I’ve been having frequent headaches recently. Normally it comes a week before my period, I’ll have it for one whole day and it’s hell, but now I have one almost everyday, at random times, and I’m still on my period. I notice I get headaches when I get up too late, or when I’m hungry, or thirsty. So I’ll eat alright, have some coffee, and it’ll be gone for a while, then it’ll be back. Then I’ll take some mefenamic, then wait for it to take effect, but I don’t think it really works. I actually have a headache right now at this moment while typing this. And it sucks. Maybe it also happens when I eat too much? Is it my glasses? Hay Lord. The location of the pain is telling of a migraine; the first one in this photo:
Haaay. I wanna say this too shall pass but I know it will not pass me by idly, I have to really work on this which is freaking scary because I don’t know where to start??? I do feel like I know who to go to but I don’t know what to tell them or ask them or what specifically do I need from them. I feel like I need a lot of hand-holding in order to do this one job but I also feel hopeful that once I get over this first task I will be in a much better mental state hahaha. For now I’ve started working on the documentation, trying to piece together the actual scope of the project and the manual steps for the as-is process, just to put something out there. I wanna blame myself for being so freaking shy and procrastinating on a lot of things that require talking to people. Half the stress I’m facing right now could’ve been eliminated if I went ahead and talked to people to get help. But no, I’m too scared to reach out! Oh well.