Being on the 5th Wheel

the odd thing is... we're four and i still feel like i'm dragged on the fifth place... like some sort of invicible friend took over my place!
grr... i didn't like it.
am i paying the price of being an introvert?

waaahhh... cge cge... from now on... i won't be... i think, joining them that much.. well except in groupings...-_-;;

eto mas badtrip... every lunchtime... they're waiting for each other... i'm all alone... i'm always thinking...

friends ba talaga tayo? why are you leaving me behind?

alam nyo yun... everytime i go out to lunch... i'm always behind them... ALWAYS... i didn't like the view of them coming in trios and me... alone... with my invicible friend...

ayoko na... galit na ko.

pagaling ka adri.

lalihooo

i'm not trying to be like ryuuichi! XD
hehe... wala lang... masaya lang... happy that people liked my fic...

Hate Me

please submit a review... it's an anime fic from Naruto... hhe...
and it's rated M!

-_-;;

anyway...*yawns* kgigising ko lang...
=)
my sister's here na! yahoo... i have another bag of chocolates! hihi...

you know what... may gusto akong food... ung 'Kim' it's a korean food and it's not even a dish.. it's uhm.. ung paper na parang duct tape na binabalot sa kanin? ung seaweed paper thingy?
haha... i love that!

oh... i will post another entry entitled 'BEING ON THE 5th WHEEL'

nasa huli talaga ang pagsisisi...tsktsk

status: oh my god, i'm so stupid!? why did i vote for her... i lost my chance... grr.. *stabs herself*

haaayy.. so far iba na mood ko.. super nanghinayang lang ako... for once.. i want to do something na macoconsider kong achievement! kaso.. i'm still waiting... it's my last year na... -_-;;
i wanna do something i'll be proud of...

haayy... so many schoolworks..-_-;;
naiinis ako.. anyway.. happy na rin ako sa mga happenings... oh my...ang labo ko.. bast pagbubutihin ko na lng..

haha...
haayy...-_-;;

i'm semi-sad semi happy...

busybusybusy..

haayy... can't get rid of school works... hehe.. hafta wait no time... haya... babooo!! sira ang aming napagandang computer!! kaya nasa net cafe ako..-_-;;

you can't rape the willing - itachi

of course he didn't exactly say that... it's from a fic..
torture. torture. torture...
reverse psychology... blahblahblah...
it has serious descriptions but it's really funny... especially when itachi tries out the reverse psych to stop-slash-stimulate (i know it's contrasting..-_-) sasuke from etching an ambigram on his chest using an overly heated iron rod...

ang labooo koooo....-_-;;
blur blur blur blur...

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napaparanoid ako pag mag-isa...-_-;;
shempre minutes ago, i'm surfing the net, researching on naruto, playing with paperdolls, and finishing my econ homework... etc etc... tapos may naririnig akong kalampag sa taas...

gawd.. you should know how i feel... feeling ko may magnanakaw or something? 5pm? how nice...
the clattering of random objects continued, i know it's from this house? but who did it? i checked my brain... doors locked, windows closed, gate bolted.. what did i miss?

i took the sharpest object nearest me.. which happened to be a hairclip (the same thing i used when i foolishly tried to kill myself)... i motioned myslelf up the stairs... making sure that i'm ready for any unexpected attacks... i checked the first floor... kitchen -- the kitchen door was closed, the blinds are open but hell, what's with it anyway, may screen naman behind it...dining area - the sliding door..locked, good.
now the living area.. i swear i saw something moving behind the curtains... it's jabbing the glass window.. i can hear the sounds... then it hit me... it purred..

it's a freakin cat.

oh my... kinabahan ako dun... i opened the main door to let it out.. and it did.. buti na lng hindi natakot or something kasi baka umakyat pa yun sa taas.. mahirap na...

haaayyy...
but how the hell did the cat entered our house?

however, that remains a mystery.