MOBILE PHONETOOL SUCKS!

have you ever felt being so loaded with work that you can't sleep anymore?

have you ever felt the agony of painfuly listing everything that needs to be done?

have you ever felt cramming for a project whose deadliest deadline is TOMORROW?



nakanamtipaklong. i'm feeling all those... at once. -_- i soo hate this life.. actually this year... but i can't help it... i must excel to a higher level.. it is true... life is like a game... level one: easy, level 2: getting harder: level: hardest, and you really have to try and work your best out in order to be the 'game master'. once you've done that... congratulations. you won.



but in between those levels are times that we almost want to give up, times when we like to have the game over. times when we lack courage to continue because of fear of failing... oh well that's normal... but in this kind of game we call life... there is no 'reset' nor an off or on button. once you switched it on... you're on. and switching it off is easy, but just like loosing an actual game, get ready to face some criticisms, teases and all the awful things in things to be thrown on you... just because you decided to push off that button and leave the helluva freakin place.



that's cowardice friend.



pushing the button off is like choosing death over life.

----woot!

i don't know why i did that... oh well nevermind...

haayy... i'm starting my own WRITTEN journal here... coz i remember i have this compiled notebook which i'm keeping for over a year but still there are lot of spaces to be filled... hehe... in that notebook i'll fill in all the PERSONAL and PRIVATE things about me that i do not want to flaunt to the public. ^_~



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arrghhh... that's it! i'm already fed up! i tried for almost several times, but failed... although i'm just compromising with my moods (does the acceptance mudra)... tsk.



the mobile phonetool i installed in this pc for my cellhpone in actually working GREAT!!! -__-... really and i sooo "LOVE" -_- it! first off.) it SUCKS!!! grrr....-_-

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oh well... i think i'm missing blue again.. and thank goodness... di na maxado feeling c red! or am i just not noticing her recently? oh i don't care... pag pinag-uusapan nmen c blue... i want to tell the people na di ko na sha crush.. w/c is true.. pero meron pang onte... hinde hinde... di ko tlga sha kras.. IDOL lang... haha... ayoko naman ideny... kasi aykong maging sinungaling. --



lang ya tlga tong buhay na to... tuwa ako kaninang english... di ko maisip, marunong ako magoutline ng mga naka2windang na topics!! and we got the highest! yey!



hehe... -_-;;

from mobile to PC

how do you that? kase nman it requires cable sync or blutooth.. eh kaso kelangan ng username and password.. san ko kukunin un! grr... i'm having a hard time figuring these things out...-_- l8er nga

thank GOD it's FRIDAY!

hello everyone! it's been a day since my last post! oh well, i'm still affected with the blogging fever. -_-... i have not loose track of updating what's recent around me. haha... well... since today is friday, i knew i'd be carrying loads of homeworks!!!-_- and to think.. i haven't started any of those! yihaa! project deadlines are approaching once again.. and i'm on for another chase of grade hikes... haaayy... karla's bday is soon! advance happeee birthday!!! and mine too... i'll be celebrating on th 16th.. hapee bday to me.. ^__^ i'm 13 going on 14!!!



haayy.. my day today was semi-good and semi bad... today is a first friday mass, and this is the very first time i enjoyed the mass in skul... b/c the priest was soo gay.. and he's voice is high, he's funny too!!! haha...



^^;;



pero badtrip naden.. bcos of certain pipol. they did nothing offensive, they didnnothing to harm me, they did NOTHING actually, but i believe in my intuitions and by the way look at me stare of just catch a glimpse, i already knew they hate me. ha! SAME HERE! i hatee you TWO! haha.. i duno... when i see them.. uhm... nvm nga...



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awhile ago i was talking to larz.. about this extra sensors we might have if we try to meditate and open our chakras... i explained to her the processes i didn't dare to do... (they're not really scary but the fact that you want to open ur third eye.. uhmm)

of course the very first thing is find a quiet place... a place where you can meditate. do this at night...^_^



then, do the calming mudra (i know you know that! the usual meditation position... the index finger touching the thumb? dba dba?) and concentrate on the first chakra... the groin, that is. once you feel your energy starting to form around that region,and in your mind you see an energy ball at that area hold your breath and push that energy to the next chakra, in the navel. -- this means you have opened the first process.. bsta it's the matter of opening it fomr bottom to top.. there are 6 shakra openings... in the groin, navel, below the ribcage, heart, between your eyebrows (third eye), and top of forehead. when you have opened all of this....



expect a change of life.

third eye

third eye. yes, that's the topic i'm going to use in my term paper. haayy, actually i made that topic in a rush and i was surprised our teacher ranked it #1...say what?-_-



ok. whatever.



look at my topics rundown:

1. feng shui

2. palmistry

3. numerology

4. dreams

5. third eye



haha... things which includes skeptism around religious or spiritual matters are interesting to me. hehe... that's why i chose those!



sometimes, we doubt if there really is a GOD. as we grow older, we dig questions only our faith can answer. Faith is believing, trusting, and serving GOD (which you cannot see). Our faith is tested in times of doubt, believing, trusting and serving something you cannot see proves your faith.

Faith can't work alone just by believing, coz as a matter of fact-- Everybody BELIEVES in GOD, including satan. It is the devotion of his people that counts.



even the word FAITH is an abstract noun.



oh, was that our of topic? i really want to insert that... really. ~_^

is it a sin to choose those potential roots of skeptism as a topic for your term paper?-- which may possibly lead you to a more confusion filled brain?



i really don't know.-_- i'm quite confused... i need someone... an expert in the field.

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music: moonlight sonata- ludwig van bethoveen [i'm getting creepy and classical]

book of the moment: the little giant encyclopedia of superstitions [here i go agen...]



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ppsst... i ate 3 isau's kanina!! haha.. soo yummy! ^__^



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my mind is.. sabog.-_- can't think of something worth-reading to write...--;;

simpler life

it's been a couple of days since i last updated.. oh well... nothing MUCH happened really... during our helluva LONG supposed-to-be-sembreak, our whole family went to bicol to visit my lola..mamay! and also to visit na rin may lolo's puntod. it was really fun! i got a 'jet lag' haha... or was it a 'car lag'... my butt hurts... from manila to bicol is 12 hours... plus 2 hours because of traffic in san pablo, laguna.. which means... i travelled for over a day!!! whattatrip! pero it's worth it naman... i saw mount mayon agen.. and took a picture... kaso phone ko lng gmt ko coz we forgot to buy a film..-_- haayy... i still adore that national wonder despite it's imperfections due to it's last eruption...-__-



and then, we played badminton, went to tabaco for pasalubongs, tapos i bought a ponytail for 10 bucks! ang cute nga eh.. ung parang worms.. teeheee...the best part...



i ate DJC halohalo!!! i wish i could share all the travel captures but unfortunately for me, i'm still working out on how to make the cellphone program work with xp coz it's not compatible with the OS... darn noh!! darn!!!grr..



so far.. so good.^_^



haayyy... i love my mamay... when she knew na we'll pay a visit to bicol, she took a bath for over an hour and cleaned the house! tats naman kame!!^__^



tpos... we visited some of our relatives in libjo! i enjoyed it sooo much kase dame food! and puro kakanin, i ate bico, ube, inangit... basta puro malagkit rice! tapos i saw a kitten hiding between the rice sacks!! soooppperrr cute.. haha... i took it's picture!!! tapos nagtatago sha... natatakot... cutteee!!



then.. we moved on to another house... there naman we ate fish kusido.. sarap! tapos may gata sa manok... supperrr yummy!! tapos kung sa kabila may kitten, dito may puppy!! shocking cute... his mother is color white with brown... sha naman black and white!!! 1 week old palang!! tapos ang tba... para shang baby cow! ung moo moo cow!! supper cute.. di pa madilat ng mashado ung mata tapos wala pang teeth!! haaayyy... i sooo love pups and kittens.. kaso yaw ko mag-alaga.. hehe



edi yun... the night before we left... we went to the cemetery... LoL.. malas ba kung makatulog ka sa ibabaw ng nitso? ako kasi eh... hehe.. lola ko naman un eh.. hehe...^_^;; haayyy... so much for the long weekend.



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during our stay in bicol, i already knew that we're going to live a simpler life, life without working fosets, life without roofed bathrooms, life without maids... in short... simpler life nga eh!

when we take a bath, we would get our own pails then magbobomba kami ng tubig sa labas... good thing is, sa loob naman ako naligo, di sa labas tulad dati.. LoL... parang marimar bathroom.. haha.. i miss those 'bomba' times.. kasi dati may pump kami ng tubig eh.. ngaun.. wala na!



haaayyy... ang saya sa bicol... maraming stars!!! malamig ang simoy ng hangin!!! aliw.