yan e. sabi ko kahapon i'll take her out to relax but on the contrary, she took me out instead! oha. sinagot nya lahat! wahahaha! :D dinner! pizza! ice cream! arcade! pati pamasahe hahaha. nakoooo, ganito tlga dapat ang mga bunso eh, spoooooiled! allowance ko pa! game game game! chka, pamasahe papuntang LB! hahahaha! bumabawi lang.

// o tapos sa bus, may mamang lasing. e traffic sa technohub, tanong nya "matagal pa ba tong traffic?" tapos sabi nung kundoktor, "hanggang templo pa to" tapos sabi nya, "bababa na ko! naiihi ako eh!" so bumaba si kuya para umihi. tapos nung nasa central na kami, umakyat ulit sya ng bus! "ayan! tapos na ko! hinanap ko pa to ah!" laughtrip!

// tapos biglang nag-ring phone ko. pagtingin ko, muntik na kong atakihin. di ko alam kung miscall, accidenteng miscall, o miscall lang tlga. e ang tagal. edi sinagot ko. wala naman pala e, nagttanong lang kung ppunta ako bukas. e hindi. so, goodbye. ibang tao pa nga yta yun eh, di nya kaboses e...nakitawag lang. haynako! oks na rin yun. feeling ko rin naman, kung kausap ko sya ma-uutal lang ako sa kaba. !@#$%^&*()

// new-found cousin!!! exciting lang! hahaha ang laki lang talaga ng pakinabang ng facebook no? kaso sana hindi pinamimigay ni kuya yung number ko e. hmph.

// amoy peppermint yung sleepasil! and it's purely herbal so oks lang, no addictive factor. di na nga ako bbili ulit e. haha 12 pesos is 12 pesos. lol

do not let schooling interfere your education

sleepasil! yeah. let's see if it works, 30 minutes before bedtime daw soooo... malay.

i'm semi-pissed off with my sister. i want her to grow up because it's becoming a burden looking after her. she stressed all of us again this day. there are times i want to badly reprimand her for being so unstable, indecisive and impractical. tomorrow my parents are off to fontana, i wanted to come (and v.v.) but they said i have to stay for my sister. stay for what? for a whole night of whinning? what the hell am i? my sister's keeper?

i envy her so much cos she's already there, at the 'real world' and she's bailing out already.

understand that real education starts when you get out of school. what theories you learn in school must be translated into practical thinking once you're out. we are forever students, yeah, but once we culminate from college, we become immediate transferees of the university of life.

i am never in the right position to talk about life and shit because i haven't achieved anything yet but it strongly infuriates me how i can't see what she should have learned from the university everyone's so fucking proud of.

i wish i had enough sense and wisdom to tell her the best thing to do but all i can do right now is shut up because i haven't calmed my nerves yet. so tomorrow, as promised, i'll take her out. ice cream! pizza! yehey!

whew. sleepasil makes a good sedative. i can feel it working now.

good night!

lag

got this from a pic on my friend's blog

"good design is all about making other designers feel like idiots because that idea wasn't theirs"

what time is it?

i'm seriously going to try sleepasil tomorrow if i go out. sucks cos i feel so awake yet so unproductive. maybe i should do some night job or something to keep me busy. then again, 2nd term is coming and i'm going on full load so i'm banking on it to correct my sleeping habits. the only reason i sleep late is because i sleep all afternoon. so i'm thinking if i have classes during the afternoon, my 'siesta' will be moved to the night. which cures everything.

i'm also officially starting my so-called diet plan (just tea, and the ceragem bed. gawd, i'm too lazy. swimming too!). i have a feeling i have to get thinner before this month ends, in time for my mom's awards night. it's the reason i'm keeping (and growing) my hair long and quit biting my nails (news flash: i bit them again. all gone. fml). when she says it's my turn to escort her this year, i went ecstatic! for sure it's going to be an awesome event cos she's got like the most number of awards and the company has a new owner so yeah, it's something to look forward to on a high note. it excites me just thinking of it!

currently saving for: a divisoria spree, an entire day at blenz, an entire day with my sister, and dvd series!

currently re-watching lovely complex because i was reminded of it this day. i can actually use this week long vacation to watch dvds.

good morning!

traffic was horrible awhile ago pero sabi ko, for sure late din lahat so chill lang habang minumura ni kol boy yung owner na nkapark sa republic kanina hahaha epal lang e! :)

oooooh! so mahirap din pala magpafinals ang FEU-fern. haha ang hirap ng exam eh, pero ok lang. parang tanga lang naman ako kanina e. haaaaynakooo sir!!!! you made my day! hahaha ok na yun, tatagal na to hanggang september 14. wahahaha

and theeeen, well natulog lang ako buong araw eh. mga 730 na ko nagising. so for sure i'm up all night nanaman. gusto kong matry yung sleepasil.

ang galing galing! i feel so haaaaappy! obvious ba?!?!
oks! tayong dalawa na!

aiza seguerra - anything for you (lyrics)

Anything for you
Though you’re not here
Since you said we’re through
It seems like years
Time keeps dragging on and on
And forever’s been and gone
Still I can’t figure what went wrong

And I’d do anything for you
I’ll play your game
You’ve hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don’t care and I don’t need you
And though you’ll never see me cryin’
You know inside I feel like dying

I’d still do anything for you
In spite of it all
I’ve learned so much from you
You made me strong
Don’t you ever think that I don’t love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don’t work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who’ll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I’d do anything for you
I’ll give you up
If that’s what I should do
To make you happy
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don’t care and I don’t need you
And though inside I feel like dying
You know you’ll never see me crying
Don’t you ever think that I don’t love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don’t work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

Don’t wanna say goodbye..

Don’t you ever think that I don’t love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don’t work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who’ll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

I will do anything for you

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aaaah. so this was first rendered by Nina pala.

haven't heard her version but when i heard aiza sing this on the radio nainlove ako. and the violin interlude is soo haaaaay, pwedeng matunaw??? at malunod narin sa putakteng ka-emohan ko ngayon????