i quit

how do you quit a friendship you've grown tired of? i feel like suddenly, i don't want to be friends with this person anymore. not because he did something bad but because i don't feel comfortable anymore, and anytime soon it could turn worse. i'm trying so hard to the point that it's obvious. i can't even tell anyone why.

can we downgrade friendship to just plain acquaintances in a snap? or can i just erase him from my life? sounds like a big deal. but i really really want him out. and if i could also erase everyone's memory of us, that would be greater. i just don't want to have anything to do with him anymore. i suck so much as a friend, but this isn't the first time it happened.

i always reject people who cross the line and fail my standards.

and right now, i'm waiting for you to make a mistake i could use as an excuse to eliminate you from my friends list.

i feel disgusted

and hungry too.

jamilove!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMI! >:D

orlynw?

blessed cool day >:)

// after classes, met with kuya erni for a short Bible session, chamel came with me. it's sooo cool cos we're just lying under the tree on the field and the wind is blowing so hard grabeeee the weather is too perfect for kites! it's really a blessing! >:D

// then this afternoon, i tagged along with ate theresa nanaman cos i don't wanna bore myself at home. so we went to many many places, ang habol ko lang talaga ay makatagpo ng banana-q but i didn't. anyway, nakapag-calamares at ginataan naman ako. i have to like, eat street food every month or so cos i'll badly crave for it eventually ahahaha. haynako, when we were crossing the overpass sa comm market, natawa ako sa dami ng binebenta dun. pwede ka na magrevamp ng buong bahay! kurtina, bedsheet, sandok, palayok, gulay, anting-anting, shorts, blouse blah blah blah. game pang bagong buhay hahaha. riiiight, game ako mag clothes shopping dun kasi super mura. ano ba naman yung cheap diba? nasa nagdadala naman yan hahahaha >:P

// last stop, trinoma. oha, may nanlibre sakin ng chicken joy. what made this day super cool is that i only came out with 20 pesos, inambag ko pa sa pamasahe but i came home super full na halos masuka na ko like craaazzy and i didn't shell out anything at all. tapos the fx driver dropped us off at dahlia pa when he's pa-SM, soo bait. then when i got home, napa-mega rice nanaman ako kasi ang ulam kinilaaaaaaw. anubaaah, where's the beeeer?

hello blessings! >:D

// tomorrooooow. i dooooon't knooooooow. practical test daw sa cphware. like, anong alam ko duuuuun? >:\

i love wednesdays! >:)

cos it's the only day i'm guaranteed to see majorcrush, or leopardo as chamel calls him. wahaha!
he always helps me with the projector. yehey. whatever talaga. pwedeng pagpasensyahan nyo ko??? and i saw him play basket at last, but it wasn't up close cos we're already walking out when i saw him on court. anywaaaay, it's a freakin happy day! >:)

// we joined this cell group fellowship at 309. haha masaya! >:) i thought it's impossible for me to get really hungry with the word but as i see it, i'm slowly building it! yehey for my spiritual progress!

// mathlog is so wtf.
i mean, if you're trying to get a message across and no one, as in --FOR ALL X SUCH THAT X IS CSC-11-- no one gets it, then it's not because we lack analytical thinking... sometimes it's because the instructions were written vaguely. T___T; if there exists some (or even just one) element of X who got it right, then that's the time we can legitimately accept that we, indeed, lack logical analysis. hay!

// the reason why i avoid bringing college friends at home is because my parents always think i'm being badly influenced by them. but the truth is, the only friends of mine they trust are my highschool friends cos we all came from the same ground, they're all girls, and all of our parents are chinese strict. whaaaaaat.

// haha. oks. time to do some javapoop.