Day 10 - Discuss your first love

First love never dies!!!! jusme. napaka-echos netong entry na to. mamaya iiyak nanaman ako. >:|
i've already mentioned him hundreds and hundreds of times in this blog already.

my first love was a tragedy LOL. yun lang. bow. ayoko umiyak e.

the moment i realized i loved him, he's already in love with someone else. sayang nomon. if i realized it sooner, i could've played with his advances and became his girlfriend but no. i can't 'play' hahaha. more so, the pre-courting or pano ba yun, pre-confessing timeframe is too awkward. too friggin awkward. or maybe i was too busy not to realize he was already crossing the line. i never realize stuff like that. not with super close friends yknow, which he was. it's always fun fun fun fun and no hidden desires in between. i don't think i'm dense either but i always have to be reminded, or given a low blow for me turn my 'sensitivity' radar on. after which it can't be turned off HAHAHA problematic sya in fairness.

and i thought i could give you a decent post about it but i guess i'm wrong.

hay love. but yknow seriously. i hope one day i'll be able to make it up to him. to patch things up. because honestly, i couldn't imagine myself with anyone else. he's like the most comfortable guy to be with (next to my daddy shempre haha). he was my favorite guy. this is how it sucks falling in love with your best friend, and letting your pride win. or more fittingly, this is how it sucks realizing you're in love too late.

pero shempre joke lang yan. move on. let go. past is past. on with the future. better yet, on with who's here.

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goodbye latin honor!
i have halos mga 10 subjects pala na super baba sa LB omgehhhhh. yoko na. kawalang gana naman o.

hulaan tayo ngayon

a social experiment with two subjects
what are you gonna do if you found out i was backstabbing you?
i have a suggestion
quit being friends with me
or cry in the corner like you always do
or go tell your boyfriends how i'm such a bitch
but of course you won't do that
you're such a "Christian" so you won't do that
yknow, i should never have learned about your IP address.
it's annoying how you're still reading this.
it's funny.
sometimes i think i'm bipolar.

Day 9 - How you hope your future will be like

great health and wealth! you could also jump back to Day 2, i'm pretty much gonna say the same thing anyway. >:)

nakakapagod tong araw na to sobra. lakas pala makadrain ng energy ang pagsusulat ng article. >:| tas ang daming lakaran. whew. gusto ko ng matulog. nalulungkot ako dun sa walong subjects kong mabababa sa LB.

on the other hand,
thank you Lord dahil

1. street food trip with terai! we were supposed to go grocery shopping kaso wala pa palang sweldo e gutom na sya so bumili sya ng tinapay, ako bumili ng kung ano ano sa tabi ng FCM. >XD leeg ng manok FTW! sarrraaaappppp.

2. i was able to save a paper bill this day! HAHAHA achievement much! i kinda promised myself to just bring enough to school, and put the rest of what's left in my piggy banksssss when i get home. no unnecessary spending because the times are so hard ampotek. we have to help each other out at home!

3. i want to be healthy now more than ever! i watched gma news awhile ago was shocked at this 9 year old boy with type 1 diabetes! jusme! 9 years old ampoteekkkkk he has to be injected thrice a day with insulin omgehhh e magkano per turok yon ha?! ha?! libo libooooo shemaaayyy ayoko humantong don. ayoko humantong si daddy don. i don't want anyone in this family to get sick kasi iiyak ako.... sa gastusin huhu >:''(

4. dahil dyan. i (WILL TRY TO) see to it that i follow mommy's healthy eating habit everyday. she's a freakin organic junkie kasi and i'm thankful for that!

-a tablespoon of blended garlic+honey+kalamansi downed with malunggay tea every morning... masarap yun kaso hindi pwede sumobra sa garlic concoction kasi gumuguhit sa bituka. yung malunggay tea homemade din ni mommy, pinatuyong dahon lng naman hehe madali lang hihi ngayon ko lang to naappreciate. mommy wakes us up for this every day!

-aloe vera gel salad. kederehhhh talaga to. i super appreciate it that mommy has gone through all the effort of growing aloe in the rooftop. umabot na nga sa apat na paso e, kaso kederehhh talaga e. mabantot yung lasa ughhhh. pang buhok lang talaga. pero i believe it's a powerful health remedy. that's why hinahalo ni mommy sa salad, hoping na hindi umangat yung lasa kaso ugh. fail parin eh. >X|

-squash soup. a eto ok naman. pero nung bata talaga ako pahirapan to eh. makikipag-sagutan pa ko wag lang ako kumain neto. kasi naman kapaklaaaaa, tipong blended squash na pinakulo't inasinan lang! thankfully, my mom was introduced to canned milk and cream of mushroom kaya favorite ko na to ngayon. haha

-tapos shempre yung iba pa: vitamin c, fruits and veggies and lots of water and water alone! i was kindof naadik pa naman sa smart C. pero nothing beats water parin.

anyway. i'm beat and deym tired so imma sleep now! >:D good night!

Day 8 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life

that would be when i started getting high grades in college, which started 2009! >:) which made me realize i have to work super duper extra hard this year because i have 8 freaking subjects that are most likely to rob me of a latin honor, those are credited units from UPLB and they're so dang low. >:| if i had the choice, i would love to repeat them all. >:|

ay oo, another of the most satisfying moments in my life, is earning my harry potter fanfiction 200+ reviews, and a french translation hehe. i know i've mentioned this a lot of times but haha lemme say the same thing again. it's heartwarming for an author to continue getting reviews 3 years after the final update. even if it's just 1 or 2 reviews a month, the fact that it's still getting comments means it's well appreciated! the french version is also doing great. >XD haha


whew dilemma. i have to take 24 units this coming tri. andame non ampotek! >XD i still have to work yknow! ilang oras na lang matitira sakin non so SA?! no waaayyy no friggin way. >_<;  kelangan ko ng pera! dahil dyan, kailangan mag-sacrifice ng isang subject. hay. haaaayyyyy. >X|