she annoys me, but.

every time we meet she never fails to brag about how much her boyfriend is jealous of the guys around her. all of her stories stress out how her man of x months is so possessive of her. i really wanna shut her off cos whenever i listen to her, i can only think that she only wants everyone to know that she has a boyfriend, when in fact NONE OF US FUCKING CARE. she reminds everyone she talks to that her boyfriend loves her so much and that he's so sweet and jealous and all the crap you swoon over in pajama parties. i never had a conversation with her wherein she failed to mention her boyfriend (or the fact that she has one) at least thrice. -_-; i mean, i know them both and have been annoyed by their presence countless of times but this is the time i shift my understanding to the lighter side. so uhm given that i've been thinking badly of her a couple of chances, i have to put my guilt-reducing mechanism to work and you know, try to look at the briiiight side!!! >8D

the way the girl brags about her un-braggable bf is sweet. she boasts about how her bf reacted when someone is allegedly flirting with her. basically she boasts about everything that makes her bf insecure. then i realized, this girl is proud of every little thing his boyfriend does for her. it gives her the assurance that he is, indeed, in love and wants to protect their relationship. and she wants to be constantly reminded of it. she wants us to think that she has a boyfriend who loves her so friggin annoying much.

she's proud that her boyfriend loves her. period.
(or maybe she's just too proud that she has a boyfriend. hah. joke lang. sarreh)

it may be the only thing she brags about regarding her boyfriend, but it's the one thing everyone's been reluctant to express, and she's not... because SHE IS SO SURE ABOUT IT. i never thought i'd come to this side of her annoyingness. haha pero diba? other girls are proud that their boyfriends are good looking, smart and sporty, but her boyfriend has none of that to boot, yet she talks about him with such pride like no amount of achievement could compare. how many girlfriends are like her?

hah hindi ako ganyan e. i always want to be impressed.

will sleep for awhile hehe >:D

ah ikaw pala si suzi

i've seen her on full time moms (QTV11), and maldita billboards. i didn't know it was the suzi our prof was calling me as. HAH e crush ko kaya asawa nya! >8D if it's true i look like her (but of course you'll never see me agree to this), then i may have a chance on your Paolo. bwahaha whatever. it's just the hair. come on.

feb na pala

be careful what you fall for cos words can draw out assurance even without a bit of sincerity.
words are to be verified. actions are to be spelled out.

on second thought, i never should've reacted the way i did before i edited this entry. after all, what kind of love was i expecting anyway? it's not like 'that'. wala lang, it gets frustrating sometimes. >:|

currently watching: Perfect Match! >XD

see how it sucks

a sneak preview of how irresponsible we are that we downgraded from a news mag to just a newsletter with crappy writing and mediocre layout to boot. happy viewing.

look who's writing

i've met people who're just all guts and no glory. i admire their confidence, but question their management.
i'm guilty of being the obnoxious critic who believes she knows and can do better but eventually realizes she's lacking some guts. those who complain on the sidelines and throw snide remarks are often told to either shut up or be in their shoes, but that's not entirely the point. just because we know better doesn't mean we should (or want to) take the lead instead.

when it all comes down to it, no matter how qualified you are, it's up to your will to give justice to your qualifications.

Rockmelt Browser

it's pretty much google chrome with super enhanced feeds aggregator catering to social networking sites. i'm impressed at the convenience it gives. all the feeds from my most visited websites are well packed as icons on the side of the browser, i don't even need to open a separate tab for each of them.

downside? hmm. i'm enjoying it so far but i wonder how it would go for multiple users. i mean, i open rockmelt and i'm automatically logged in to fb, twitter, gmail and formspring. i even set it as my default browser. so what if another user logs in? ohkay i have yet to try that.

anyhow, will be pulling off another all-nighter to finish this argh school newsletter layout due tomorrow. i can actually start layouting now but when i saw the articles, i thought, errr. so i asked EIC if i could do something about it. edit/rewrite at least. i mean. henako kasi.

ETA: tinamad na ko. kaka stalk. overkill na nga e. tsk.
bakit hindi ko narecognize na pacute pala tong JM (naka 3 sources pa ko). bat ba? di ko na kelangan malaman yon. hindi naman sya cute e, gwapo sya! gwapo! heh. matutulog na ko! good night!

Dear Lord,

please help me survive tomorrow, there're so much thievery going on in the labs that we're starting to look like irresponsible SA's. yesterday i picked a small notebook and created my own "unadulterated lab reports", some kinda of a work diary. uncensored shempre. it will contain everything that i'm supposed to do and have done for the day. i need to become more strict. and i'm willing to offer my time off-duty just to ensure these incidents don't happen again, and if they do, at least we could track the culprit easier. seryoso. nakakaguilty kasi. bwiset naman, so what's happening now? there's a serial chop-chopper in the lab? pa-isa isang pyesa ganon? bobo much? di pa tinira yung buong motherboard!!! yaman din lamang na may screwdriver sya, or maybe he has a built-in one in his fingers. errrrr

we need to install CCTVs on all labs. asap.

killing me softly

will donate blood later!

hey i dreamt about jc and jen. in my dream, jc has already graduated and became a science teacher. i was chatting with him and jen got mad. argh nagselos daw. so they kinda left me. we were at sm megamall cinema section, about to donate books. ayon. i brought a lot of books with me and i have to register them one by one, book by book, including the ISBN's what the heeeell hassle. anyway, they have this automated book registering machine, and there i was... about to donate a pile of pocket books. >:O

wala lang. i dunno. significance please?

i'm back to xp pro sp2 bangketa version. i was finally able to install SQL Server 2005... thanks to the hotfix! but there's still a bug, i realized that if i installed it using a password protected administrator account, every time i log in the BSOD will appear and the PC will restart. anyhow, when it did and i was taken back to the login screen, i logged on to my sister's account (admin, no password) and got in. then i was able to use the software with ease and blah. so i kindof thought that if i disable the password, i'll be able to log in on my account without the friggin bitch screen of doom.

and it worked.
so. what was this problem all about? at first i was confident it was sortofa setup issue, after all the hotfix worked like magic. but still, you know, i got a BSOD on a password protected admin account. so what gives?

k.whatev! at least it doesn't reboot ad infinitum! and i can use XP!
fine.fine. gotta get ready to lose half a litter of blood!

yey! >XD LOL
why am i excited to donate blood.