independence day

nyak. kinakabahan ako. haha, tomorrow i'll be going to yupi elbi alone. ehh... wala lang. scared and excited. i love long bus rides, parang field trip.

hmm... how's my dear buddy? the scan detected 6 malwares! waw. 3 variants of Proxy, 2 Hijackers and well, a Trojan! how nice. i've put the infected files under quarantine. they're like a little over 100. tsk tsk. negligence at its worst.

unfortunately, ewido anti-spyware is a big wierdo. it's jst 11.something mb and it's slowing the pc like hell. i can't open my mailbox (maybe because of the virus) and everything is like malfunctioning. edi dinelete ko. kabobohan. does that solve it? i deleted ewido including the quarantined files? no no no. it made matters worse. most of the quarantined files are program extensions. naloko na. i'm so dead. mehn. reformatting is the only solution.

heck, i thought i'm a genius when it comes to this?

haaay. sana birthday ko na.. sweet 16!!

you know what, you should buy your original operating system. yep, it would cost you like 10,000 (xp pro) but it's well worth it. our OS cd is a forfeited copy of xp home so we don't have this unique validation key that's needed for the online updates! sucks big time. and you know what again, you should have your original antivirus. a good one would reach around 3,000 but then what's that compared to the stupid default security of windows? it's doesn't sweep viruses, not even scans them, and the more you highten your security measures the more you limit your surfing options. another big time sucker.

damn. i promise in the name of Blaise Pascal and Charles Babbage, when i get my own computer i'll buy an original OS and antivirus! no matter how much it costs me!!

mayday! mayday!

i'm under attack by a malicious spyware! daddy's gonna killl me. we don't have an antivirus! not even an anti-spyware! great. we only have this windows security thing warning us that a spyware is roaming around the crevices of our system, snooping on my internet habits. how nice, now they have my password and by now they're probably reading my inbox or perhaps they're reading this. whatever. hey, this is big deal! i'm currently downloading ewido free anti-spyware, so hopefully it'll do the trick.

i shouldn't be blogging, you know. i've exposed a lot of my passwords already. meehnn.

we went to yupi elbi awhile ago to have my xray. big waste of time. xray only! no physical examination yet! and we traveled 2 hours for that! even full-tanked our car! that's why i have to get back there this friday, which is friday the 13th in case you haven't noticed yet, to get my xray and get done with the medical examination. the thing is, i'll be going alone this friday! haha adventure! it'll be my first time to go to yupi elbi alone. excited.

we checked the dorm too. it's okay! i'll be getting the upper deck and be roomates with tita beth, the landlady. beri nays. can't wait to live there. onga pala, terai mentioned to me the shortcut hanging bridge to ceat. i saw it awhile ago, poor shortcut... the bridge has collapsed due to milenyo, no more shortcut. sad.

you freakin spyware!

artworks!

finally, the scanner is working! yehey... here are 3 doodle plates and 1 portrait. just want to share... i just uploaded them in my devart account here. feel free to criticize. you might want to click on it to blow it to full size since they're pretty small. ehehe.









that's katherine moennig. and if you know me enough, you should also know that she is Shane from The L Word. the shading is off, i know and itdoesn't look exactly like her. i'm not a portrait pro anyway. what an excuse.

tostitos

i hate mondays. i always do, ever since i started my laundry job. monday starts the week, so it pretty much decides how you're gonna take the rest of the days to follow. mondays also holds the most clothes to wash since they're piled over during saturdays and sundays. monday means getting toasted under the noontime sun because there are so many clothes to hang dry.

this monday starts my sister's classes after the 1 week suspension due to the bloody storm. she just called me awhile ago asking me to finish her powerpoint presentation because they don't have electricity yet, and the pc hubs are off. alright alright, i'll do it. it's not a big job putting backgrounds anyway. hmmm... she'll buy me brownies in return. i have to clean up her inbox too becauase friendster is flooding her with notifications. haha, i'll check her fster later.

oooohhh... harry and draco is still making a scene in my head. sounds nice. nutella nutella, i want my freakin bottle!!


awww...so cute.

i love you

scylla and charybdis

tell me, should i work in laundry mat or metropole for a living? mehn, seriously i can hear a faint buzz akin to the washing machine's alarm. always. it's driving me nuts. i'm getting paranoid, i feel like i'm not yet done with our clothes. this is weird. very weird. and i'm struggling to get out of this paranoia. the buzzing sound is still here and it's following me. yeah right. not exactly, just whenever i'm in front of the computer. which is... always. i'm turning insane. and i always thought the world is my mental hospital. true. but it hasn't been a fairly good rehabilitation area. i guess i have to hop on to another planet in hopes of curing this... hallucination?

the washing machine seemed like a monster to me now. a deadly whirlpool... scylla and charybdis. i never want to hear the alarm anymore. although i know it's necessary to keep me in track with my job. my job. my laundry job. my stinking laundry job. the washing machine is scaring me.

lol. i just smoked pot.

change topic. harryXdraco is better than pot. it's a big nutcrack. i love it. flicks color my dull heart. i'm inlove with harryXdraco. so much so i'd stay up late reading every harryXdraco (with an average of 10 reviews per chap.) in fanfiction.net. and i'm still not done with digital fortress. yup, it hypes me... the whole computer stuff is just so appaling. my dream course has always been either business or computer. funny where i am now. hahaha... i'm getting off.

harryXdraco. tsk. first of all, i only liked justin timberlake because he reminds me of draco!! yeah, the intriguing eyes and illusive smile (i just copied that). swoon-worthy.

i read somewhere that a fan filed a lawsuit against justin. i don't know why... didn't read further. but i did read something like justin pushed this GIRL on the wall and started throwing insults at her. come one... push me to the wall and we'll snog all night.

where is my dignity?

i repeat, i just smoked pot.

ersatz

this is an extra small post which doesn't necessarily have to be small. i don't know why i tend to blog a lot when nothing is happening to me at all. right now, nothing happened. like nadda nadda null null none none empty empty. yet i know i have something to say, and mind you, i'm trying hard to pick up the lines. i feel a certain incompleteness whenever i fail to blog for day. it has become a habit of mine to waste thine sacred internet card with no less than the nonsense gibberish yours truly is feeding this page. did you get that? i'm tired, though i have no reason to be.

a tv actress once told that life is a box of chocolates, explaining that you'll never know what one would taste like until you've had it in your mouth. nonsense. that is so corny. if i were a student from Hogwarts, i would say life is like a pack of Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans. and you know exactly why. a brown bean would seem like chocolate but when you bite it you taste shit. exactly. shit is sometimes disguised as chocolate. hahaha. with Bertie Bott's you get to guess what flavor could the red bean in your palm be. but with a box chocolates, there's no thrill. you know it's chocolate and you won't be scared to try them because you know they're sweet. unless one is actually shiiit. a red bean could possibly be as delightful as an apple, a strawberry or a cherry but could also be as gross as blood or scab. that's the thrill a box of chocolates won't give you. hail Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans.

i want to buy this tee in penshoppe. it says, i love nerds. perfect.