Sigh...

weee.... i'm so happy!!! ^-^ hehe... kumain lang naman kami ng spaghetti... babaw noh? e wala lang... nakakamiss kasi eh...my mom warned me not to buy spaghetti outside kasi puro daw yun preservatives!! as if naman ung spag nya naturally made!! hmmpph! pano kasi... ineLBM ako... wahahaha... nata2kot nga ako eh... ang tagal na kasi eh... delay pa period ko... -_-



anyway...good thing i had a good nap or else i'll be shouting around at anybody who blocks the tv set! hahahaha... uhm... hmmm... change topic. the harry potter 1 soundtrack was quite boring... full of instrumentals... paulit ulit lang... and oh... i love the 100% senorita soundtrack!! esp. track 16!! the piano version of wo yao ai.. blah blah.. wo yao ni de ai! ... LoL kahit na hindi ko maintindihan ung mandarin.. masaya parin ako! -_-;; yeah right...



compliment me naman o! for a job well done! first time ko gumawa ng blog layout!! yipeee.. and i'm happy it turned out well.... shempre...

honestly... i was moved to make my own layout b/c of a friend... kasi sha rin gumagawa ng layout nya... eh.. yun na yun.... haha...



kainis... 2ng suspendidong skul day na to! xited panaman ako sa filipiniana outfit ko kasi sinuot pa yun nung ate ko noon!.. hehe... big deal noh...-_-;;



haha... cge un lng po....lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

New Layout...

o yan... bago na layout ko! heheh.. sana magusuthan nyo... ako gumawa nyan eh!

haynaku.... nevermind my previous post! naiinis lang tlga ako sa kapatid ko!!! grrr...

onga pla... suspended and classes namin 2day...edi masaya... pero sana.. bukas hindi na... -_-... bat ang daming may sore eyes? ung tito ko... classm8 ko.. chka ung nasa outreach... sana di ako mahawa... onga pla... help me with the archives section... nagtataka ako kung bat ayaw magpakita... -_-... eniwey... un lng naman... -_- kung may mai-susuggest keo para palayasin yan ad sa itaas.... please do suggest.... ^^;;



the truth is... the design of this layout is originally mine, pero... ginawa ko... kumuha ako ng isang layout tapos pinaglaruan ko na lang yung codes... tapos yun na yun!!! hoi! akin parin to no!!! at ako parin ang gumawa!!! hahahahahaha!!!

lalalala...puta!

haynako! makita a nya kung makita... putang ina nya!

I danced on the devil's palm: part 1

i danced on the devil's palm: part 1

by melodia



i was behind a door so huge

locked and lonely coz they say i'm rude

but if i were to be asked, i should have said

i don't deserve this punishment, innocence fill my head



but what choice do i have against their will

i'm so weak, pathetic, and i'm starving here still

maye someday, my wish will be granted

the sun will greet me, and a new life will be started



I'm only up for one request

break my chains so i can rest

i feel exhausted, i feel overused

by a man so brutal, i wish to shut off his fuse



i hand is so powerful i can't get off his grip

i tried but failed and got whacked with his whip

he told me to do this, he forced me to do that

i can't say a thing and just follow his deeds so bad



along came the memories when i danced on the devil's palm

horrific things he made me do so i decided just to run

but like what they say you can never escape

dancing on the demon's hand, a decision you made



Now, my end is near, the light is gradually fading

My curtains of hope continues to close, darkness fills my surrounding

I close my eyes and prayed to God, " Oh Lord forgive my sins"

coz as i lay in this cold floor my soul will wander back to hades...



i'm ready to face my destiny

i'm ready to face death.



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so... made out of boredom and out of... bsta... oh.. yan.. basta yun na yon.. byers

the angel and the devil... in love.



when i fall and break apart. who will pick up the pieces of me? when those pieces are scattered, away from each other, will you go and unite the broken parts?



I've come to an end, yet you didn't care. threw out everything bout me, even the sweetest memories we shared. we've been through a lot of raging experiences yet, i get abandoned. let away, killed. I was broken. like a glass i was shattered, a forceful hand punched me hard, it went through my bones, my heart, my soul. i felt the wrath of death... the pain, i lost my heart, my soul was frozen, my mind was stiff. couldn't think of anything else aside from what you did.



hades took control of my freezing brain and stoned heart. I felt scared but what was that compared to what you did. I joined him, his company, like death eaters congregating around Lord Voldy. he gave me power to control all the elements, he gave me the chance to live again, to seek revenge, that's why i'm living until now, you thought i'm dead, but i'm bloody alive and i sought to kill you. But i can't get near you, you're always inside the *****... ughh... god damn that word. fuck, what did i just say.. god.. oh my... shouldn't have said that. it's draining all my power.



HALT!!!



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nyek.. ano kaya yan.. ang wierd kaya... napaka.. unorganazed ng thoughts... gets nyo ba? i doubt it... oh the girl's not literally dead. i mean... she and her boyfriend broke up.... and her boyps did it a manner that she'll hate her... i dunno why... then... eh yun na yun! -_-



I can never forget that time.