i'm saving $$$$$!

kahit na it's hard to save money this xmas.. i'm trying to save paren.. dahi i really [as in badly] need a new [as in brand new] computer! it doesn't need to be a laptop... anything will do bsta complete at [take note] pentium 4 or pentium centimo [the newest! i'm not even sure if it only exists for laptops..-_-].. so yun.. do i look like asking? haha.. no.



went to fcm with my sister awhile ago.. bought her a little gift... a 35 peso bone stufftoy... na sobrang ouch dahil, un nga i'm saving and that 35 means a lot to me.. pero oks lng... she treated me nmn ng ice cream eh.. and i treated her din ng squid balls at gulaman..

so.. parang... 'bumili ka na lng kaya ng sarili mong food?'



haha.. so anyway... i can't imagine na nagbudget ako ng 500 don tapos i only spent 100... wahahahaaa..



katangahan:: sobrang mkklimutin ko tlga... i bought a cdcase [hindi ung flip flip... ung patong patong] tapos i paid 100.. tapos lumayas ako!!! hinanap ko c terai... tapos nakaakyat na kami when i recalled nkalimutan ko ung sukli... ang tange ko tlga oh...



ka-curiousan:: now that i have my own psp7... dba sabi ko sobrang atat ako matuto... i'm experimenting still.. asar na ko eh... nkkinis.. di ko alam kng ano ggwin dun!..



katamaran:: tinatamad ako magayos ng gamit sa skul at tinatamad din ako gawin ung bibliography notecards... as if nman i'm gonna spend my xmas vacation looking for books about my 'scary' topic...-_-;;



graaabbeee.. aliw tlga ko sa mga bands... pero i don't enjoy acoustic bands that much [tss. tpos i'm wishing for a new ac. guitar?].. kasi ayun... guitar guitar.. purgang purga na ko eh.. for a change mag rock nalang sla.. headbang all the wayy.. jump jump jump! basag-ulo!..



oopsss.. wirdo. haha.. bsta gusto ko ung prang sa myx live performance ni kitchie ... wala lng... electric guitar cla lahat.. coolness...-_-

gusto ko rin ng red na electric guitar.. pero ung may white na inner outline... haha...tapos haaayy... i miss the church band with ptr. ruti... i mean ilang ako pero i still miss them.. khit di ako ganun ka close sa mga band-m8s... i mean.. ksi nman noh.. only girl ako dun... tsk..



cge un lng.. bye..^^;;

9:20pm

since i'm not in the mood to make a sensible title... ung time na lng...

haaayy... i'm really depressed with what i discovered w/ psp7 [adobe photoshop 7.0]... =( you can't make a moving avatar.. anyway... care ko ba... it still has a lot of features to enjoy.. so why sulk for that small reason...



tapos un... 2nd post for the day ko na to ah... haay.. i'm slowly getting over the traggic story of my 'lost paperbag of gifts'..-_-... isa lng ang nagppgalit skin...-- the possibility na angkinin nung gahamang nakadampot nun ung mga gifts dun..which is not really for her.. whoever that moron is...-_-



haayyy... galing ako kna karla knina.. nagsasaya... hahahaaaa...



anyone! PSP7 tutorial nman o? npka complicated ng mga binabasa kong tutorials.. boring pa... nothing to stimulate my curiosity -_-





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naadik nnman sa slam dunk... ewan ko ba.. i do like sports... pero i can't consider myself sporty...-_- i think it comes with your ability... -_-

hahaaa.. gusto ko maging sporty!

i remember one time.. nung bumili c mommy ng clothes sa bench... for once i dreamed to become a model.. wala lng.. inggit ako sa mga endorsers ng maga2ndang clothes while i confine myself in bargaining the dep't store.. [as if my makukuha kang png bargain price don..-_-]whatever tlga..



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talk about basketball... ang saya ulit-ulitin ung slam dunk [anime sha... so there.. feel free to think i'm a freak you discriminative (???) being] panu banaman ksi... bukod sa gwapo c rukawa and sendoh... aliw pa ung games nila... and since i just claimed the title of 'the yaoi goddess'...you can guess what i'm thinking with the two.. hahahaaaaaa...

ang cool ng games pero parang impossible...

if you compare them to the actual human NBA players, they're nothing pero if you look at the kind of stunts they play... prang above the NBA level paa... ano kaya un..-_-;; i mean, fade away, box 1.... etc..



melodia: haynaku arianaaaa.... compare daw ba ang anime sa people..-_-

arianne: *blinks* i forgot to tell you my other female counterpart.. melodia... actually.. matagal ko na sha naintroduce.. but b/c i never mentioned her aside from that one post... here she goes again...

arianne: meron p pla.. i do have a male counterpart too.. but he's rather passive on this kind of thing... blogging... until..

adrian: i just read something that spells b-a-s-k-e-t-b-a-l-l right?

melodia: stupid...



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i'm really getting delirious here... nevermind the two.. arianne's still here...aside from being an occasionally self-accepted freak... i'm also one big wierdo when it comes to conversing with my two other counterparts...-_-;;



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i miss my lost gifts.. my lost cheap gifts.. sabi nga ni ate theresa... nawala raw kasi ang cheap... karma daw yun for not buying the expensive ones.. and now she's suggesting me to buy another set of gifts????



-_-;; iyak naaa kooo!



ang haba nman nitong post natoh...

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lam nyo ba ung kay jose de venecia? poor daughter tlga..-_-.. ang daming nmmtay ngaun ah... i wonder how we're going to celebrate this xmas with smiles on our facesss...



i need more giftsss! ^___^

MERRY XMAS!

at last! exam week's over!!! hahahahaaaaa.... haay salamat... at least i can get some rest! ^_^ anyway... still have to go to karla's haus later...wahahahaaaaa....gotta update my wishlist... just got my xmas gift from adri! ^__^ heeehheeee... i now have an adobe photoshop 7.0!



but up to now i'm still figuring out on how to use it...



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sooper badtrip tlga ko sa skul.. i lost my papemelrotti paperbag with ALL my gifts there.. i mean ung gifts na ipamimigay ko! leche! kung cno man nakakuha nun.. kahit next yr ibalik aus lng.. wag mo lng angkinin! ang kapal naman...-__-

i almost cried.. pero hell...nahihiya na nga ko dhil ang ch-cheap ng gifts ko tapos mawawala paaaaaaa!!!...



huwaaaahhh!!! =(

ughh... wish me luck on finding it na lng...

anyways.... naaliw ako sa gift ni larz! it's a giant palito lighter! haha.. aliw...

geom killed me

i'm dead by now... so don't even think about continuing on reading this post...-_-...i hate our geom test awhile ago.. not really hate.. i mean i was d first one to pass the paper because i really need to go 2 the clinic... just yesterday i'm already suffering the deadly illness of having flu and sore throat....-_- and that brings me to the necessity of bringing paracetamol biogesic everyday.. but unfortunately, i gave my last tablet to a friend who's in terrible need than me.. so there sa clinic i asked for a tablet and i took it immediately...



i know that would keep me from collapsing on the long walk ahead...

i bought mashed potato.. just to fill in my angry stomach before going to commute on my way home... i walked with larz.. and GOOD LORD! we saw hannah on the way out mapayapa 2 and offered us a ride to the guardhouse...^_^; thank you...



so that was the end of my journey with larz.. but yet again... every ending has a beginning.. that moment was the start of my looong loooonnng journey... so there.. walk walk walk walk walk... i became consious when schoolbuses from our school passed by me...-_-;;



anyway.. i walked from mapayapa 2 up to FEU fern.. collected suki and continued my long walk again... this time i decided to take the route to mapayapa 3 instead of pinkian [dami tambay eh]... walk walk walk... it really seems endless...-_-... tapos i wanted jump with joy once i reached the end of mangga st! haayyy... kay saya... from there i took the tricycle hanggang bahay..



imagine nyo na lng kung gano kalayo nilakad ko... tapos just when i thought that this is a good start to begin losing weight...i recalled may cadburry chocoalte p pla ko sa bhay.. so un... dahil ako'y gutom na gutom... kumain ako nag isang malaking bar ng chocolate! huwaaawwww.. hindi na ko ppyat!

untimely death. planned farewell

what more can i say regarding Fernando Poe Jr.'s death? All of the testimonials about him talks about his goodness which was far more than i was expecting from him during the candidacy period. Although i hated him for actually running for president without even having a political background, i still admire his being a 'makamasa'... his intentions are purely for his countrymen's welfare as well as for the people included under the poverty stricken line.



His death affected a lot of people. His family, friends, fans and all the people whom he had helped when he was still alive were filled with grief as they heard the groundbreaking news that their idol was gone.



This event called the attention of lots of people. His fans stated every single deed he has during his film-making days, that he would always eat the same food shared with his co-workers, even with the extras because he's practicing equality among the others. That he always wanted a lot of extras in his movies for the sake of giving poor people the chance to at least get some pay. That he stored in sacks and sacks of relief goods to be donated soon to the people involved during the devastating typhoon. That all the last things he made are dedicated to the good of others.



And now, we say goodbye to this admirable image in the movie and political industry.

The news spread faster that what others may think. everybody started crying, mourning on the death of this man.



It is said that one of his last words with his family is that with the message of his soon leaving them. He considered his last recording the 'last' of all his songs. He asked someone to prepare the Poe Mosuleo even before december came. And his last picture, was their family picture. And now, could it be that he sensed his coming death? Could it be that while he is suffering in his deathbed, he is in a battle-field, fighting with death's scythe?



If this were true, much to my regret, he failed.

And now we pray that he is in the hands of the Lord God in heaven.



Please continue to pray for his soul.



Let's just think that God took him away so that he won't be suffering more. That's better than having him alive and breathing but in the body of a wilted plant.





Fernando Poe Jr.

1969-2004