Day 1 - Your current relationship, if single, discuss how single life is

i never really questioned why i'm still single until now. sometimes it gets frustrating, i'm turning 21 without knowing how it feels like to be a girlfriend! >:D BWAHAHA

so how is singlehood? ayun fun naman. HAHA. actually i have a loooot to say about this kaso hay ewan. mejo bothered ako ngayon. >:) so i'll probably save it for Day 10, or 26 cos they're related! HEHEHE


eto sa totoo lang. sana walang magbago. sayo. sana ako parin. kahit after 1 year. 5 years. 10 years. i know it's selfish pero sana lang naman. sana. sana. sana Lord. >:''( i'm putting my entire love story on Your hands for now kasi my two hands are full with school and work and blaaaaahhhh but if You decide to challenge me with "greater" responsibility sige go! kaya ko na (siguro) yan! >:)

btw, i've finished watching Kimi Ni Todoke and rewatching Zettai Kareshi. ayon iyak galore! >:|
91.5% on eps 1-12 of Ouran HS Host Club! >XD yehey >:)

ay. GIVE ME A SIGN PALA MUNA LORD!!! PENGE SIGN!!! >:D

break!!!! >:)

the trust you gave me, i don't think i deserve it! so it's time for you to know that i'm not what you expect me to be, i'm not your good friend, everything you've told me to keep, i've told somebody else. once, twice or thrice, it doesn't matter. it's a basic thing in life not to entrust something sensitive to anyone. better yet, never expect anyone to keep your secrets for too long. no matter how much you trust the person. keep your expectations low man. i'm worse than you think. >:| haha

so there. feel free to think that your secrets aren't safe with me. that i'm inquisitive not because i care, but simply because i'm curious! haha?

another 30 day challenge!

i'm trying this out because the questions sound more sensible hahaha unlike the last one that bored me to hell.

orly!

people in the office (the 3 heads specifically) still think i'm going out with erni! apparently, it was a wrong idea to remove my relationship status change (from in a rel'p to single) from my wall. >:| i wasn't surprised to hear that they know about it since JM ♥ ♥ ♥ was probably the one who told it. anyway. i was relieved i got to clear that up with them. not that it bothered me. orlynw?

anyhow. there's a lot to be thankful for this day.

#1) i received chocolates from saycee! yehey! i don't really care if i'm getting fatter everyday. i'm gonna burn them off when school starts. or not. whatever. i'm too lazy to exercise haha >:D

#2) i'm going to try pushing through with a new saving scheme! the 10-20-70 scheme! >:D i've heard about it before but i was never a keen saver haha and it's kinda disappointing that i've been working part-time for over a year but i haven't saved anything seriously T__T. it always goes to waste on food and stuff i don't really need (but will always always lust over) like colored pens and papers and stuff i see on cyberzone and national bookstore and sometimes ebay! >:( it's really simple mommy says it works for her. 10% tithes, 20% savings, 70% everything else. >:) yosh!

#3) i laughed so much today and this is all thanks to saycee bwisiting me at school!!!! ay Lord. now i realized that during the times i feel like i need to be alone because of some overdue puberty issues... in reality i just needed a friend to divert me from emo/evil thoughts LOL! and i probably didn't realize that sooner because i was so absorbed in my overthinking that i hastily diagnosed myself bwaha. and it's not good to stay alone for so long, specially when you're pissed off. haha i miss having classes tuloy. >:|

#4) two of my bosses are out today, so we just fixed the ICs and enabled the front USBs at 302... which by the way, sapped me of so much strength and sanity because it's a hardware thingy! so we had to open aaaall the CPUs like crazy. first time we did it (while ghosting) all of my fingers were blistered and i got a bad trauma about getting grounded. so now, i came in prepared! i brought my own screw driver, a pack of band aids, and extra hanky to insulate myself from conductive forces hahaha

i like this day. >:D

i want you to burn

yes! i discovered another post downgrade defect of this laptop. bwiset na bwiset na ko kakahanap ng solusyon. pero ayoko paring bumalik sa vista. nevahhhh >:(

Problem:  CD/DVD drive cannot burn blank DVDs! but it can read DVDs naman, and CDs too. It can also write to blank CD's. DVD lang talaga! >_< i thought my blank DVDs are dysfunctional but when i tried burning on another laptop, it worked fine! graaarrrr

o parang teenager lang. andaming issues!
peer pressure at identity crisis. bakit ngayon lang ako tinamaan neto?! >_<;

i'm so freakin late! >:D
and i'm growing slower by the day. slower in perception! humihina na utak ko shet! di na maka pick-up!
kelangan na ulit magbasa ng libro! >XD

i feel distant. wala lang. i don't feel like seeing anyone at the moment. i want to be alone. nakakatawa naman. normal ba to. hindi rin ako makapag-load. anu ba yan.