emf!

when i walked out of 309 i felt like all this knowledge i have, all this talent and creativity amounts to nothing at all, that all these bragging rights... i can only face to man and not to God. in reality it's not easy to keep humble when you're blessed with something you know is worth showing off. blame human nature. it's a hard task to keep your head down at all times when you know you're good at something and it needs recognition.

k, my head hurts like crazy i need to throw up. >:|

>:)

yessss!!!! strawberry banana krusher + bucket of fries + mango crepe + marty's cracklings == heaven!!

i didn't workout today. ang galing galing ko. >:)

and you know what, badtrip ako kanina pero nung naisip ko na... dibale bukas makikita ko nmn yung crush ko... wala na... happy na ulit! wooooooow! lakaaas! haaaaay Lord. >:D

still watching New Moon... mmya 2012! wahahaha

ay may quiz pla bukas. bye

clumsy bella

i came to school earlier but i didn't attend my classes. aww, nagpa-BI ako. honestly i still feel bad. hahaha i've conditioned myself to be extremely grade conscious this year and because of this one absence, i feel like i'm lagging behind already. hahaha >:P

watching new moon while waiting for my sister to finally decide on hitting the gym. i have officially 36 days to get thinner.

k, my sister's awake. at last.

dividay!

went to divi awhile ago to buy tooooys for christmas! wahaha but it's super cool cos i was able to buy a pair of jeans for only 100 wahahaha, plus dvds (new moon, 2012 & tidal wave), a set of pens and a set of markers. i wanna draw naaaaa! >:D

will go back sometime this week to look for fabrics cos i need to get myself a gown for my cousin's wedding this december. which reminds me... I NEED TO WORKOUT AGAAAAAIIIN.

mali ang pamahiin! last year on one of my cousin's wedding, i caught the bouquet kaya! and i'm not getting wed anytime soon... baka baliktad ang pamahiin? ohnoooooo. >:((

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brian, hindi ikaw yun! peace! >:)




PS: nakita ko yung crush ko! wala lang. >:P

i quit

how do you quit a friendship you've grown tired of? i feel like suddenly, i don't want to be friends with this person anymore. not because he did something bad but because i don't feel comfortable anymore, and anytime soon it could turn worse. i'm trying so hard to the point that it's obvious. i can't even tell anyone why.

can we downgrade friendship to just plain acquaintances in a snap? or can i just erase him from my life? sounds like a big deal. but i really really want him out. and if i could also erase everyone's memory of us, that would be greater. i just don't want to have anything to do with him anymore. i suck so much as a friend, but this isn't the first time it happened.

i always reject people who cross the line and fail my standards.

and right now, i'm waiting for you to make a mistake i could use as an excuse to eliminate you from my friends list.

i feel disgusted

and hungry too.