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Thursday, September 18, 2025

Freaks

I can't believe it's been a week since Charlie Kirk died. My heart still aches unexplainably, and I'm still very angry at the violent liberal freaks celebrating his death, twisting his words, misquoting him, and calling him all forms of phobic when they're the ones who are clearly and evidently incapable of arguing for themselves. 

They can't debate him so they called him names. Names an extremist responded to with a gun. That's how dangerous leftist diagnosis is. Instead of discussing why you believe the things you do, with an open mind, with empathy, they label you so wrongly with words that don't even come close to what you believe in. It's lazy. All because their ears start to ring in disagreement. They can't stand being explained to. Can't fathom the possibility of being wrong. Their mentality is built on an echo chamber that crumbles under a test of logic. Weak. Fed only hateful jargon to describe conservatives. They end an argument by walking away and calling you either a bigot, transphobe, homophobe, racist, nazi, or other godawful things just to justify their hate and exit the discussion, or rather an attempt at one. 

I'm disappointed at a lot of my friends. But on the bright side, I found new friends to follow. Even influencers.

Friday, September 12, 2025

Oh Charlie 😔

I couldn't believe my eyes when I read news that Charlie Kirk was assassinated at a speaking event in Utah. It was the first thing I learned when I woke up yesterday and it brought an immense heavy feeling throughout the day.

What disappointed and disgusted me further were the reactions from whacko liberals all over the world, celebrating the death of a man simply for holding an opinion they hate.

Charlie Kirk...
who sought to enlighten the youth from the perversions of the current education system
who encouraged people to reflect on the privilege of being in America and denounce victimhood
who wanted to preserve families, the building blocks of society
who values life no matter where it came from

He always discussed and listened in good faith, all the while championing Christian values. 

He was a knowledgeable and effective debater. And he got hated a lot for it. Heck he got killed for it.

They didn't like that he supported Trump
That he was anti-abortion
That he was pro-gun
That he was anti-illegal immigration
That he was a nationalist
etc.

Basically that he was conservative. Whatever happened to free speech? People are so scared to discuss nowadays. So confidently wrong they cannot handle being refuted, instead resort to violence. This kind of radicalism has eaten the west and is unfortunately propagating here.

He wanted to make America great again, by going back to the one who made it great in the first place, God. Is that so unwholesome that he is met with shrieking whales every time he mentions the Bible?

I guess demons do tremble in God's word.

My heart goes out to those who mourn for his death.

I pray for justice.

Rest in peace, Charlie Kirk.

Saturday, September 6, 2025

Happy Friday!

 


Jumping in on this AI scale model trend with our car! It's really cool except for the antenna haha. Here's the prompt: 

Create a 1 / 7 scale intelligent figurine in the picture, in a realistic style, in a real environment. The figurine is plattered on a computer desk. The figurine has a round transparent acrylic base, with no text on the base. The content on the screen is the Zbrush modeling process of this figurine. Next to the computer screen is a BANDAl-style toy packaging box with printing. The packaging features two-dimensional flat illusion.

I took a photo of our car from the internet which is from Grab, hence the GrabRentals logo on the box hehe.

WHAT A BUSY WEEK!

✨ Got our refund!!!

First off, thank God we were able to get our refund checks already! After 2 months of calling and emailing, we were able to get 50% of our downpayment. Full story here: [Ayala Land Inc.] Cancellation of CTS / Refund under Maceda Law / PD 957 - a timeline 

I can finally leave all the facebook groups I joined trying sell this goddamned condo haha.

✨ I need another knee surgery

I consulted with Dr. Braganza about the results of my MRI. He's my second opinion doctor, after getting my first one from Dr. Lantin who requested the MRI. Surprise surprise, they both recommend surgery. There's a cyst in my knee that has grown over my meniscal tear which has been causing my knee to lock and be unstable for the past few months. The plan is to remove the cyst and repair the meniscus so it won't grow again. It's non urgent so I just need to get a good schedule. Our gym coach who's also an ortho referred me to Dr. Braganza, says he's the best in the field, and I was thrilled! I didn't think I'd be at a point where I can choose a doctor, for the most part all I cared about was if they're HMO accredited. But now that I'm older and more fragile I kinda want to get the best treatment... from an accredited doctor haha.

✨ I wanna go shopping

Now that I have some money to spare I just wanna go shopping. But I couldn't find the time? We're visiting the parentals this weekend so I don't know when to squeeze some shopping time. 

✅ My priority would be new glasses. My current one needs to be replaced already because of the scratches, and I've been eyeing some cute wide specs from Sunnies. 

✅ We also need to buy a new blender. Our 9-year old Nutribullet has been slowly wearing off. The rubbers are falling apart, and it's super dirty now. I'm excited to get a new one. Especially now that we're enjoying making strawberry banana protein shakes as post-workout.

✅ As for my non-essentials, I want a pair of machine washable walking shoes from Vivaia and a new cross-over bag to replace my old one. I want exactly the same one I have but Hedgren doesn't carry the same style anymore. 

✨ Super swamped at work

So many things on my plate. I have challenging ones and easy ones, but nothing stressful. Thank God!

Anyway, that's it for this week!