not productive

i haven't studied yet. i have two quizzes tomorrow both of them having very long handouts. ha, that's the least of my problem... >___>;;

i already went online awhile because our history teacher didn't show up, during that time i already made a very long post about my utterly biased opinion on the issue of traditional vs. digital art (i'm for trad) but decided to just leave is at a draft for the meantime. i mean, i've been babbling about the same concern ever since! and until now i can't seem to get enough points to back myself with the argument that being an artist lost it's exclusivity and sacredness ever since the emergence of tons of digital art programs/softwares became mainstream and photoshop became the producer of virtual canvasses. >____>;

ok, let's leave that.

i was thinking of switching to LJ. i'm very concerned about my err 'private life'... also, i don't want a lot of people (especially those i know) reading my blog entries. not that there's much, i actually perefer strangers than friends when it comes to developing good readership. point is, i hardly want anyone to sympathize with me. sometimes i always end up overly conscious with what i've written, specially that this blog is always linked to my other pages... >___>;; waaaah.

LJ or Blogger???? wooot.

more so...
i don't feel like performing in jami's debut anymore. simply because i don't want to look epal. besides, i still haven't prepared for it. she said the motif is red. well, i don't have a red dress! i haven't even bought her a gift!!! mehn, i have a lot of buy this weekend.

haaay, ok. i'll study now. :|

entry number 8-hundredsomething

i dunno. i'm slacking off again. maybe there's really not much to do, but i like it this way. i only have 3 subjects a day and all of them have at least 1 hour intervals, what can i say? i love my schedule though i have to sacrifice my being a sophomore for it.

i'm being negligent of my duties in the org. i've never attended a single meeting of the publications committee. i'll have the weather to blame for that, plus my retarded phone who receives important messages 3 hours late.

i'm trying to save a lot of money for this semester, i'd like to invest on books. though i've said this before... i never really had the chance to religiously update my collection of books because those that i like are either new releases or too expensive that sooner or later i just forget about them.

hum1 is really exciting me. whenever our teacher explains the things to expect on his subject (ie. lots of readings, poetry, short stories, WRITING, critical evaluation...) i become excited! clearly because these are the things that interest me a lot...

i'm also looking forward to Hum2 (art) because duh, that's ART!!! my favorite craft!!

which reminds me, i'm sort of regretting the path i'm trekking right now. it isn't paved to say the least. it's muddy and downright annoying. what i'm trying to say is that, I MISSED THE FACT THE UPD FINE ARTS HAS ADVERTISING AS ITS MAJOR!!

then again, i think i still stand a chance! teka teka, naexcite ulit ako! i don't think it would be that hard to transfer to Fine Arts!

hehehe, we'll see about that!

hard gay!

i just came home from our dance practice at ding's place. harhar, can't even consider it 'our dance practice' since (huhuhuhu) i wasn't really part of the whole routine. i just, hmmm, made a very little appearance because i don't have enough time to learn the whole dance!
ay, i also brought them ice cream! yey! now i can say i've celebrated my birthday with all the important
we watched a couple of youtube vids on their pc and damn were my muscle cheeks pushed to the limit. they were so funny! try using search tags "ping pong matrix" and "human tetris". you'll be amazed by the videos. i can't believe japanese people are very creative commedienes! wahahahahahaha

more so, we also watched "hard gay!" hooooooooo! hahaha, ok you can just search that as well. very funny guy. bwahahahahahahaha

haaaay, i'm waiting for some videos to finish converting so that i can transfer it on my player...

so while waiting...

do you know the feeling of being around a guy who likes you in a way you don't? he gives you special attention and you hate him for that. he does good things to you, things he doesn't normally do to other girls, and it feels really awkward. for a moment you want him to stop and just leave you alone but out of being polite, you just treat him normally just like with you other friends.

mehn, i hate people like that. i'm very good at dropping hints, but he's poor at catching them.
can't you get a clue?

i'm a ropeless romantic but i also want to make sure i get that 'romance' i deserve with a guy a like. actually, i prefer being with someone i love than with someone who loves me. but of course, i'd always choose to be with someone i like and vice versa. in short, i hate one-way relationships. >___> and again, i hate guys who can't get a clue.

between sweet and legal

i'm now 17!! hehehe, can't wait to turn 18! my 17th bday celebration was great! :) hehehe i brought cake and spaghetti for my dormates and went out to treat my friends dinner. :) we ate in sizzlers, blahblahblah, they surprised me with another cake! awwww, thanks for the gift! i had fun! bwahahahaha... after that... kat, july and i were supposed to go to square together to have a little drink. then charles came! wow! it's been a long time... harharhar, instead of drinking we just played... lineage2!!! hahahaha kumusta naman level 5 palang ako? walangya. tapos nun ayun... uwi na!

wag ka, 11pm na nasa kalsada parin kami. hahahaha, ok lang. masaya naman e.
salamat sa lahat ng naki celebrate sa akin!! :D :D
salamat din sa mga bumati sakin through text! harharhar

actually, natuwa talaga ako na may nag-drop by pa sa dorm para lang bumati (at kausapin ako kung bakit lagapak ang grades ko. wenkwenk). harharharhar, salamat salamat. :) nakakahiya naman sa inyo. harharhar, sige sige... magbabagong buhay na ako!!

it's coming sooooooon

grabe, pasukan na naman!
ehehehehe, sa wednesday pa kami kaya bukas ng hapon pa ang uwi namin ni terai papuntang elbi.
haynaku, namiss ko ang mga dormmates ko. >___>
at ang mga kaibigan ko, lalo na sina kat at july.

malapit na rin ang birthday ko! i'm turning 17!

sabi ko kay terai, regaluhan nya ako ng malaking hello kitty stuff toy. kaso ayoko nung galing sanrio/gift gate. ubod ng mahal! nabili na rin pala yung guso kong stuff toy sa gift factory kaya huhuhuhu, no hello kitty for me.

kaya sabi ko sa kanya bilhan na lang nya ako ng pampaputi! ung 'magic cream' bwahahahaha at saka isang libro. :) hahaha, pumayag naman sya.

para sakin early birthday present sa itong bagong mp3 player mula kay mommy (kasi credit card nya ginamit)... but technically, ako parin ang magbabayad! hahahaha

siguro this weekend bibili na ako ng swimsuit, wala na akong gagamitin sa PE eh... harharhar

kaya naman kung gusto nyo ako regaluhan, pwede cash na lang?
hahaha, i'll post my bank acct. number soon! weh... hahahahaha

nakakalungkot naman, i'll be celebrating my birthday with my dormates, my college friends, my family... pero barkada wala!! harharharhar... sorry mga pare, sa debut ko! kayo bida! hahahahaha