late night entry

duh. wala lang akong masabi.
i'm waiting for mommy and daddy to arrive from caltex because they fetched terai. e bat kelangan ko sila hintayin? inaantok nako. oh because i will open the gate for them, greet them then beso beso.

heh. why can't our maid do it? haha spoiled.

love story in harvard is getting boring. i thought they were gonna shoot the whole series in harvard, e sight seeing panaman yun. hah. loser.

i figured chinovelas and most telenovelas for that matter can be compared to a bubblegum. you chew it senseless until you extract all the sweetness in it. even after it has lost all its taste you still chew it because you just fancy chewing bubblegums then you will realize your jaw already hurts so you spit it out. yeah, just like that.

then you look for another bubblegum and do the same. you'll never end up chewing the same bubblegum forever, because duh, it's impossible unless you're trying to set a record.

night folks.

indistinguishable gibberish

i don't know if i should be happy or sad with the blogger beta. i thought it would make my blogging options easier but just awhile ago, it just won't lead me to the dashboard! i had to reconnect after an hour or so before it completely works right again. anyway that's why it's called BETA.

yeah, i beta get out of this.
sadly, i can't. it's an irrevocable action one can only embrace. pero ayos lang!!

hmmmm. sexy back by justin timberlake has this weird effect on me. whenever he shows up in the screen he always reminds me of tom felton. ahahahahaaa... oh yeah!

heyheyhey! terai will be home later!!!

waaaaaahhh... ate guia inspires me. i read, in her blog, that she's a college/university scholar in uplb. she's taking up chem.
damn, i hope i'll be able to pull some rabbits off my hat and tricks on my sleeve and aces on my deck and more tricks and rabbits and aces and more tricks and rabbits and aces.

sometimes i'm excited to go to school, to experience dorm life and to face dreadful profs but now i don't think i'm ready again. laura fired a bolt of lighting on me when she said chem 16 is pamatay. what the hell? now i don't know what to do. i was never good at chem, let alone science... i was just tooo shocked at the upcat results? how come it's like that????? how cooommmeeeeeee???!!!!

ayoko na, kinakabahan ako lalo.=\

and i don't wanna go home right now

but sooner or later it's over and i don't want to miss you tonight.
i don't want to miss you tonight. i don't want to miss you tonight.

haaay, but i do and it sucks. just because i dreamt of ___ last night i couldn't stop thinking about ___. i remember the times i acted like a complete stalker and damn you found out. i also remember the days where i even played a disguise to gain contact with you. shit. i was so pathetic back then, i don't want to remember those days but it's fun remembering them. i'm having a hard time looking for things to laugh about so i resorted to just laugh at my silly self. ahahahaaa...

yesterday was fun. i was reading my friendster bulletins and i had super laughtrip with the chain "song title" + during sex.
try it it's fun.
the last three songs i heard yesterday was smile - lily allen, iris - googoo dolls and upside down - jack johnson.
smile during sex, iris during sex and upside down during sex! ahahahahaaa...

i woke up pretty guilty this morning because i didn't visit our sanctuary last night. we had another bible session yesterday and i was soooo bad because i'm not listening. i'm reading the bible kasi and i realized how immoral life on earth was back then prior to the ten commandments.

lot's two daughters got him drunk and slept with him so that they'll get pregnant and sustain their lifeline. yeah that's bad... nowadays. but during those times there is no law yet, only covenants of God to man.

that's why the other day's episode of Love Story in Harvard was my favorite. Professor Keynes said that Law - 'is the effort of humanity to create principles' based on their own experiences which affects the majority. eh wala lang.

bat ganun yung chocnut? parang may lasang bubblegum. hehe...Hany parin kami!
haaayyy SHANE IS MISS YOU!!!!!

you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be

shit. i wanna go to college. please please let me go to college. i have to sidetrack myself away from this. i don't want what i'm feeling right now. it's all coming back, i don't want to go back to highschool. maybe i do, but for the sole reason of apologizing to mrs. resterio. my conscience is bugging me like hell. sorry mrs. resterio, if you happen to read this. sorry sorry. i will never do it again. forgive me because i won't forgive myself if you don't. aaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!! i know this not for me to shoulder alone but mehn, i'm just so guilty.

on the cheesy side. how do you know if it's love?
mehn, i hate being reminded of it especially in dreams. ayan tuloy, i'm confused. first love never dies? is it true? e naman eh... you you go away come again another day.

i'm done with the fifth chapter. i'm losing the grammar. and yes, people are quesitoning it. i was too absorbed with literature in 4th yr. that i never cared about grammar anymore. ahahahaa... it sucks but i have no time to have it beta-read. the only person i know who can beta my fic is laura becuase, i don't know. because she promised not to laugh at it.

i'm listening to iris - goo goo dolls while writing and it just dawned on me that the lyrics is very much related to the fic. ayun, kaya ako natapos kaagad.

iris is now my favorite song.

i think i'm gonna cry when i finish writing. tsk.

half of me wants to forget ___ but half of me is also longing to see ___. i'm confused. but somehow i have to move on and focus on something else. like my freakin grammar. i think i failed all my english teachers.

meeehn, fanfiction.net is having frequent server overloads. they have to fix it real soon if they don't want to have their reputation tarnished. or perhaps they have to expand their bandwidth and reformat everything without sacrificing an hour or so of being inaccessible. i hate it when that happens.

i'm tired of adventure quest. it's getting boring, especially that our processor is a very olats pentium 3. and our computer is a 2nd hand chop chop.

hello santa claus, if you happen to read this. please send me a new computer on christmas. pentium 4 or core 2. you have 3 months to save for it. thank you.

yeheeeeyyy!

i feel productive today. i did the laundry, i exercised and finished re-making the events outline for my fic. remember, my dad unintentionally deleted it. golly, i nearly cried. masiyadong madrama!
i'm currently writing the fifth chapter. i hope i do get more reviews before i upload it. haha.. it's not normal that i get more than ten reviews per chapter since i mostly write crap. oh well, that's melodia04 for you, still desperate for reviews.

i haaatteee Adventure Quest. i can't login!!! grrr... i'm stuck at level 11 because there's always a 'server full' error i get whenever i try to login!! i am starting to curse the publicity its getting.
i first heard of it in Convergence, but now i see its ad everywhere. and you know how effective advertising it. i should've been thankful because it has grown quite popular but the fact that because of its traffic i'm not getting a slot to play, that's a different story.

weee, love story in harvard na!

another one bites the dust

ahahaha. it's been a while since i last sang that song with it's backtracked lyrics "it's fun to smoke marijuana... it's fun to smoke marijuana... marijuananana marijuananana...". i could only sing it with jami, i don't know why. everytime i sing that song, i feel possessed (at least others think i am). i look like a deranged drug addict.

hahahaha, yesterday was great! yahooo! 11 of us came! me, nez, carla, karlita, hannah, jami, ding, ka, kim, martha and laura! hahaha ang dami namin... saya! we played a little in timezone, ate dinner and split to watch click and the devil wears prada. haaaaaayyy. i feel so happy. i'll miss you all. =)

i had my first dairy queen there. ahaha, and of course my first gateway cinema ticket. hihi.

i am so alive

haaay. i feel goooooooooddddd!!! yeah!
hehe. i uploaded the 4th chapter of my fic at fanfiction.net yesterday and i'm glad that it reached 10 reviews already on its first day. yay. that's why i feel so alive and inspired to write today. reviews = multivitamins.

unfortunately, dadddy accidentally deleted the events outline i made for the story. sad. now i don't know what will happen next, the only thing i remember is the ending which is sad but happy. figure that. haaay.

ayan, nahihiya na tuloy ako mag promote ng fic. nahihiya ako mabasa ng isang kaibigan. haha shempre kasi alam ko lahat sila magagaling sumulat. haha inferiority complex. =\ parang mas gusto ko pa mabasa ng strangers bwahaha. basta... review lang ng review! kahit pangit pa yan ayus lang!

after that fic i'll probably make another harryXdraco. based on the story of orpheus and eurydice! haha, traggic. tsk.

grrr. fanfiction.net net is advertising Adventure quest! kaya pala laging flooded pag naglologin ako!! haynaku!