nasa huli talaga ang pagsisisi...tsktsk

status: oh my god, i'm so stupid!? why did i vote for her... i lost my chance... grr.. *stabs herself*

haaayy.. so far iba na mood ko.. super nanghinayang lang ako... for once.. i want to do something na macoconsider kong achievement! kaso.. i'm still waiting... it's my last year na... -_-;;
i wanna do something i'll be proud of...

haayy... so many schoolworks..-_-;;
naiinis ako.. anyway.. happy na rin ako sa mga happenings... oh my...ang labo ko.. bast pagbubutihin ko na lng..

haha...
haayy...-_-;;

i'm semi-sad semi happy...

busybusybusy..

haayy... can't get rid of school works... hehe.. hafta wait no time... haya... babooo!! sira ang aming napagandang computer!! kaya nasa net cafe ako..-_-;;

you can't rape the willing - itachi

of course he didn't exactly say that... it's from a fic..
torture. torture. torture...
reverse psychology... blahblahblah...
it has serious descriptions but it's really funny... especially when itachi tries out the reverse psych to stop-slash-stimulate (i know it's contrasting..-_-) sasuke from etching an ambigram on his chest using an overly heated iron rod...

ang labooo koooo....-_-;;
blur blur blur blur...

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napaparanoid ako pag mag-isa...-_-;;
shempre minutes ago, i'm surfing the net, researching on naruto, playing with paperdolls, and finishing my econ homework... etc etc... tapos may naririnig akong kalampag sa taas...

gawd.. you should know how i feel... feeling ko may magnanakaw or something? 5pm? how nice...
the clattering of random objects continued, i know it's from this house? but who did it? i checked my brain... doors locked, windows closed, gate bolted.. what did i miss?

i took the sharpest object nearest me.. which happened to be a hairclip (the same thing i used when i foolishly tried to kill myself)... i motioned myslelf up the stairs... making sure that i'm ready for any unexpected attacks... i checked the first floor... kitchen -- the kitchen door was closed, the blinds are open but hell, what's with it anyway, may screen naman behind it...dining area - the sliding door..locked, good.
now the living area.. i swear i saw something moving behind the curtains... it's jabbing the glass window.. i can hear the sounds... then it hit me... it purred..

it's a freakin cat.

oh my... kinabahan ako dun... i opened the main door to let it out.. and it did.. buti na lng hindi natakot or something kasi baka umakyat pa yun sa taas.. mahirap na...

haaayyy...
but how the hell did the cat entered our house?

however, that remains a mystery.

what is your drive?

me?
maramiiii!!!!
currently i'm thinking (i said thinking) of writing a naruto fanfic... i have the plot na... bwahahaa... and it's going to be on the R side... the M part... the X rating...

y'know what i mean..
i'm not a pervert... it's just that no matter how hard he (the creator of naruto) tried not to put an implied yaoi in the story... people still saw it!... and i'm one of them...

this is not my first time though... it's my second, the first one was pretty good except that i got a little paranoid over my writing and i got guilty writing those kind of stuff...so i deleted the file and tore the print sheet into pieces... tsktsk
btw, it's a naruto-slash-orochimaru pairing... a gruesome pairing indeed but hell, of course one goes unwilling to do the... the.. uhm.. well... figure it out yourself...

what am i thinking?
if there's BDSM, does it automatically implies rape? *winks*
BDSM- bondage and sodomy

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uhm...haayy... the whole house is mine! and mine alone...
no one's around again... my parents accompanied my sister to laguna... haynaku...-_-;;

i wanna eat california maki!!

oh my... what the hell happened to my messenger???
when i chat with someone, our conversation screen is blank... not a word is written...-_-;;

grrr...

keeping myself busy...

is not a very hard thing to do especially when i'm studying and i'm serious with it!
haha.... who gets a failing grade on a quiz after being serious with studying it?! i bet ako lang...-_-;;
hehehe...

tepai went to school again...and of course... pot sessions! (pot nga ba yun? not even sure of the term!)
we're reading her *bows down* manga! as in comics! and it's really cool! someday, i'll buy one... when i have enough money! haha...
aww... i really like Saint's Ave. by Tepai.. hangkkooooll... lupet nya talaga magdrawing!

and the characters are based on real-life, but of course don't expect it to be the realistic art... it's comics mehn!

she's sooo greeeaattt! sisikat ka!!! someday!! i mean, malapit naaaaa!!!

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grabeee... i haven't finished reading angels and demons... i have the book for almost a month!
nooO!!! i HAVE it for the whole month, but not the literal 24hours X 30days = number of hours i've been sitting and reading...
haha.. di naman ako slow reader... lazy reader lang...

as i scanned the whole classroom to see the books my classmates are going to read for their report, soopeerrr gusto ko basahin lahat...
da vinci code, digital fortress, the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, the 5 people you meet in heaven, elegance, drama queen...etc...

oh my...-_-;
nkkinis talaga... i want to read them all!
in reality, i haven't read a lot of books... kaya if you ask me, alam mo ba yung 'blah blah by scooby blah'?
shempre ssbihin ko "no"...
pero if it's by meg cabot or dan brown or by some famous writer...
ssbihin ko, "narinig ko na pero di ko pa nababasa...-_-;;"
and most of the time i use the second line.. kasi nga ang dami kong gustong basahin!

i remember our 1st year nursery rhyme that we sang...

books, books, oh i love to read
many things you'll learn
if you just read
wisdom you can earn
nobody can get it
if you just read books!