ayoko naaaaaaaaa

T____T


feeling ko talaga in love na ko sa kanya. though hindi ako sure. haha, ayoko aminin eh... sa sarili ko.

and besides... i guess he's already taken.

i mean, this is crazy i know but i find it hard not to think about him...
kasi ganito yun... parang, ang daming nagpapa-alala sakin sa kanya... as if naman ang dami naming memories di ba? it started out as a crush which unfortunately hindi napalitan over the months... kaya ayun. what do i do.what do i do.

well.
wala.
mag-aral.

tsk.

too many midgets in dark blue

i'm totally hating this feeling. no, not exacltly since half of me is actually looking forward to it... but the thing is, when i'm faced with a great probablity of it happening... i panic like a blind mouse. i.don't.know.what.to.do.

mehn.

help me rule the world. ;)

oh right, i'm not supposed to go home this weekend because i have major exams coming up the next week... but i am! just to see a friend before she leaves for sanfo. and i'm not even staying home... hehehe.

:) :) :) :) :)

hello, chuck

i am gravely fascinated with the american series, Chuck. i love it! i love how chuck looks all geeky even without thick glasses and braces. it's sooo cool.

after immersing myself in geekdom, next i find myself swooning over an almost naked Lucas Scott (one tree hill). extremes, yeah, from the highly technical crime series- Chuck to the complex highschool drama in One Tree Hill. i'm enjoying marathons, apparently... it's the only chance i get to keep in touch with the TV. hehe

i forgot that we have an exam tomorrow at math. well, i haven't studied.. how's thaaat.

hehehehehe

before it kills me

i'll try to make this short (but i doubt). i do have a lot of things to say but because a headache's killing me i have to refrain from excessive thinking and probably resume to my Chuck marathon.

so here, my sister and i just came back from a church-mall escapade. it was hard on our part, with the dirty water seeping through our slippers... we just commuted actually. i couldn't quite miss going to church.

i'm a hypocrite of course, i intended to go the mall after. which is 'the' factor.

and because i'm evil, or because i didn't bring in my tithes in hopes of using the money to buy a set of staedtler pens, God punished me. or shall we say, for those who don't believe in him, Karma worked its rounds on me. i got a really bad headache now, right now, and it throbs in pain with every letter i type on the keyboard. now, how hard is that? me having to endure all this just to feed you an entry?

anyway. i thought the mall was going to console me with my dirty feet, a broken umbrella, and a very useless super absorbent jacket but no it didn't. i actually forgot that it's a SUNDAY and it's AUGUST 3. it's actually the last day of SM's 3-day mall wide sale. it's freakin suffocating inside, i regretted stepping foot on it. and you know, the set of staedtler pens i was hoping to purchase was out of stock according to a seemingly unreliable sales clerk of NBS. is there anyway to know if a sales lady is lying about their stocks? i think they're just too lazy to
attend to us. bitch.

i'm not in the mood anymore.

but i love Chuck.

masaya maging wierd!

apir!