tagged

got tagged by nez and ding

* each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* at the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

alright, here we go...

1. i bite my nails a lot. it's my worst habit.
2. i am awfully addicted to coffee... and spend a lot on it too
3. i always bring a vanity kit with me.
4. di ako mapakali ng hindi nag-iinternet sa loob ng isang araw.
5. i love ryan agoncillo.
6. i am prone to car accidents.
7. i always sleep late. late, meaning 12mn+
8. i fancy guys who wear glasses.

i tag: mika, larz, hannah, karlita, KA, michi, jami and nic.

a coward's way

thank you for reminding me.
i am now adding a new label for my posts... welcome to my new set of 'hate-list' entries.

seriously, i think i grew 'better' (less hateful) this year. i don't hate a lot of people. maybe because i'm already in college and maybe because all the hateful people in my life crowded during my highschool years.

not that you noticed.
i'm not really verbal when it comes to expressing my negative emotions, hence most of my highschool drama gets stacked up in this blog.

but please, just for this moment... allow me to revive a long lost tradition in this blog.

The Hate-List

an introduction: according to a personality test i took years ago, i am 38% evil. not so evil, i know but it doesn't restrict me from hating people and plotting for their deaths. i am naturally good, just like everyone else, but i must admit there are times when i let my negative emotions overpower me... and whenever that happens i look for the best outlet i could have to vent out my feelings and i couldn't think of a better place other than this blog.

so there... with that, i am opening an all new version (ALL NEW PEOPLE! HURRAY!) of my HATE-LIST. it's going to be a label too so do check out my label cloud on the nav bar.

i know it's bad. i know i'm bad. but this is just my way of venting things out. i know most of you hate what i'm doing, but at least i do no physical harm to the unfortunate tramp who will be BLIND-ITEM(ed) within the succeeding entries of this tag. ok, so you read that... i don't point names out... i keep their darned names to myself and give them a nick whenever i mention them here.

SO...
what will happen to those who are in the hate-list?

uhhh... nothing really. just eternal damnation and imaginary persecution from this blog's rightful owner...

i mean, even if it's YOU, you wouldn't recognize right ahead... unless you're SMART! and i know a lot of smart people.. *ehem* *ehem* uhmm...

lol. i just thought of adding up that label but truthfully, i'm not hating anyone in particular right now.

hehe, you wait...
because it takes a long time to get into my nerves, really.

let it flow

i'm inspired to write again. this time i have more confidence with my story because i've shared it with a quite a lot of people already... of course being cautious that it won't get stolen...and they liked it. they like the crazy plot. the whole romantic thing.

i personally think it's going to be a good movie.
but then i haven't written it down. lol
originally, i want it to be harry-draco, but then i decided to make it an all-original story because i don't want to credit JK Rowling anymore for lending me her characters. >_>

now i want my own laptop. lol.
when i went to trinoma last sunday i saw a new release from Compaq, it's Compaq Presario V3431TU and it roughly amounts to 50,000. hehehe, i find it reasonable for a new release. and besides, it's compaq. :) i want my own laptop. huhuhuhu

i badly want to write!!!!!
but i need inspiration. i need to read more of Paulo Coehlo! i like his writing style because it's full of imagery and thought-provoking proverbs.

i want to write.
yeah. =]

come on chancy, don't be kj. =|

-i don't believe it. according to the news, we don't have classes tomorrow. it's not even raining! c'mon chancy, where's the text brigade?!?!? i just want to make sure i have a verifiable reason to rejoice.

- i broke a test tube awhile ago during our chem40 lab. >_>

- i cursed a lot today. i was really in a foul mood. i didn't get my preferred schedule for the practical test on saturday. i want it to be in the morning so that i can go home early but the sign-up sheet is fucking filled. shit, i want to scratch all their names off and replace it with one big arianne. wtf. i'll be taking the test at 3-4pm. wtf. and it's not just that... my mood wouldn't have been this 'bad' if it weren't for one undefined negative force. i don't know. hahaha. i just don't feel 'good' today. though i think i managed to put up a facade that i'm just your usual arianne.

i'm really good with keeping my troubles to myself. especially when i know the one help that i need wouldn't come voluntarily.

because of that... here's a little something i stole from nez

LIST 20 THINGS YOU WANT TO SAY TO CERTAIN PEOPLE BUT KNOW YOU NEVER WILL. DON'T SAY WHO THEY ARE.

1. get well soon!

2. honestly, i feel like an idiot when i'm with you. it's because you're TOO SMART for your own good. but you're my closest friend in the university and i don't want to lose you. i'd rather risk looking like a fool than never have a company like you.

3. hey. i only like you because you look like a nerd because of your glasses. when i heard you came from a freakin science highschool and aced your chemistry exams... my interest on you grew. but then just like with #2, i don't want to risk looking like a fool anymore. one genius of a friend is enough. i could just kill myself thinking i'm the dumbest in the university.

4. hahaha. you're my real crush. but something's hindering me from trying to be friends with you... and it's the same as the previous. and i think you have a crush on #3... hahahaoutch.

5. you. you. you. you. you. you. and you. (that's 7 people) WHY DO ALL OF YOU HAVE TO BE SO SMART?!?! (or rather, why do I have to be this STUPID) that's the main reason why i'm finding it hard to socialize. because i can't cope with you.

with that i skip to number 12

12. i want to be your bestfriend.

13. i miss you all. i miss the crazy days. i don't like it here. BIG TIME. they're pressuring me! people here give me odd looks when i talk about yaoi. with you i can talk about harry-draco all day. :( i miss you all

14. thanks for everything. i appreciate the times we sing japanese songs together and exchange earphones over the weekend. :)

15. please don't be bitter just because we have chem32 and you don't. dude, you don't know what kind of hell we are going through right now. don't wish for us to fail, please.

16. please, whatever happens to my darned academic life, continue to believe in me. maybe not with my mental capacity but with my other skills. you know i'm not inclined to this field and i am but a lost being unsure of which path to take. i'm still confused ok. please don't think i'm wasting all of our resources learning something i won't be enjoying in the future. i love you. very much.

17. you are pressuring me big time and it sucks because you think i'm not being pressured so you put more pressure on me. wtf!

18. don't hate me because i'm being negligent of my duties.

19. please don't think i'm rich. because.i.am.not.

and lastly

20. i hope we could be close friends, really. :)

nuff of the drama.
you see? i am this insecure of my own academic capacity! i feel like i'm always at the bottom line.

wtf.

don't dream it's over

i believe you don't have to be one hell of a genius to get through life unaharmed. it's not about the amount of time you alloted for study that determines your future. but then, failing grades won't lead you anywhere.. aside from the stinking pit of self-humiliation. >_>

i'm not studying again.
wait, something happened. yesterday, my sister -terai- got sick again. >_> so what am i to do? being her beriberiguditushus sister, i role played as mommy! i got her paracetamol and i do what my mommy used to do. i wipe her with wet labakara all over. man, it was crazy. i was crazy! her temperature is 38-point-something and it's freakin midnight!! but i just enjoyed the moment... yeah yeah. i slept 2am already.

man, the things i do for love.

i woke up at 4am to give her medicine then went back to sleep. i woke up around 830 and pulled myself from the bed, in hopes of getting the right motivation to attend my class.... but before that i checked on my sister first.

wtf, her temperature is 40!!!!!

i made her breakfast... lugaw and fish... and immediately brought her to the hospital. she underwent three laboratory tests... a CBC, Tubex test (for typhoid, dengue, etc), and urinalysis. ayon okay naman, xept for the urinalysis.

and because of that, i missed my MATH36 and CHEM32!!!! :(

ahahahahaha...
napaka-fulfilling mag-alaga ng maysakit! lalo na pag gumaling sha diba!!

aylabyu terai. pagaling ka! ok lang magskip ng klase... walangya, basta gumaling ka!