at least i passed

i got a 2.75 on chem17. i suck.
so what's 2.75? that's around 61%-65%. whattagrade. but at least i passed, and i didn't have anymore of those deadly jitters i felt when i was waiting for my chem16 grade. i sort of got used to it. you know, i have the right to feel slightly unalarmed because it's not my first time anymore. hehehe

anyhow. no laptop for me. FOR NOW. i'm still saving my way through it... i'm 14.2857% done with it. hahaha. maybe next year... yeah.

my parents are going to batangas tomorrow and they're going to drop me at Calamba then i'll head to Los Banos to pack up my things. boring boring boring...

HEY! i dreamt of RYAN AGONCILLO awhile ago!!!
i'm so happy and giddy and bouncy and... oh you should know how i feel! and the best part of it was... JUDAY WASN'T THERE!!! start the feast dammit!
it was just a short dream, he's asking me to LINK HIS BLOG TO MY BLOG and i was like sure sure sure sure sure!!

and that was it. haha

waiting on the world to change

yesterday:

we went to TriNoma, the new mall across SM North Edsa. their level parking was HELL. the beam is too low, the ramp is too high, the lanes are too small (and it's a freakin 2-way) and the way the parking spaces are arranged is really confusing. in short, we didn't get a parking space. so we went out and tried to look for the entrance of their north avenue parking lot but when we got to the junction, we thought it better if we just go back to SM, afterall, we just wanted to look around to see what's up with TriNoma. and so we went back to SM. lol. SM is still the best... at least their parking space is better and we don't have to worry about getting lost. anyhow, i'll get back to TriNoma one day when it's fully functioning already. :)

we parked at the rooftop of SM's level parking for the first time and there we ate dinner. as usual, we bought the infamous picnic basket packed with sawali plates and banana leaves. we have fish, veggies, mangoes, and luncheon meat. lol. what a feast! at least we were able to save 500 worth of dinner in yoshinoya. hehee. after dinner we finally entered the mall and blaaaah...

yada yada yada...

i pity my uncle. he's retiring soon and this son a b*tch chief of legal police wants to chuck him out of PNP. wtf! he's not doing anything wrong! and if my hearing serves me right, this chief was his classmate years ago when he's taking law.

and you know why they want to shoo him out? because when he retires he's going to get all the pension and retirement benefits a high ranked police would get. and the bitch of a chief wants him to compromise and give him a share of his 'future fortune', which is so unfair and downright preposterous. whaaaat? you want his retirement benefits? why don't you retire yourself!!! after all you're the 'chief', you're gonna get better benefits. fuck you.

what's up with that?! i also heard that the chief is part of a group of syndicate. grrr... my my. my uncle is too righteous and kind to encounter such monstrosity. he just lost his wife, and now you're trying to rob him of his retirement benefits!! where is the justice there!!!

and now... they're bringing it to the court. it's gonna take a long time but i'm praying for my uncle to win this battle. mehn.

i'm starting to hate PNP sans my uncle.

IN relation to policemen... last saturday i finally watched 'Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros'. mehn, super laughtrip!!! go Maxi! i love him! i love the *ehem* romance (if you would consider it romantic)... kinilig ako e! hehehe. weee i was squealing a night long! i love the film! and wotcher.. i even cried! i cried when Victor (the police) rejected Maxi's letter. i also cried when Maxi's father was killed. oh my golly, i love gays so much! go Maxi!!! and yeah, i know the movie's not a tear-jerker but i'm just so shallow.

ehehehehe

without a cure

i hate myself for wasting electricity this much. heck, i'm online again! i've always been online ever since i came home... which is quite a good thing because i don't have to spend a lot on net cafes and i can do a lot of things for as long as i want! like this new look for my blog. it's not a lot, i know. new blogger provides really limited features on template designs that's why if you want to include something foreign in your blog -by foreign i mean stuff the new blogger template editor doesn't recognize- you have to get a good hack (if you know how to) or just get a good hack resource.

the first ever hack i used for this xml layout came from Hackosphere and it's called Selective Expandable Posts. you know, the 'Read More' link... a link at the end of the first half of your long entry that will direct you to the post's permanent link where the whole entry is displayed. i tend to type a lot that's why i considered taking the hack.

sometimes i hate blogger for not developing important features like that. however, there are still loads of lovely things about new blogger that would compensate for that lack of... chorva. >_>

weee. for this layout, i used the page element editor to attach a header image. and i had to adjust the margin to a negative value so that the image would align to the left. blaaah. this is originally a Minima :) so yeah, aside from that i also took some properties from the layout, Harbor. if you notice, i took Harbor's sidebar/post divider. hehehe. i should've hosted it myself but then this layout is just a doubly-edited default blogger layout so the images must be theirs still. haha except for the header though... duh.

haaay. i want to go to the mall. XD

i bid you farewell

we went to the doctor awhile ago to consult my alleged heartburn. well, i was right, it was really a heartburn but it's also something worse. hehe. the doctor, in her outrageously commanding voice told me to avoid all these foods:

coffee, softdrinks, tea, cold drinks, chocolate, milk, sour foods and tomatoes!

and prescribed me to medicate on antacids and this medicine that will counter the reflux of acid from my stomach. she also said that the fact that i'm already feeling something pricking through my chest is a sign that my stomach lining is already wounded. the more i take in an inappropriate diet, the more wounded it would be and the next time i feel like vomiting i'd be spitting out blood. well, ulcer would probably be next... i'm well aware of that. mehn.

however, it's a good thing that it isn't critical yet... at least i still have time to heal myself and get into a good diet. mehn, the doctor sounds really strict i feel like she loathes me. hahaha. i know it's my fault, i drink too much coffee and i feast on tomatoes like there's no tomorrow and the doctor knows that... she knows how hard it is to advice a teenager to cut off with her vices. that's probably why she's talking to me the hard way... like she's a howler sent by Mrs. Molly Weasley.

discipline.
i don't have that. but now, i'm going to kill myself just to get that one virtue that would change my life (better yet... that one virtue that would keep me alive).

so yeah, i'm going to eliminate my favorite treats from my diet. bye tomatoes... i will miss you but rest assured that as soon as i get over this sickening pit i dug myself i'm going to come back for you and we'll live happily ever after!

goodbye coffee (or caffeine generally). you know how much i love you, that will never change. you're still the best drug in the world. see you when i get better.

*sniff* *sniff*

now let's leave the dramatic exit of my loyal sidekicks and move on to the introduction of my new companion.

my dear friends, here's TAP WATER! he'll be filling in for coffee. though i know it's one of the hardest jobs to do... i know he'll make it! lol

yeah, so hello water. you're my favorite drink now, how does that sound?

water: boils

O.O

err... apparently water still hates me. wait till we get along... it's not gonna take forever.

hehe. i'm so weird.

some things are better off untold

people who say that end up blogging their lives anyway.

this is the first day i'm spending whatever is left of my summer vacation out of the university and it sucks because the sky is not rejoicing with me. >_>;

wait. today is our batch reunion! and i'm home. i told you i'm not coming. i don't have any reason to, anyway. not that i don't miss my batchmates... i just hate the weather right now. grrr..