T_____T;;

as usual, i skrewed up during the test awhile ago. man, they should've told us to memorize the whole fucking schematic diagram! he, i'm not blaming anyone. :) even if they told us, i would just stare at the stupid handout anyway.

i.never.study.
like, reaaaallly study.

but i'm trying! but then again, my efforts are kinda invisible... and you know me, i'm easily distracted. this kind of work... or this kind of lifestyle does not suit me, you know... memorizing a whole junk of weird names. i'd rather get deadlines for boring articles and psych1 journals than stay up late being utterly unproductive. like a fish staring outside its aquarium.

glog.glog.glog. did anyone notice i'm drowning?

mehn!
upon introspection, i realized i am someone who hates pressuring myself. i'm laid-back and care-free. i can pull off fits of laughter even when i'm facing, uhhh, the greatest failure! mehn, i'm a happy person. only the people close to me notice that. it's weird, yeah, that i can live without the slightest pressure when everyone else is burning their bodies at the stake just to get a decent grade. as for me, yeah i care about my grades, i'm also worried about my academic standing but i don't go gaga over it. i don't comply to other people's expectations. repeat kung repeat. there's nothing shameful about it. :) lol. i love boasting about my failures.

i'm also pessimistic. my friends say so because i keep on telling them "waaah i haven't passed a single exam yet! and the sem is ending already! i'm gonna repeaaaattt! repeaaattt! repeaaattt!" lol. but i laugh when i tell that. i hate self-pitying. lol. i love jumping into conclusions and ending up with a totally different ending. it makes my life more interesting. hehehe.

my crush makes me smile. everytime i think of him, i just smile. hehehehehehehehehee
♥

haaaay. ang dami dami pang exaaaaams. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaa

tamad!

i'll miss my lts1 classmates. it's the best class i've had this sem, so far. even though i've already reached the maximum absences i could have, and i'm always lazy to come to class because of the time, it's still good. and it's because of the laughter it brings. it's like a relief subject, you know, something you could opt not to attend but wouldn't want to miss because it serves as an ice breaker to all your demanding subjects. :) i'll miss my classmates. my performance in this class would probably range between 1-5 in a scale of 10 because i'm not really participative and i'm kinda shy...yeah. but i've got a lot of friends here. lol.

well, that's lts1 for you. so sad it's gonna end soon... :(

exam here, exam there. and i'm not studying. >_>

btw, there's a puppy sitting outside the dorm. last night, while terai was going home, she was surprised to notice a puppy following her. and indeed, it followed her to the dorm, and until now... it's still there... so cute!!! but it stinks and it has galis. but still, it's so cute! it seems like a half-askal half-beagle. i love puppies, mehn >_>

okok, sige na nga mag-aaral na ko. para hopefully may maipasa naman akong exam. hehe... as in! wala pa kong napapasa tapos ang standing ko... aba, pang singko!!! para yan sa dalawa kong chem, hahaha.

goodluck to me!
pero ang saya saya ko parin. bat ganon.

a great evil comes with a great need

i didn't buy an umbrella again. i promised myself to buy one last weekend but apparently, i got too scared to shell out money intended for my savings... again. and besides, i didn't have too much money left to buy an umbrella. anyhow, i know i should buy one, the rain's gonna soak me dead before i even take the finals. >_>

and because i don't have any umbrella with me this day, i resorted to do one evil thing that might put me in the trial courts of hell. i stole an umbrella. and it's a good one, i tell you. it's a big blue umbrella that looks really sturdy against the wind, a perfect sheild for this season of storms. how i got it?

here's how:
it was during our physics lecture awhile ago that i noticed a huge stack of umbrellas lying on the behind the fire exit. i immediately thought of taking one, even though i know i don't own any of them. i was eyeing the multicolored long umbrellas, trying to check if there's a hint of Fibrella or Super or just anything with a good name.... haha. then after the lecture, i asked our instructor if those umbrellas were left by students... and even LIED that i left my umbrella there. she said yes so i hurriedly inspected the good 'ol 'brellas, looking for that one umbrella that's big enough to shield me from the rain and simple enough not to get easily noticed (in case the real owner spots me using it). that's how i got the big blue umbrella. hehehehe

then while walking out of the lecture hall, the hall technician -who always sits on the far end of the lecture hall (that's his job, duh)- asked me if the umbrella was mine and i answered yes and he just nodded and i went gracefully out of the room.

big whew. my seatmate was laughing big time. i stole once and lied twice... what's next? hehehe. now i understand why criminals do the things they do... just like what i wrote in the title, a great evil comes with a great need.

though i cannot entirely say i'm a great evil because man, it's just an umbrella! but even so... i was partially consumed with guilt the whole day that i decided to actually RETURN the umbrella, come my last class... which is also physics (this time- lab) i looked around the lecture halls for the technician and spotted him right there, where he usually sits... but man was i hesitating to give the umbrella back. >_> i think fate brought it to me! yeahroight. then i saw pat (a classmate from my physics lecture class), and told her this petty moral dilemma i'm struggling against. well, you know people, they'll always take the good side. she advised me to just leave the umbrella there and she's even kind enough to lend me an umbrella too!!

that actually left me with no reason but to return the freakin umbrella. yuck, i talk like it's been with me most of my life! haha but seriously, the MAJOR MAJOR reason why i want to return the umbrella was that... IT HAS A SURNAME WRITTEN ON IT. goodnessgracious. i'd be dead smitten if the owner finds out i stole his umbrella. hehehe. so i talked to the technician, he's like the guard of the two lecture halls in physci building, and LIED for the third time... i said to him that i have to return the umbrella because i figured out it wasn't mine after all, i even said that mine looks just the same, big and blue but when i saw the name written on it i was automatically robbed of ownership with it. that's how it went, and man was he really nice to me about it! he told me to just use it for a while because it's raining and he also said that when someone looks for it he'll just say that he let another student use it for awhile becuase poor little iska has no payong and it's bagyo all over. bwahahaha

cool! i thanked him for his generosity and asked him when must i return it... and he said, 'ikaw bahala'.

hah!! fate has its way of changing an object's ownership in an instant.
now all i have to do is device a way of erasing that surname from the umbrella to comepletely save me for man's naturally cruel nature.

:)

nanaaaaaa

weeeee! it's been a month since i last watched nana! i'm now on episode 16! yeah! i guess i won't be able to watch it starting this week until after sem break. huhuhuhuhu... anyhow...

i'm back in elbiii. boring boring boring. just that. :P
oh, and i have a lot of exams to deal with this week! i'm soooo thrilled to get over with this blasted semester!!!! give me a 4 or 5, i don't care! i just want to get over with this seasoooonnnn!!!! and wait, i haven't studied ANYTHING yet! owkamown, i'm on my way to a 5 dude.

head over hills, pare!

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i think i'm in love.

joke lang, dude.

ay, ang dami ko na palang crush! bwahaha, ask my dormmates. and they all have a common denominator... they all wear glasses!!
e diba ang cute ng mga mukang nerd???? harry potter, ryan agoncillo, red sternberg (when he starred as kiko in Iskul Bukol).

speaking of red... ay super crush ko sha sa movie na yun! ahahaha perfect nerd!!! and wait! there's more! lol
wala lang wait ka lang...

hehehe
hehe ang weird ko talaga. :) masaya talaga pag may crush diba? dibaaaaaaa?