when there's no compensation for being ugly

sorry for being mean, but it's the only way i can be brutally honest with myself and with everyone.


i want it to die, why won't you quit talking about it? do you know how disgusting it feels to be involved in such a story? i've been rolling my eyes at this every time i hear about it. get me out of it for fuck's sake!!!

sometimes it annoys me how girls can be so sensitive at times, like every joke catches them off guard and they bitch out like crazy. but of course i'm being partial, girls have the right to be sensitive because they are generally more emotional and if guys don't understand how it works in our brains then they should all fuck off. i hate your jokes, you're not funny. what the hell is it that you told these people to get them on your side? now they're all for you and they're pushing me.

you know what, i hate to sound judgmental because i'm afraid of karma. and i also don't want to sound like a female jerk, so i'm not telling it straight on. but really, GIRLS, you should know how it feels to be in my place!

walk a mile in my shoes and feel the brewing disgust every time you hear people talking about it.

naiirita ako alam nyo ba yon? ang panget kasi! both literally and figuratively.

emf!

when i walked out of 309 i felt like all this knowledge i have, all this talent and creativity amounts to nothing at all, that all these bragging rights... i can only face to man and not to God. in reality it's not easy to keep humble when you're blessed with something you know is worth showing off. blame human nature. it's a hard task to keep your head down at all times when you know you're good at something and it needs recognition.

k, my head hurts like crazy i need to throw up. >:|

>:)

yessss!!!! strawberry banana krusher + bucket of fries + mango crepe + marty's cracklings == heaven!!

i didn't workout today. ang galing galing ko. >:)

and you know what, badtrip ako kanina pero nung naisip ko na... dibale bukas makikita ko nmn yung crush ko... wala na... happy na ulit! wooooooow! lakaaas! haaaaay Lord. >:D

still watching New Moon... mmya 2012! wahahaha

ay may quiz pla bukas. bye

clumsy bella

i came to school earlier but i didn't attend my classes. aww, nagpa-BI ako. honestly i still feel bad. hahaha i've conditioned myself to be extremely grade conscious this year and because of this one absence, i feel like i'm lagging behind already. hahaha >:P

watching new moon while waiting for my sister to finally decide on hitting the gym. i have officially 36 days to get thinner.

k, my sister's awake. at last.

dividay!

went to divi awhile ago to buy tooooys for christmas! wahaha but it's super cool cos i was able to buy a pair of jeans for only 100 wahahaha, plus dvds (new moon, 2012 & tidal wave), a set of pens and a set of markers. i wanna draw naaaaa! >:D

will go back sometime this week to look for fabrics cos i need to get myself a gown for my cousin's wedding this december. which reminds me... I NEED TO WORKOUT AGAAAAAIIIN.

mali ang pamahiin! last year on one of my cousin's wedding, i caught the bouquet kaya! and i'm not getting wed anytime soon... baka baliktad ang pamahiin? ohnoooooo. >:((

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brian, hindi ikaw yun! peace! >:)




PS: nakita ko yung crush ko! wala lang. >:P