Day 1 - Your current relationship, if single, discuss how single life is

i never really questioned why i'm still single until now. sometimes it gets frustrating, i'm turning 21 without knowing how it feels like to be a girlfriend! >:D BWAHAHA

so how is singlehood? ayun fun naman. HAHA. actually i have a loooot to say about this kaso hay ewan. mejo bothered ako ngayon. >:) so i'll probably save it for Day 10, or 26 cos they're related! HEHEHE


eto sa totoo lang. sana walang magbago. sayo. sana ako parin. kahit after 1 year. 5 years. 10 years. i know it's selfish pero sana lang naman. sana. sana. sana Lord. >:''( i'm putting my entire love story on Your hands for now kasi my two hands are full with school and work and blaaaaahhhh but if You decide to challenge me with "greater" responsibility sige go! kaya ko na (siguro) yan! >:)

btw, i've finished watching Kimi Ni Todoke and rewatching Zettai Kareshi. ayon iyak galore! >:|
91.5% on eps 1-12 of Ouran HS Host Club! >XD yehey >:)

ay. GIVE ME A SIGN PALA MUNA LORD!!! PENGE SIGN!!! >:D

break!!!! >:)

the trust you gave me, i don't think i deserve it! so it's time for you to know that i'm not what you expect me to be, i'm not your good friend, everything you've told me to keep, i've told somebody else. once, twice or thrice, it doesn't matter. it's a basic thing in life not to entrust something sensitive to anyone. better yet, never expect anyone to keep your secrets for too long. no matter how much you trust the person. keep your expectations low man. i'm worse than you think. >:| haha

so there. feel free to think that your secrets aren't safe with me. that i'm inquisitive not because i care, but simply because i'm curious! haha?

another 30 day challenge!

i'm trying this out because the questions sound more sensible hahaha unlike the last one that bored me to hell.

orly!

people in the office (the 3 heads specifically) still think i'm going out with erni! apparently, it was a wrong idea to remove my relationship status change (from in a rel'p to single) from my wall. >:| i wasn't surprised to hear that they know about it since JM ♥ ♥ ♥ was probably the one who told it. anyway. i was relieved i got to clear that up with them. not that it bothered me. orlynw?

anyhow. there's a lot to be thankful for this day.

#1) i received chocolates from saycee! yehey! i don't really care if i'm getting fatter everyday. i'm gonna burn them off when school starts. or not. whatever. i'm too lazy to exercise haha >:D

#2) i'm going to try pushing through with a new saving scheme! the 10-20-70 scheme! >:D i've heard about it before but i was never a keen saver haha and it's kinda disappointing that i've been working part-time for over a year but i haven't saved anything seriously T__T. it always goes to waste on food and stuff i don't really need (but will always always lust over) like colored pens and papers and stuff i see on cyberzone and national bookstore and sometimes ebay! >:( it's really simple mommy says it works for her. 10% tithes, 20% savings, 70% everything else. >:) yosh!

#3) i laughed so much today and this is all thanks to saycee bwisiting me at school!!!! ay Lord. now i realized that during the times i feel like i need to be alone because of some overdue puberty issues... in reality i just needed a friend to divert me from emo/evil thoughts LOL! and i probably didn't realize that sooner because i was so absorbed in my overthinking that i hastily diagnosed myself bwaha. and it's not good to stay alone for so long, specially when you're pissed off. haha i miss having classes tuloy. >:|

#4) two of my bosses are out today, so we just fixed the ICs and enabled the front USBs at 302... which by the way, sapped me of so much strength and sanity because it's a hardware thingy! so we had to open aaaall the CPUs like crazy. first time we did it (while ghosting) all of my fingers were blistered and i got a bad trauma about getting grounded. so now, i came in prepared! i brought my own screw driver, a pack of band aids, and extra hanky to insulate myself from conductive forces hahaha

i like this day. >:D

i want you to burn

yes! i discovered another post downgrade defect of this laptop. bwiset na bwiset na ko kakahanap ng solusyon. pero ayoko paring bumalik sa vista. nevahhhh >:(

Problem:  CD/DVD drive cannot burn blank DVDs! but it can read DVDs naman, and CDs too. It can also write to blank CD's. DVD lang talaga! >_< i thought my blank DVDs are dysfunctional but when i tried burning on another laptop, it worked fine! graaarrrr

o parang teenager lang. andaming issues!
peer pressure at identity crisis. bakit ngayon lang ako tinamaan neto?! >_<;

i'm so freakin late! >:D
and i'm growing slower by the day. slower in perception! humihina na utak ko shet! di na maka pick-up!
kelangan na ulit magbasa ng libro! >XD

i feel distant. wala lang. i don't feel like seeing anyone at the moment. i want to be alone. nakakatawa naman. normal ba to. hindi rin ako makapag-load. anu ba yan.

occupational hazards

2 hours to go before i time out! >XD

i woke up pretty late today, and to add up to the panic, i woke up to my boss' text message! she said she'll be late and i that i should attend to the speaker when he arrives. O_O so i got up and brushed my teeth and blah, i was about to take a bath when she texted that the speaker has already arrived and that she's still on the way!!! haha okay, so forget about my morning bath!!!  i sped to the closet and pulled out something to wear. i sneaked out of the house (cos mommy's gonna scold me for skipping breakfast) and head on to school.

crazy haggard morning!

anyway, because of the very few turnout of attendees, they rescheduled the seminar to a later saturday. which means, we'll be having a total of 5 saturdays to offset! >XD hehehe and also because of that, my boss left early. leaving me in the custody of another boss who also left early so i'm down with nothing (or a very few things) to do... like having the food delivered for the AdEPT trainers and uninstalling stuff on the lab. other than that, i'm working on Burger Shop 2 and surfin around. >:)

seriously!
also, i'm getting hideously fat (exaggeration of course). i've been eating mcdonald's chicken fillet with rice + sundae for four consecutive dinners now.ajksdghasdgsad

i'm also aware that i must work my brain harder this year so i could earn a latin honor at least! it's one thing to be a chemical engineering wreck and a computer science success bwahaha. i want to say goodbye to my social life for a while looool and also my REM life... much to my dismay.

Dreams Dreams!
- i dreamt of Tirso twice! i just forgot about it.

- i also dreamt about chii. in my dream she was guiding me on a mega dark staircase, she was holding my hand if i remember correctly, and we were running up the stairs, onto a supposed to be 'shortcut' that we could use to get out of the building (i dunno what and where).

then we saw a narrow passageway, behind it was a wall with a movie playing on it via projector. it was the shortcut we're looking for. there was an old man sort of guarding-slash-watching the place and he kindof told us 'yes, this is the way' and we went down... and out of the building!

then i saw JM outside, texting. haha yun lang.
actually, the dream was scary. >X(

PS: one day i'm gonna ask terai to go on an ELBI day-out with me! i probably need 1,500 for the entire uhm, memory-lane-trip, but that's (i think) enough for the fare and food.
LOL fudtrip lang naman talaga gusto ko eh...
specifically

-Janges cheeseburger and large chocobanana shake
-Bordo's cheeseburger
-Proven
-Mernel's chocolate cake
-The Original's banana cake
-DTRI ChocoMilk
-IRRI walktrip + canteen

e ang sarap kasi kumain sa elbi. nakakamiss!

word for word

me: psst!
jm: bagay! dapat laging ganyan!
*apir*

WAAAAHHHHH pwedeng mamatay sa kilig?! @_@